Oh Singapore..

mahalnya properties kat Spore.. flat kecil 2 bilik tidur pun dah dekat SGD2k.. (ade yg mmg letak 2k pun rental per month, lebih pun ade ok.. but yg kami g tgk 2k kami rase nak pengsan dah..) flat kecil ok.. cuma tgk kawasan juga laa.. since sekarang kene bayar sendiri.. (yes, Abg transfered as local.. no more expat package.. so we r on our own) kene la cari/dok flat2 biasa je.. hmm.. x/boss, our parents sumer suggest dok JB, but Abg kata penat la dia Subuh2 dah kene g keje.. blk kang mlm pula.. so Fatin ikut je la.. sian lak.. kang anak pun tak kenal/rapat dgn Ayah dah.. and I dont want that.. huhu.. so bila Abg kata nak dok Spore.. kami terpaksa la hidup dgn ape yg mampu.. Fatin takes months study/searching/googling pasal Spore.. pasal sekolah rendah yg bagus kat sini n etc.. pening juga kepala pk nak cari lokasi flat yg sesuai utk kami.. plus nak cari flat yg murah dan selesa.. huhuhu.. kalu korang.. yg mana keutamaan?

A. flat dekat office Abg (tp mahal giler!-Abg pun tanak dok sini.. hehe)
B. flat dekat MRT/bus station (senang Abg nak g keje!)
C. flat dekat sekolah specially sekolah yg bagus (my aim kalu duduk dekat2 area yg hot)
D. flat dekat grocerries shops (got almost everywhere.. cuma kene cari sikit laa)

yg mana akan jadi kriteria yg utama? B,C,D,A or C,B,D and A? or ABCD or camne?

Bye bye Beijing, Hello Singapore?

Abg dah officially transferred to Singapore.. hmmm.. act kami minta ditukarkan ke Singapore lama dah (about 2yrs ago I think) tp tak sangka so sudden.. we were not ready.. dgn visit yg tak abis lagi, pose, 3 children and lil Hariz still breastfeeding, maid fired (june-ingat nak cari lain.. sempat b4 pindah) so I was like.. tak menang tgn.. dgn packing, daily life routine n etc.. no shopping for last time, no souvenirs for families and friends and even for myself! huwaaaa!! part nih tak dpt g shopping mmg Fatin sedih.. huhuhu.. Abg buat susah..(to be fair to him.. he was busy.. one of the reason why he was like that) Hariz bf and so attached to me.. nasib my family faham.. sorry sape2 yg rase disappointed.. Fatin pun sgt frust.. hehe.. but, though Fatin tak rase sedih tinggalkan Beijing.. till now at least.. (Fatin rase lega act and I think Abg yg cam sedih.. huhuhu.. my hubby gonna get to me for this) but I'm gonna miss Beijing so much.. first 6 yrs of my marriage life kat Beijing.. went to Beijing a week after married to Abg.. life in Beijing with lots of tests.. getting to know and understand each other.. stuck at home with lil children.. rushing cooking, cleaning, teaching, crying babies all the time n etc.. all alone facing with no family help.. have maid when needed from time to time.. my life was totally for my family.. even maid yg pernah keje ngan Fatin tegur n advice n bla2.. I so dont look like a 'tai tai'.. but I have wonderful family.. husband who is always patient with me.. healthy and smart children, insya-Allah.. just hope in Singapore or any where else will be better.. my life is good.. was good.. shouldn't complaint much.. no one has perfect life.. so I must be grateful with what Allah decides for me! so Singapore, here we come!

Ya-Allah Ya Tuhanku, permudahkanlah urusan kami, moga hambaMu ini sentiasa hidup dalam perlindunganMu dan keberkatanMu Ya Allah.. murahkan rezeki kami, berilah kesihatan yg baik pada kami.. permudahkanlah urusan kami.. moga dpt rumah yg mampu dan selesa, juga dipermudahkan dlm nak settle down ini.. aminnnn..