Fatin Helmi & Family

Fahima rela syahid untuk Palestin

2011-04-16T20:30:00.000-07:00

Fahima rela syahid untuk Palestin

Susunan SITI AINIZA KAMSARI
from http://www.utusan.com.my/utusan/info.asp?y=2011&dt=0414&pub=Utusan_Malaysia&sec=Bicara_Agama&pg=ba_01.htm

PIHAK Keselamatan Israel, The Shin Bet menyifatkan beliau sebagai pengganas rakyat Israel pertama yang bertindak ganas kepada kaumnya sendiri.

Beliau yang dimaksudkan adalah seorang wanita, Tali Fahima, 35, yang kisah perjuangannya bukan sesuatu yang baru terutama di kalangan mereka yang prihatin terhadap isu-isu Palestin.

Bagaimana seorang wanita seperti Fahima mampu memberi ancaman besar kepada Israel dan dilabelkan sedemikian rupa?

Sepatutnya Fahima yang merupakan anggota tentera Israel wanita ini sewajibnya taat dan setia hanya pada Israel. Namun yang berlaku adalah sebaliknya. Beliau dituduh pengkhianat kerana membantu pihak musuh.

Lebih mengejutkan dunia apabila pada Isnin 7 Jun tahun lalu, Fahima akhirnya memeluk Islam dan sanggup menukar kewarganegaraan menjadi rakyat Palestin.

Kini Fahima, bangsa Yahudi dari Maghribi yang dilahirkan di bandar kecil Fallujah menjadi sasaran dan serangan rejim Zionis sebagaimana rakyat Palestin yang lain.

Bercakap mengenai soal ancaman yang tentunya bermakna sasaran untuk dibunuh oleh rejim Zionis itu, Fahima benar-benar seorang wanita yang luar biasa.

Ini kerana beliau mampu bersifat lapang dada, jauh sekali untuk berpaling tadah.

"Alhamdulillah, Allah telah menggariskan suratan takdir sebwgini untuk saya. Jika saya memang ditakdirkan akhirnya mati dibunuh oleh pihak Israel saya berharap Allah mentakdirkan saya mati syahid, maka saya akan mengucapkan Alhamdulillah, perkara ini (mati syahid) ini adalah lebih jauh lebih baik daripada apa pun di dunia ini," katanya.

Kini beliau dikatakan menetap di sebuah perkampungan Arab Palestin di Ara'ra dan bertugas sebagai guru yang mengajar bahasa Ibrani (Hebrew) di sebuah sekolah dan lebih banyak menghabiskan masa untuk belajar Bahasa Arab dan al-Quran.

Jika diimbas, pada tahun 2003 sebagai anggota tentera Israel, Fahima merupakan antara sekumpulan tentera rejim Zionis yang telah dimaklumkan mengenai senarai nama-nama pejuang Palestin yang menjadi sasaran dihukum mati.

Menduduki senarai teratas adalah pejuang terkenal, Komander Kataib Syuhada Brigade Al Aqsa (Sayap Tentera Fatah), Zakaria Zubaide yang dianggap pejuang Palestin yang paling dikehendaki namun sangat licik kerana beliau gagal dibunuh dalam tiga kali cubaan membunuhnya oleh tentera Israel sebelum ini.

Ini menyebabkan Fahima sendiri menaruh minat untuk berhadapan dengan Zakaria.

Lalu pada tahun 2003 Fahima bertindak di luar dugaan apabila berjaya menemui Zakaria malah bermalam (di rumah jiran perempuan Zakaria bernama Raj'ah) di sebuah kem pelarian di Jenin secara rahsia.

Akibatnya, beliau ditahan oleh agen perisik Israel dan dituduh membocor serta mendedahkan rahsia kepada Zakaria bahawa pejuang itu tersenarai untuk diserang dan dibunuh dalam satu operasi oleh pihak Israel.

Pada 9 Ogos 2004 atas tuduhan itu, Fahima didapati bersalah kerana membantu musuh Israel dan dipenjara tiga tahun iaitu dari tahun 2005 sehingga 2007.

Tentu sahaja tiada layanan istimewa buat Fahima sepanjang dipenjara. Malah keadaan beliau sama sebagaimana tahanan Palestin yang lain yang teruk diseksa, sama ada secara fizikal dan mental.

Pelbagai pihak termasuk Barat yang pro-Palestin melancarkan kempen bagi menyelamatkan Fahima dan menceritakan kekejaman Israel yang sanggup menyeksa bangsanya sendiri.

Namun yang menguatkan beliau sepanjang menanggung pelbagai seksaan dalam penjara adalah kepercayaan utuh terhadap Islam walaupun ketika itu belum rasmi lagi Fahima memeluk Islam.

Kekejaman yang beliau lalui dan pengalaman melihat penderitaan rakyat Palestin di kem pelarian di Jenin menyedarkan wanita hebat ini bahawa fahaman Zionisme yang selama ini menjadi anutannya adalah songsang dan tidak berperikemanusiaan.

Mas Afzal Blog

2011-01-22T07:55:00.000-08:00

Haven't been blogging for long. But would love to share a blog I came across tonight.. after reading last few entries, giving me strength in facing difficulties.. really admire the mother.. strong woman.. my doa that I would be a strong woman too.. insya-Allah..

al Fatihah buat arwah Mas Afzal..

http://masafzal.blogspot.com/

please read.. fwd i received from my bro

2010-07-05T15:52:00.001-07:00

MUST READ

Please don't delete without reading ,,,,,,,, Can current travel through Flash light of camera to your body? yes it is 100% true.......

Dear Friends,

A forwarded message, as a precautionary measure.

Dear sir,

With deep pains (and tears in my eyes), i am sorry to inform You that yesterday morning, one of my dear friend's elder son (Mr. Aditya Suresh Joshi), age 19, studying in 1st year of engineering, died in Keshvani Hospital, Mumbai. He was admitted in Keshavani Hospital as burned patient.

Reason

4 days back this boy had gone to Amravati (One of the district place located in State of Maharashtra) on study tour. After their study was over, he, his classmates & his teachers, all of them were standing on "Badnera" railway station to catch the train. "Badnera" is the name of the railway station for "Amravati" city.

As soon as they arrived on Badnera Railway station, many of them started taking pictures of their friends using "Mobile Phones" and/or "Digital Camera". One of them complained that, in his camera, he was not able to capture more number of friends in one frame. He was not able to catch the angle. Another boy suggested that let's climb on train boogie and take picture so that all of them can be accommodated in single frame.

At that there was one goods wagon (all of them were oil tankers) train resting between 2 main railway lines.

Kumar Aditya climbed up oil boogie. Above his head, 40,000 volts electrical line was passing through. As soon as he clicked the digital camera? 40,000 volt current passed through the camera flash light to his camera and then from his camera to his fingers and then from his fingers to his body. All this happened within fraction of minutes. Next moment he was thrown from the top. His body was half burned on the spot.

At that time, his father (my friend) was traveling in Bangkok. His many friends in Pune came to know about this via mobile SMS. They instantly arranged air ambulance in Amravati and his burned body was brought to Keshavani Hospital, Mumbai. i was told that this is the best hospital in Mumbai. For 1 and 1/2 day or so he was talking to his relatives. When he was admitted to the hospital, at that time only, doctor informed his relatives that don't keep great hopes. Because of lot of complex issues in half burned body? He died yesterday morning.

Now how many of us are aware about this technological threats & dangers? Honestly, Kumar Aditya and his father was not aware. His family was not aware. Our entire friend circle of more than 12,000, we were not aware. Now should we call ourselves as fully educated and fully knowledgeable people? Please Think of it.

Please avoid mobile phones on petrol outlets.
Please avoid talking on mobile phones while driving. i also know many of my friends who do not bother about this good suggestion and each one of them have opted for "Chalta Hai Yaar Attitude".
Please avoid talking on mobile phones while they are in charging mode.
Please avoid charging mobile phones near Your bed and/or near wooden furniture. Avoid mobile phones near high voltage electrical lines like railway stations and use flash lights.

My friend, his family members and we all friends learned our lesson with loss of young life. Now would you like to empower Your friends about this accident so as to avoid future accidents? We can save human life by empowering all the IT users who are in Your network

Now take note and be warned !!!

Adamaya

2010-05-15T11:20:00.000-07:00

Baru lepas tgk citer Adamaya.. dok tgk status ramai kawan bercerita pasal cerita Adamaya nih kat facebook.. so Fatin pun cari la kat internet.. since ade yg tulis mentioned ade di alam maya nih.. huhu.. cerita nih mmg best.. mmg bertuah la sape dpt suami cam Adam.. jarang ade suami cam Adam nih.. huhu..

to those who didnt marry to your first love.. love comes softly.. hehe.. though it may take yrs to realize..

2010-05-10T02:45:00.000-07:00

I cried just now..
a little..
I was about to turn channel for Farizah to watch while eacting her lunch.. but we ended up watching Korean humanity story.. in Korean channel.. KBS or something.. about this blind couple raising a child.. insaf sungguh rase.. kiter sihat dan cergas.. lagi asyik rase tak cukup.. mereka besarkan anak dlm kesusahan n kedaifan.. si isteri buta tak nampak but nampak sgt sikit2 bentuk muka semua.. but mostly just cam org buta.. cuma bila sebelah mata not totally buta.. dia masih boleh nampak muka anak dia.. lebih kurang.. yg suami pula rabun yg teruk sgt tak nampak.. nak baca tgk nombor pun pada termometer kene pakai alat pembesar.. sungguh mengagumkan.. tak abis lagi act citer tuh.. bersyukurlah dgn keadaan kiter.. dan bnadingkan dgn mereka yg kurang.. tp bab ibadah kene banding dgn yg lebih..
wallahualam..
Fatin

Ingatan buat semua

2010-04-30T01:18:00.000-07:00

ini fwd yg Fatin terima dr Dr As.. hehe.. saje letak nama dia Dr As.. huhu.. anyway.. Fatin nak ambil kesempatan ini nak mohon kemaafan drpd semua.. andai ade silap salah Fatin buat dengan sengaja atau tidak.. maafkan saya.. -Fatin-

A reminder to myself and sharing with others.......

Subject: FW: Signs of the Day of judgment ( NASA CONFIRM POSSIBLITY OF SUN RISING FROM WEST)

Bantulah ibu ini; doakan keselamatan anaknya

2010-04-27T01:58:00.000-07:00

22 April 2010

Bantulah ibu ini; doakan keselamatan anaknya

Saya terima melalui emel. Ibu ini tak minta wang tapi hanya mohon doa yang ikhlas untuk anaknya. Sama-samalah kita bantu... tak susah sangat pun; hanya doa... sungguh; ujian Allah berbeza kepada setiap hamba-Nya....
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Saya Mohon Belas Kasihan Dari Kalian

Saya Rohaiza Bte Ishak. Saya merupakan guru Kemahiran Hidup di MRSM Muar. Tujuan saya menulis email ini ialah untuk memohon belas kasihan dari pembaca kerana anak kedua saya yang bernama NurHannah Bte Mohamed Helmi berusia 3 bulan tidak sihat.

Ketika bersalin, anak saya lemas kerana tali pusat keluar lebih kurang 40 minit sebelum saya bersalin. Ini menyebabkan anak saya lemas kerana tidak mendapat oksigen kerana tali pusat sudah terkeluar. Apabila doctor scan (MRI) otak anak saya, doctor menyatakan bahawa anak saya terencat akal kerana sel-sel otak telah mati kerana kekurangan oksigen. Hanya Allah yang tahu apa yang saya rasa ketika itu. Kaki bagaikan tidak jejak ke bumi. Muka saya pucat bagaikan tiada darah lagi.

Hampir 3 minggu saya mengambil masa untuk terima hakikat apa yang doctor terangkan mengenai anak saya. Hari-hari saya menangis. Saya rasakan hati saya kosong. Selepas 3 minggu saya cuba berkongsi masalah dengan teman sekerja. Semangat saya mula datang apabila ada rakan yang mengalami situasi yang sama seperti saya iaitu anak mereka lemas ketika bersalin. Doktor juga menyatakan anak mereka terencat akal. Tetapi kuasa Allah mengatasi segalanya dan anak mereka alhamdulillah sihat.

Tetapi saya akui bahawa saya hanya insan yang lemah. Kadang-kadang saya kuat, kadang-kadang saya lemah sangat. Rakan menasihati saya agar perbanyakkan solat hajat, baca yassin dan bersedekah. Alhamdulillah. Saya melakukan semua nasihat yang mereka berikan. Perkembangan terbaru tentang anak saya ialah dia masih lagi belum boleh menghisap dan menelan. Minum susu menggunakan tiub yang dimasukkan terus ke perut. Suction machine pula digunakan untuk menyedut air liur kerana anak masih tidak boleh menelan.

2 minggu lepas anak dimasukkan ke hospital kerana jangkitan kuman pada paru2. Ketika itu keadaan anak terlalu lemah menyebabkan doctor sukar mencari urat anak. Pilihan kedua ialah masukkan line hingga ke tulang. Sekali lagi anak saya diduga iaitu selepas 3 hari kaki anak bengkak. Apabila doctor buat x-ray, rupanya kaki anak saya patah kerana dicucuk ketika memasukkan line.Pergerakan anak saya tidak seaktif bayi kerana kesan kurangnya oksigen di otak ..tambahan pula kaki kanan anak bersimen. Hanya Allah tempat saya mengadu. Jika boleh, biarlah saya yang menanggung semua kesakitan itu, bukan anak saya yang berumur 3 bulan. Minum guna tiub, tak tahu menelan…kaki pula bersimen.

Kalian bayangkanlah bagaimana perasaan seorang ibu yang menjaga janin dalam kandungan bagaikan menatang minyak yang penuh. Tetapi selepas lahir, begitu besar ujian untuk anak saya.Terus terang saya katakan bahawa ini adalah ujian yang maha-maha besar dalam hidup saya. Saya bersyukur kerana Allah menguji saya kerana Dia sayangkan saya dan anak.

Di kesempatan ini saya memohon, merayu dan menagih simpati agar kalian dapat meluangkan masa untuk melakukan sembahyang hajat agar kesihatan anak saya pulih dan jauhkanlah anak saya dari sebarang kecacatan. Andainya terlalu berat permintaan saya, bacakanlah Al-Fatihah.

Jika permintaan ini juga berat, cukuplah kalian mengucapkan INSYAALLAH agar anak saya sihat, dijauhkan dari kecacatn dan dipulihkan kerosakan pada otaknya. Mudah-mudahan dengan keikhlasan kalian, doa kalian dimakbulkan. Hanya Allah yang mampu membalas budi kalian.

Saya juga memohon agar kalian dapat forwardkan email ini kepda rakan-rakan kalian agar dapat membantu anak saya. Kesihanilah anak saya kerana dia terlalu kecil untuk memahami erti kesakitan. Jika ada nasihat, pengalaman dan ilmu..emailkanlah kepada saya rozex_3056@yahoo.com.

Di sini saya sertakan panduan sembahyang hajat. Mudah-mudahan bolehlah kalian amalkan jika ingin memohon sesuatu hajat. Percaya dan yakinlah bahawa Allah maha mendengar doa dari hambaNya.

Solat Hajat:
1) Niat Ushalli sunnatal hajati rak’ataini lillaahi ta’aala.
2) Tiap-tiap 2 rakaat sesudah membaca al-fatihah, baca Ayat kursi 1x, dan Kul huallah huahad sebanyak 1x.
3) Sehabis salam yang terakhir, sujud semula. teruslah meminta hajat kepada Allah dengan khusyuk.Insyaallah Allah makbulkan.

Ayat Kursi- Allahu laa ilaaha illaa huwal hayyl qayuum, la tak khu-dzuhuu sinataunw walaa naw-um, lahuu maa fis samawaati wamaa fil-ardhi, man dzal-la-dzii yasy-fa-‘u indahuu illaa bi-idz-nihii, ya’-lamu maa bayna aydiihim, wamaa khal-fahum walaa yuhii-thuuna bi-syai-inm min’ilmihii illa bimaa syaa-a, wasi-‘a kursiy-yuhus samaawaati wal-ar-dha, walaa ya-uu-duhuu hifzhuhumaa wahuwal ‘aliy-yul azhim.

Gambar ini diambil pada hari ke-2 kelahiran Hana. Waktu ini Hana di ICU nursery. Hana bernafas menggunakan mesin kerana ketika lahir, denyutan jantung sudah terhenti. Doktor melakukan CPR untuk mendapatkan semula nyawa Hana. Allah Maha Berkuasa. Alhamdulillah.

Ini gambar 2 minggu lepas ketika di wad knk2 tiba2 pernafasan Hana laju. Doktor memberi saya 2 pilihan. Pilihan pertama untuk mendakap Hana buat saat terakhir kerana Hana terlalu sukar bernafas. Pilihan kedua pula ialah masuk ke ICU dan memasukkan kembali tiub pernafasan. Doktor menerangkan jika tiub sukar di masukkan ke mulut, mereka akan masukkan melalui leher dengan menebuk leher Hana. Dengan kuasa Allah tiub berjaya dimasukkan melalui mulut.

Ini gambar ketika Hana dimasukkan ke ICU selepas tiub pernafasan dimasukkan melalui mulut. Hanya air mata saya yang menemani Hana ketika di ICU kerana saya tidak dibenarkan menjaga Hana ketika di ICU.

Ini gambar selepas kaki Hana disimen. Tiub di mulut Hana digunakan untuk menyusu. Belum lagi pandai menghisap, kaki pula patah. Alhamdulillah atas ujian yang diberikan. Saya redha.

Saya berharap dengan melihat gambar Hana, lahirlah sedikit simpati dari kalian. Cuma doa yang saya pohon dari kalian agar Hana boleh membesar seperti kanak-kanak yang sempurna. Jauhkanlah Hana dari kecacatan. Mudah-mudahan Allah gantikan sel yang rosak di otak Hana dengan sel yang baru dan dipilih di kalangan sel yang terbaik untuk Hana. Inilah doa yang tiap kali saya baca setiap sujud yang terakhir, setiap kali lepas solat fardu dan solat hajat. Mudah-mudahan Allah makbulkan segala doa dan Allah berkati segala usaha saya. Selebihnya saya bertawakal. Amin.

***** Rayuan ini telah dipanjangkan melalui emel dan saya sediakan semula menerusi blog ini. Mohon kerjasama semua untuk memanjangnya agar Dia mendengar dan memakbulkan doa kita; berikan kesihatan yang baik kepada anak ini dan peluang untuk ibunya menyayangi, membelai, membesarkan dan mendidiknya menjadi anak yang solehah, insyaALlah. Saya akan emel kepada ibu ini untuk dapatkan sedikit keterangan dan keadaan terkini anaknya. Buat mereka yang tahu dan kenal pengirim sebenar emel ini, mohon maklumkan kepada saya di talian 013-2545965. Terima kasih!!

Nukilan Suzana Ghazali pada 8:47 PM 2 Ulasan

"Tiada kehidupan tanpa dugaan dan cabaran. Moga kita sentiasa menjadi hamba yang dirahmatiNya, amin!!"

Daripada:
SUZANA BT GHAZALI, Perunding Psikologi Keluarga & Guaman Syarie
Untuk temujanji hubungi: 013-2545 965 atau layari http://bersamasuzana.blogspot.com/

Note from Fatin: marilah kiter doakan utk anak2 yg lain.. yg merana sakit disebabkan yg sama or sebab2 lain.. di Malaysia, Palestin, Afrika dan tempat2 lain.. moga2 Allah memberi kekuatan kepada ibu mereka dan anak2 itu dilindungi Allah juga diberi kesihatan.. aminn..
Fatin copy paste je from fwd email Fatin terima..

d/s Semi-D for sale/lease

2010-04-27T01:50:00.000-07:00

address of the house:
no xx, Jalan Berlian, Taman Berlian, 68100 Batu Caves, Selangor, Malaysia

freehold!
5r/3b,

renovated kitchen and rooms
built-in kitchen cabinet & m/b closet.
wooden flooring (parkir) in all rooms (including stair).
auto-gate and roof-up porch.

Taman Berlian is located in front of Greenwood.
facilities Greenwood : bus

station (buses to Putra LRT station, Taman Seri Gombak,KL and others) restaurants, groceries shops, saloon, laundry, bakery,

clinics, optometry/optical shops, ticket bus counter, tailor and more.. every Sunday, weekend market and every Tuesday, night

market just across the road..

vacant August 2010

interested contact nur_fateen@yahoo.com

Weekend to Remember 2..

2010-03-23T07:47:00.000-07:00

Farzana yg kelaparan.. huhuhu..

tiba2 'Palawan' keluar menyerikan suasana.. tp anak2 kami dah kepenatan..

Father and son

spot Mak Tok kat belakang? tak perasan lak org tudung hijau blocking.. Tok Ayah g jalan mase nih..

Ayah Mithali, insya-Allah

our children happy faces

Hariz so happy dpt main air..

Hariz tade baju mandi n Fatin lak lupa bawa baju tak biasa2..

dlm Sentosa Express towards Beach Station

Ahad lak kami g Sentosa.. pegi dr pagi blk ptg.. kali nih picnic kat Palawan Beach lak.. then jalan2 sikit around pastuh hop on monorail dia g Imbiah n then Resort World.. Universal Studio baru wat preview.. opening 18th baru2 nih.. lepas RWS, g solat di Masjid dekat Vivo.. tak pusing Vivo City pun sbb sgt penat.. bak kata Mak kot.. penat sgt but puas hati la.. blk semua org pancit.. but budak2 sgt happy.. lepas2 tuh.. huhu.. dah mandi kat 'kolam buatan'.. perfect medium to spread virus.. ape lagi.. budak2 kurang sihat.. nasib lepas Mak Tok n Tok Ayah dah blk.. kalu tak.. sian Mak Tok n Tok Ayah tak dpt jalan.. huhuhu.. harap Mak Tok n Tok Ayah happy je masa kat Singapore.. though boring sikit.. huhu.. thanks sbb dtg accompany Fatin n anak2 masa Abg Helmi tade..

note:- mana Weekend to Remember 1? penat cuba post bgn awal2 pg nih.. hmmmm

Mak Tok & Tok Ayah dtg Singapura!!!

2010-03-12T08:17:00.001-08:00

tak berani nak buat entry nih awal2 sbb Ayah tade b4.. huhu.. Abg Helmi ade keje kat Shanghai dr Ahad till Khamis.. Khamis b4 tuh... Fatin smpi nangis2 kat Abg risau.. sbb anak2 baru baik demam.. ye la.. after 2 minggu struggle dgn anak2 sakit.. anak2 baru nak baik.. Ayah lak ade keje.. Fatin tak berani nak tinggal sorg dgn anak2.. dah la Khamis tuh baru Farzana ke sekolah n Hariz pun better Rabu (the day b4 tuh).. so nyer Fatin takut nak handle everything alone.. call Abg nangis2 sbb takut ape2 hal camne.. Fatin sorg2 di tmpt org.. (biar pun Spore selatan Msia je but still bukan tmpt kami kan..) Fatin call Abah Fatin.. nak blk.. but family Fatin g holiday.. Fatin lupa.. ingatkan betul2 masa cuti sekolah.. but dorang g awal sikit.. since melibatkan ramai org.. adik Fatin, Fadilah je n family tak g.. Dilah ok je kalu Fatin blk.. but then.. dia pun struggle dgn hal dia..Fatin nangis call Abg.. minta jika Mak Ayah leh dtg.. bila Abg called Mak Ayah.. Mak Ayah kat Penang.. blk kg.. alamak.. dorang ckp ok kot but suh call blk esoknya.. esoknya confirmkan semua details.. beli tiket online n Mak Tok n Tok Ayah selamat smpi Spore mlm hari Sabtu.. esoknya Ahad, kol 8++am Abg Helmi dah bertolak g.. Fatin tgk Ayah boring je kat rumah.. so Fatin gigihkan diri bawa Mak Ayah g Takashimaya kat Orchard Rd.. but then kami cuma g Taka je sbb sukar nak bergerak dgn budak2 nih.. huhu.. dah la Fatin nih clumsy.. brg merata! ingatkan tertinggal beg duit kat dataran Taka tuh.. mujur la ade letak dlm poket stroller! hp lak camne ntah kat Ayah.. mujur Ayah pegangkan.. hehe.. haru2.. Fatin letak gmbr candid Fatin amik arituh.. sian sgt Mak Ayah busan dok rumah.. Tok Ayah hampir hari kuar jalan.. solat kat masjid nearby n pusing2 sekitar.. esok nak g visit since Abg Helmi ade.. but then Fatin belum tido.. huhu.. ingat nak wat keje sat sementara anak2 tido.. better stop dulu..

....Father And Mother I Love You....

2010-02-27T00:02:00.000-08:00

m up to do other things.. wanna tidy up the house.. do some house cleaning n drink lot2 of drink.. whilst Hariz's still sleeping.. but yet on laptop n glued in front of it.. haiyya.. anyway.. this is really nice.. copy from my friend fb's note..

The Mayonnaise Jar

When things in your life seem , almost too much to handle,
When 24 Hours in a day is not enough,
Remember the mayonnaise jar and 2 cups of coffee.

A professor stood before his philosophy class
And had some items in front of him.
When the class began, wordlessly,
He picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar
and proceeded to fill it with golf balls.

He then asked the students, if the jar was full.
They agreed that it was.

The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured
them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly.
The pebbles rolled into the open Areas between the golf balls.

He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was.

The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar.
Of course, the sand filled up everything else.
He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with a unanimous 'yes.'

The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table and poured the entire contents into the jar, effectively
filling the empty space between the sand. The students laughed.

'Now,' said the professor, as the laughter subsided,
'I want you to recognize that this jar represents your life.
The golf balls are the important things - family,
children, health, Friends, and Favorite passions –
Things that if everything else was lost and only they remained, Your life would still be full.

The pebbles are the other things that matter like your job, house, and car.

The sand is everything else --The small stuff.

'If you put the sand into the jar first,' He continued,
'there is no room for the pebbles or the golf balls.
The same goes for life.

If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff,
You will never have room for the things that are important to you.

So...

Pay attention to the things that are critical to your happiness.
Play With your children.
Take time to get medical checkups.
Take your partner out to dinner.

There will always be time to clean the house and fix the disposal.

'Take care of the golf balls first --
The things that really matter.
Set your priorities. The rest is just sand.'

One of the students raised her hand and inquired what the coffee represented.

The professor smiled.
'I'm glad you asked'.

It just goes to show you that no matter how full your life may seem,
there's always room for a couple of cups of coffee with a friend.'

Please share this with other "Golf Balls"

Cloud 9

2010-02-26T08:38:00.001-08:00

huhu..
Assalamualaikum dan Salam Sejahtera..
tgh seronok.. td g Ikea Sale.. today first day.. so ade la sale yg harga istimewa sikit.. asalnya nak g sbb nak beli langsir.. from 129sgd jadi 39sgd per pair.. murah la kan.. tenant dulu jadi Ikea Friend.. so ade la terima postcard dia.. (dah nak *4 bulan pun tak abis tukar address.. tapi takpe la.. kalu tak Fatin tak tahu pun Ikea ade sale nih.. hehe..) tapi bila pergi.. habis?! boleh pula habis.. ye la.. dah Fatin pun g dah mlm.. after Hariz dah tido.. nasib Ikea tutup kol 11pm mlm nih.. g pun tadi 9++pm.. lepas dinner n basuh ape dlm sinki.. dah minta izin kat Abg, green light then off we go! minta izin lepas Hariz dah tido.. but then dinner dulu dok timbang blk nak g ke tak.. nak g sorg takut.. huhuhu.. mlm n tak biasa.. siang pun tak pernah g keluar sorg.. ini kan mlm.. lawak tak? padahal dulu keje as engineer siap penah blk tgh mlm.. 4pagi to be exact n gi keje 4pagi pun ade.. nih nak g jalan kol 9pm pun takut? huhuhu.. see how 'stuck' feeling can a housewife be.. so hangkut la Farzana sekali.. yg lucu nya.. both of us (Farzana n me) cam dah terbiasa.. biasa kuar Ayah ade.. so nih Ayah tade.. both of us cam takut.. though Fatin control.. tp nampak la.. Farzana dok peluk je Fatin.. duduk sebelah peluk Fatin n Fatin pun sebelah tgn peluk Farzana sambil mulut tak berhenti baca ayat Kursi.. hahhahah.. lucu bila pk blk.. educated woman, used to work as an engineer leh jadi camtuh.. kekekkeke.. sbb lama tak jalan.. dok Beijing pun susah nak bergerak so gitu la jadi nya.. but dont dare me.. m maybe not used to it.. but m dare devil.. gapo fa mengarut mlm2 nih.. okeh.. rase seronok sikit bila boleh kuar camnih.. huhu.. release la sikit stress after seharian stuck dgn 3 anak nih.. huhuhu..

*camne Fatin boleh silap ingat... hehe.. kami baru dok flat nih for 4 months.. moved in 31st of Oct 2009 but left Beijing for good for 6 months.. Sept 2009

Skim Bonus Bayi Singapura..

2010-02-24T00:14:00.000-08:00

Ape pendapat korang pasal skim ini?

heard about this b4.. but never know details.. got the pamphlet when brought Farizah to see doctor..

bestnya la kalu dpt duit.. 3 anak nih.. bape dah.. hahahha.. though bukan dpt kat kami.. dpt kat anak2.. still.. tempting tuh! utk org Singapura la utk dptkan anak!

Nape tade org komen pasal nih? huhuhu.. leh me give my opinion..
summary..
1. untuk org warga negara Singapura.. dpt anak.. dpt rezeki.. dpt 4ksgd tuh.. utk anak pertama n kedua.. but duit tuh utk kegunaan hal anak.. n anak kene anak yg hidup la...
2. kebanyakan ibu bapa yg mampu kan sure akan buat saving utk anak2 mereka.. so nih.. bape byk kiter save.. masukkan dlm acc anak.. gov (they use term pemerintah) akan masukkan same amount to our children acc.. up to 6ksgd for 1st 2nd child then limit lain sila refer n till b4 dorang 6 yrs old..
3. duit nih ibu bapa tak bole cashkan but boleh guna utk bayar education n child care kot.. yg registered with MOE? something like that..

thus.. seronok n untung kan org spore! loan flat HDB pun rate rendah je utk warga negara.. 1.5% ker 1.25%.. but one time only.. best2..

Purify your heart...

2010-02-19T01:54:00.000-08:00

This is written by my sister.. well written and worth to read..

Purify your heart...

Today at 1:02pm

It has been so long since my last entry..

I had a mother-daughter chit chat regarding lots of stuff in life this morning.. Talking to my mother is something that I treasure most.. Every single conversation would never fail to teach me how to become a better person.. This morning my mother emphasized on how important it is to have a very pure heart..

The suffering for most of the problems in the world originates in the human heart. Every act of hatred and jealousy, every callous cruelty, every crime committed, and every injustice to the self or others emanates from the hearts of the ppl..

Therefore, my mother told me, if we are to right the 'things', we must first rectify our hearts, and this is why I believed every revelation has been granted to humanity in order to make firm our hearts..

In fact, the most often-recited prayer of the blessed Prophet, peace be upon him was,

"O Revolver of the hearts, please make firm my heart upon the straight way.."

The Prophet once said to his companions, “Do you want to see a man of Paradise?” A man then passed by and the Prophet said, “That man is one of the people of Paradise.” So a companion of the Prophet decided to learn what it was about this man that earned him such a commendation from the Messenger of God. He spent time with this man and observed him closely. He noticed that he did not perform the Night Prayer vigil (Tahajjud) or anything extraordinary. He appeared to be an average man of Madinah. The companion finally told the man what the Prophet had said about him and asked if he did anything special. And the man replied, “The only thing I can think of, other than what everybody else does is that I make sure that I never sleep with any rancour in my heart towards another.” That was his secret.

The Quran states that,

"On the day of Judgement, when neither wealth nor children will avail, only one who brings forth and sound heart."

A sound Heart!

I was inspired. Inshaallah, you will be too.

Let us purify our hearts and be a better person!

Ameenn..

p/s: yg comel kat atas tuh anak dara dia.. huhu.. my dear Zahraa dah besar dah..

Friendly reminder..

2010-02-09T00:18:00.000-08:00

m sharing fwd that I received in my email..

High Alert when you withdraw money from ATM

Today at 11:12pm

This afternoon around 5:30pm I was at Queensbay Mall Penang, doing some financial payments (credit card, mobile and etc). I went to the 1st floor Maybank ATM to withdraw some money.

As the ATM was finalizing my payment, someone tap me on the shoulder. Naturally I turned around, and there was this stocky Middle Eastern man (around 5ft 2in, fair complexion), pointing to some money on the floor (around RM30+ there were 3-10 ringgit and several 1 ringgit notes).

He said “ I saw you drop your money just now”. Coincidently today I have some bundled spare notes in my shirt pocket. So I pick up the ringgits on the floor.
Suddenly a lady also of Middle Eastern descent – shoulder length curly hair, fair complexion, 5ft 3in said to me “ It’s my money!” then the man told her “ No, I saw him dropping it – while pointing to me”. Instantly I check my shirt pocket, with a quick glance I felt and saw my bundle of spare notes is intact. Without any hesitation, I pass the money to the lady and said “It’s your money, not mine.”

Within split second, I turn back to the ATM and saw a male person hand (did not see the face) was approaching for my ATM card that the machine automatically return upon finishing a transaction. Out of natural instinct, I slap on the wrist of the person’s hand that was trying to take my ATM card.
And the person quickly walk off, I did not have a chance to look at the face as I was waiting for the ATM to dispense out my RM1500.

All this happens within 2-3 seconds. When I finally got my cash and turn around, the Middle Eastern man and women has disappeared including the taller male person that was trying to take my ATM card and most possibly my cash. I quickly went down the escalator to see where they have gone, I manage to catch a glimpse of the Middle Eastern lady as she was going down the escalator but then she also quickly vanished.

If I had been slightly doubtful of my own cash in my shirt pocket OR being greedy, I would most likely had my RM1500 stolen. The Middle Eastern man and lady job is to create a diversion and confusion, while another person is responsible to snatch the cash out of the machine while I was not looking.

This could happen in any mall and there were some people withdrawing from few other machines as well. So it is not a totally secluded condition. I firmly believe they are not the only group in Penang or Malaysia .

Points to be on high alert:
1. If somebody tap your shoulder while you are withdrawing from ATM, make sure you are mindful of your surrounding and especially focus on taking your money first.
2. Their usual trick is to create confusion. Focus on what you are doing.
3. Best is to have a friend with you when you go to the ATM.

Please let everyone you know on this incident. Especially now when near the festive seasons, they are preying on your bonus and salary!

Wirid Rasulullah..

2010-02-05T02:23:00.000-08:00

nak update tak terupdate dah blog nih.. huhuhu.. lama2 berkubur kang...
malas n kepenatan.. hari nih saya kurang rajin.. asyik dok pk bila la Abg nak blk.. huhuhu.. rindu lak kat Abg hari nih.. anyway.. nak share amalan yg Mama Fatin ajar kat Fatin.. dlm hidup nih tak lekang from ujian.. so manjang tension je kan.. tp Mama Fatin ajar.. suh baca Quran hari2.. but then kadang2 tak sempat.. masa Mama ajar tuh masa Fatin baru ada Farzana.. n masa tuh Fatin bg alasan tak sempat nak amik wuduq.. masa tuh Farzana baby Fatin ade juga masa pakaikan lampin instead of diaper.. masa kat rumah la.. so then Mama ajar amal Wirid Rasulullah.. ade buku Mama bagi Dr Abdullah Yasin nyer.. baca pgi n ptg.. lebih kurang jer cam wirid dlm buku Al-Ma'thurat.. yg Fatin belajar masa kat MRSM Taiping.. abis2 tak dan.. baca ayat 1-5 Surah Al-Baqarah, then ayat Qursi dan ayat2 lazim yg kiter belajar PMR/SPM..

Al-Ma'thurat tuh kami dulu baca yg bintang2 jer.. huhu.. moga2 kiter lebih tenang..

Urgent and important!!!

2010-01-29T03:32:00.000-08:00

got to be quick.. Farzana nak tgk citer.. Mama sempat check email then tersentuh lak dgn fwd yg Fatin terima.. comel anak org nih (Fatin tak kenal) but anak gadis ini hilang for 6 days dah.. let's help out by spreading this out..

Saya yg ada anak perempuan dan tumpang rase sedih.. tentu sedih sgt ibunya, anak yg dikandung jaga till 16yrs hilang begitu sahaja..

Our Children Hair Cut Day!

2009-12-12T10:38:00.000-08:00

actually mata dah rase berat sgt.. but nak juga update kejap.. huhu.. kalu dan.. Khamis lepas Fatin potong rambut anak2.. huhuhu.. asal Ayah la tegur kulit kepala Hariz naik cam keping kulit kepala tuh sbb sini panas dan Hariz lak rambut lebat so selalu berpeluh.. bila Fatin bersihkan kulit kepala dgn minyak bayi, Hariz terus tertido.. selesa sgt la rase kulit kepala dia tuh.. kalu tak asyik gatal, garu2 sampi luka dan takleh tido.. Fatin actually perasan dah but asyik tak dan even nak telek pun tgk.. nasib Ayah la sian tgk dah terus sbb dah berkeping2.. lepas bersihkan kulit kepala Hariz, Fatin gunting rambut Hariz masa dia tgh tido atas riba.. tgh tido boleh la gunting rambut dia.. kalu tak, Fatin tak berani.. Hariz boy nih lasak.. tak leh dok diam.. then syampoo.. masa nih Hariz dah jaga laa.. jenuh juga.. Fatin main gunting with aim nak nipiskan rambut Hariz specially bhgn atas tgh.. lepas siap Hariz, kakka Farzana pun berminat gak nak gunting rambut.. tp lepas selesai gunting, syampoo n mandikan Farizah baru gunting rambut Farzana pula.. huhu.. nampak bersih sikit muka budak2 nih.. huhu.. mata dah berat sgt nih.. camne?

mata sgt berat.. lambatnya nak boleh upload gmbr nih..

anyway.. tgk kawan gmbr bercuti (Liza's act) teringin la nak g bercuti gak.. but with 5 total of us.. pk blk.. takpe la.. nanti laa.. anak2 nak membesar.. guna byk sgt duit nih.. huhu.. kot

GST

2009-12-04T11:03:00.000-08:00

actually Maghrib tadi kot.. Fatin sempat intai Berita Harian ker Utusan online and baca kerajaan akan perkenalkan GST next year.. Fatin agak terkejut sbb Fatin tak fikir langsung Malaysia sesuai dikenakan GST sbb keadaan rakyat sekarang adalah sudah sgt sukar utk mereka yg susah.. (sorry la.. Fatin bukan pandai berbahasa nih) kenaikan harga minyak sebelum nih dah buat byk harga brg naik.. dan dah membebankan rakyat.. hmmm.. plus kemudahan2 pengangkutan awam sebagai contohnya Malaysia masih sgt ketinggalan berbanding negara2 lain yg amal GST (although bukan semua la kalu nak compare) but pendek kata.. ntah laa.. sian rase pada rakyat yg susah.. ini cuma la pandangan personal Fatin.. dah la b4 tak ingat bila Fatin ade terbaca yuran tambahan sekolah akan diperkenalkan.. hmmm.. siannya org ade anak2 kecil n ramai lak tuh..

GST tidak bebankan rakyat

Oleh ARSHAD KHAN
pengarang@utusan.com.my

Najib Tun Razak berbual dengan Mustafa Mansur pada majlis Makan Malam Persekutuan Pekilang-Pekilang Malaysia di Kuala Lumpur, semalam.

KUALA LUMPUR 3 Dis. – Datuk Seri Najib Tun Razak berkata, kerajaan akan memastikan cukai barangan dan perkhidmatan (GST) yang dirancang untuk diperkenalkan tahun hadapan tidak akan membebankan rakyat terutama kumpulan berpendapatan rendah.

Menurut Perdana Menteri, barangan keperluan asas yang banyak digunakan rakyat akan dikecualikan daripada GST.

“Untuk meneruskan (pengenalan GST) kita akan lakukannya dengan struktur yang teratur dan lembut di mana cukai akan diperkenalkan secara semula jadi sejajar dengan tahap perkhidmatan dan cukai jualan agar ia (GST) tidak menjadi satu beban tambahan,” katanya.

Beliau berkata demikian pada Majlis Makan Malam ke-41 Persekutuan Pekilang-Pekilang Malaysia (FMM) di sini malam ini.

Hadir sama Presiden FMM, Datuk Mustafa Mansur.

Sebelum ini, FMM dilaporkan bimbang dengan cadangan pelaksanaan GST yang disifatkan tidak sesuai untuk Malaysia dan patut ditunda bagi jangka masa yang tidak pasti.

Melalui satu kenyataan, FMM menyebut Hong Kong telah menilai dan menghentikan keputusannya untuk melaksanakan GST walaupun nisbah dagangannya berbanding Keluaran Dalam Negara Kasar (KDNK) adalah 404 peratus dan 98 peratus daripada perniagaannya tertumpu kepada perusahaan kecil dan sederhana.

Kenyataan itu menjelaskan, ahli perniagaan Australia juga telah menggesa kerajaan mereka mengurangkan GST daripada 10 peratus kepada lima peratus bagi merangsang pertumbuhan ekonomi.

Najib menjelaskan bahawa pengenalan GST di negara ini adalah satu bentuk keperluan jangka panjang memandangkan pergantungan negara kepada sektor petroleum sebagai penyumbang utama pendapatan perlu diganti dari sekarang.

Jelas beliau, seperti yang diketahui umum, pengeluaran petroleum negara tidak akan kekal selama-lamanya.

“Untuk memastikan negara terus bergerak, kita merancang untuk memperkenalkan GST yang akan membantu mengatasi sebarang kehilangan pendapatan cukai akibat pengurangan simpanan minyak kita,” jelasnya.

Kata beliau, pengenalan GST bukan semata-mata untuk mengenakan cukai ke atas barangan dan perkhidmatan tetapi bagi mempelbagaikan punca pendapatan agar negara tidak hanya bergantung kepada satu sektor untuk ia bergerak pada masa hadapan.

Dalam pada itu, Perdana Menteri juga malam ini mendedahkan bahawa Malaysia akan memperkenalkan model ekonomi baru dalam beberapa minggu akan datang.

“Model ekonomi ini bukan sahaja akan membentuk kembali aktiviti dan perancangan ekonomi kita, tetapi juga masyarakat kita.

“Bagi membantu pengenalan ini, kita telah menubuhkan satu pasukan pakar ekonomi tempatan dan antarabangsa di bawah Majlis Penasihat Ekonomi Kebangsaan,” katanya.

Jelas beliau, pengenalan model ekonomi baru adalah tepat pada masanya kerana walaupun ekonomi Malaysia memperlihatkan tanda positif, namun ia belum keluar dari ‘kegelapan’ sepenuhnya.

Kata Najib, pengenalan model ekonomi baru juga sejajar dengan matlamat kerajaan untuk meningkatkan kedudukan negara dari ekonomi pendapatan sederhana kepada negara dengan ekonomi berpendapatan tinggi.

Beliau juga melahirkan keyakinan keluaran negara kasar akan turut memperlihatkan peningkatan yang kukuh pada tahun hadapan.

from Berita Harian
GST lebih produktif, berkesan kukuh ekonomi negara

IU berhubung hasrat kerajaan mahu memperkenalkan cukai barangan dan perkhidmatan (GST) bukan perkara baru. Ia sudah ditimbulkan sejak era pentadbiran Tun Dr Mahathir Mohamad hingga Tun Abdullah Ahmad Badawi dan kini, Datuk Seri Najib Razak. Dua minggu lalu, Perdana Menteri yang yang juga Menteri Kewangan mengumumkan, rang undang-undang GST akan dibentangkan di Parlimen tidak lama lagi. Minggu lalu pula, Menteri Kewangan Kedua, Datuk Seri Ahmad Husni Hanadzlah berkata, regim GST bagi menggantikan Cukai Jualan dan Perkhidmatan (SST) dijangka dapat menjana pendapatan sebanyak RM1 bilion kepada kerajaan apabila diperkenalkan dalam tempoh 18 bulan selepas Mac depan. Sebenarnya, GST ialah cukai terhadap semua barangan dan perkhidmatan yang digunakan pengguna. Oleh sebab asasnya yang lebih luas berbanding SST, ia juga dikenali sebagai cukai kepenggunaan. Fakta bahawa GST kini diguna pakai oleh 143 buah negara di dunia menunjukkan ia adalah antara sistem percukaian pilihan kerana berkesan serta produktif. Maka apabila ada pihak cuba menjadikan cadangan pelaksanaan GST sebagai modal politik, ia sesuatu yang amat menghairankan kerana sebenarnya memang tiada alasan untuk mereka berbuat demikian. Ini kerana, matlamat utama pelaksanaan GST ialah membantu mengukuhkan ekonomi negara dan mengatasi sebarang kemungkinan kejatuhan perolehan cukai yang dipengaruhi penurunan rizab minyak.

Tidak dinafikan, cukai - dalam bentuk atau nama apa pun, pasti menyusahkan orang ramai yang terpaksa membayarnya. Bagaimanapun, kita yakin kerajaan amat prihatin dengan perkara itu dan akan memastikan pelaksanaannya tidak menjejaskan kesejahteraan rakyat. Seperti dijelaskan Najib, GST bukan bertujuan mengenakan cukai terhadap barangan keperluan atau perkhidmatan asas. Mengambil kira ia sudah dicadangkan sejak sekian lama, GST itu tentunya akan dirangka dengan kaedah berkesan dan tidak menyusahkan golongan pembayar cukai. Paling penting, kerajaan dijangka memperkenalkan langkah memastikan GST yang dilaksanakan dapat dikawal ketat bagi memastikan ia tidak dimanipulasi golongan peniaga untuk menipu. Jika pelaksanaannya dapat dilakukan dengan sempurna, GST sebenarnya boleh memberi pelbagai manfaat kepada negara dalam jangka panjang. Selain memastikan sistem ekonomi yang lebih berdaya saing dan cekap, hasil cukai yang dipungut menerusi GST juga boleh disalurkan untuk pelbagai tujuan pembangunan yang menyumbang kepada kesejahteraan rakyat. Oleh yang demikian, adalah jelas bahawa tiada alasan untuk pelaksanaan GST dipolitikkan. Perbuatan segelintir pihak tidak bertanggung jawab yang cuba menangguk di air keruh itu sekadar mendedahkan tembelang mereka yang sebenarnya cetek akal dan cuba mensabotaj apa jua usaha memantapkan lagi kedudukan ekonomi negara.

p/s: click pada tajuk utk pergi ke laman BH dan Utusan itu..

Today's morning activities

2009-12-02T19:16:00.000-08:00

Sebenarnya, Fatin kurang rase selesa nak update sgt cerita kami di blog sbb sekarang kami tinggal di public flat.. so, I have to consider about our children safety.. dulu dok condo leh la sesuka ahti nak update citer kan.. ade guards.. n tunjuk or beritahu kat mana tinggal.. plus Singapore pun dekat je.. though kami bukan ade ape sgt pun.. and Singapore org kata selamat je kan.. but still.. better safe than sorry kan..

Anyway, pagi nih Fatin bawa anak2 turun main playground after breakfast.. breakfast pun tak kemas lagi masa tuh sbb takut Hariz dah ngantuk sgt n nak tido.. its been days since we went out.. previous one was last Sunday.. dgn baju2 tido budak2 turun.. hehe.. sneang blk nanti mandikan bersihlah dorang.. kalu dah mandi nanti blk kotor blk.. huhuhu.. lepas main kat playground.. Fatin saje bawa anak2 g 'garden' kat tingkat 6 lak.. ade playground juga.. abis la about half an hour bawa budak2 keluar.. biasa tak sempat nak bawa anak2 kuar main pagi2 sbb either lepas breakfast n kemas Fatin start masak utk lunch or nak vakum or kemas rumah or Hariz dah napping or dah nak di nursed so takkan nak nyusu kat luar kan.. huwaa.. lama dah lantai rumah nih tak bermop.. kerja cam tak berhenti jer.. huhuhu.. nak buat camne.. Hariz still breastfeeding.. then ade Farzana n Farizah yg sedang membesar dan rajin mengexplore dan membuat sepah.. n masak memasak juga kerja2 bersih perlu dibuat.. termasuk la laundry n etc.. semua buat sprg.. huwaaaa.. ponat! hehe.. (lepas sikit.. huhu)

so saje Fatin nak share gmbr2 yg sempat snap pagi td.. b4 ade je amik gmbr but malas nak cari mana gmbr2 nyer.. nanti ade masa nak update citer Merlion.. ala yg patung yg jadi 'mercu tanda' Singapore tuh.. first time kami g Sabtu lepas kot..

budak2 skang tgh tgk cartoon kat TV.. ok la.. nak kene panaskan lauk semlm utk lunch dorang.. huhu.. (mmg dah plan nak mkn yg semlm nyer je today..)

p/s:- gmbr nanti la upload.. tak dan dah nih.. huhuhu..
4/12 : tried to do it today..internet is slow kot.. cant sit here long.. got things to do.. will try again..

Selamat Hari Raya Eidul Adha

2009-11-26T23:44:00.000-08:00

hansem tak Hariz pakai baju Melayu yg Mak Tok jahit.. kakak2 pakai baju kurung Cik Dilah beli..

Malangnya Fatin lupa nak bawa baju Melayu Abg n baku raya Fatin.. pakai baju yg ade bawa ke Beijing jer dulu..

on the way back to our flat.. ingat nak amik gmbr depan masjid.. but too crowded..

Selamat Hari Raya Eidul Adha.. Maaf Zahir & Batin..

hah.. at last.. dpt pun Fatin update cerita kami.. huhu.. kami beraya di Singapura.. Fatin sedih la juga rase.. huhu.. actually Fatin tak tahu pun raya jatuh hari Jumaat.. I was too busy with unpacking n settling down.. ade juga Fatin sibuk tanya Abg raya bila.. but my question was bape hb.. tp Abg pun tak sure plus Abg tak sure cuti ke tak.. but then masa tuh Abg ade kata.. nak balik ke.. kalu nak blk kene beli tiket sekarang n balik sat je.. n rumah mase tuh masih cam tunggang langgang.. Fatin tak leh nak pk pasal nak blk.. Fatin masa tuh cuma kemas n settle down je.. so Fatin kata Fatin tak leh nak pk pun nak blk lagi sekarang nih.. so every weekdays bz dgn daily routine, kemas2 n every weekend g beli/cari barang n etc.. it was very2 tiring! bila dah ok sikit.. ingat last weekend boleh la berjalan or berehat.. tp Hariz lak sakit.. hari Sabtu pagi dia bgn dah berair hidung.. then belum ape2 dah naik panas badan.. huhu.. Isnin baru no more fever but still running nose.. huwaaa.. cubaan sungguh.. kami cuma kuar Khamis mlm kot n beli grocerries kat Fair Price nearby our place sbb lauk habis.. mlm mase tuh lepas dinner.. sbb Fatin susah nak g sorg dgn 3 anak so terpaksa tunggu Abg blk keje.. maybe Hariz was infected by someone that time.. sian dia.. then Farzana pun cam ade stuck nose sikit.. but Farizah alhamdulillah sihat2 saja.. now Hariz masih selsema sikit n ade kahak.. sian dia.. jaga anak sakit nih penat juga.. n sian kat dia juga.. nampak Hariz nak tido but takleh tido.. ade masa terpaksa pegang dia so dia dpt bernafas.. hmm..

anyway.. semlm pagi2 Fatin g market nearby.. sbb Fatin survey tmpt nak jahit utk langsir.. (survey je lebih but tak jahit2 pun.. huhu.. dah la jenuh mase g survey tuh g berangkut 3 askar kecil pagi till tgh hari) Fatin nampak ade stalls jual masakan halal.. ade Nasi Ayam stalls.. goreng2 ala carte stall n satay.. ade la dlm 3-4 kot halal/Muslim stalls.. huhu.. best2.. then kat makcik Nasi Ayam Penyet tuh kata.. kat belakang tuh ade stall anak beranak jual ayam daging halal.. but tak pernah la Fatin sempat nak g beli till semlm.. b4 nih kami cuma beli ayam (ade ayam halal) dan ikan kat Fair Price.. Abg sampai mengeluh la juga asyik makan ayam n ikan.. ayam la yg byk katanya sbb lain2 cam mahal kan.. so pagi semlm g cari beli.. alhamdulillah.. tahu la dah nak beli ayam n daging halal kat market nearby tuh lepas nih.. tak jauh pun dr flat kami.. dlm 10 mins jalan je kot.. dekat kan.. hehe.. harga? ok la kot.. label2 dia.. daging goreng (means daging utk goreng.. huhu..) - 10sgd pe kg, daging kari, daging sedap buat kari bak kata makcik tuh 9sgd per kg n etc.. (Fatin beli dua nih jer sikit2).. ayam pula dlm 6sgd seekor.. tak besar sgt kot.. but ok la.. rase nya harga cam ok kan.. tawar2 hasil belian was 20sgd.. then g Fair Price beli grocerries lain sikit.. rush blk sbb Abg nak g keje n kami berpuasa semlm.. Fatin nak letak entry fwd Abah Fatin hantar suh kami puasa semlm but sgt2 tak sempat.. so utk berbuka smelm Fatin masak ayam masak merah n kari daging.. dgn plan hari nih tgh hari leh buat nasi tomato n mkn lauk semlm.. tp semlm makan nasi putih jer.. pagi tadi kami cuma makan simple bihun soto.. dlm kol 7.46am kot g masjid nearby.. jalan kaki je sbb dekat.. kol 8am masuk masjid, org nak start dah.. kelam kabut alhamdulillah semua ok n anak2 pun ok.. cuma Fatin kene solat raya sambil dukung Hariz sbb Hariz terkejut kot.. huhu.. but then slowly settle down n main2 dgn beg Mama.. before blk masa salam2 ade makcik hulur 2dollar utk setiap anak2.. huhu rezeki dorang.. rase nak buka acc bank dorang lak kat sini but bape min utk buka acc kat Spore eh? kalu acc dewasa setahu Fatin min is 500sgd n kalu baki dlm acc kurang 500sgd kene bayar seomthing like that ker.. (kalu ikut citer Abg..) Fatin tak ade acc lagi so tak tahu sgt.. anyway.. ape yg Fatin meleret2 nih.. hahahha.. taip ikut suka hati.. so, so far.. ok la.. byk lagi need to be settle.. nih duit rental utk bulan depan pun belum bayar.. td dah ingat kan.. esok la kot kene ajak g buat.. kalu tak nanti dah start bz blk lupa.. bahaya tau kalu lebih 7 hari nanti leh kene bayar interest lak.. Singapore.. no play2.. huhuhu.. ok laa.. to all, kami ingat mengucapkan.. Selamat Hari Raya Eidul Fitri.. Maaf Zahir & Batin..

Society Dictation

2009-11-17T08:51:00.000-08:00

below is written by my dear friend whom also my x-classmate back during studies in MRSM Taiping..

from http://babyripp.vox.com/library/post/society-dictation.html

I can't say this enough... step into others' shoes only if they fit.. in other words. Stop living other ppls' lives. Don't judge what you think other ppl is doing with their lives unless you are in the middle of it. The think that is concerning most to me is of course, parenting choices.

If I were asked about breastfeeding and my thoughts on it is that it's the one most difficult thing I had to do in my daughters' first 2 years of life. I would say that it wasn't so much of the soreness, or moments with low supply, mostly it's just emotionally draining.. and the constant constant breastfeeding sessions and next comes the empathy nod from the one who asked the question, 'oooh...' or maybe it's more like, "aaaah..."

When I try to remember more, it's almost like opening pandora's box.. it all started to emerge. The uncertainties.. the STABBING EXCRUCIATING PAIN I had the first month at the spinal site, the problems with latching.. the whispers saying 'OMG your dotter is sooo going to gantung with you like forever', the things I read on the web that are so clashing with my own personal experience which gave me the highest level of doubts and insecurities, not having anyone to turn to, being so sick of breastfeeding that I literally almost threw up.. that lump I had in my throat when I just had to tell OH that I'm so sick of breastfeeding.. trying to be careful with my choice of words so that he doesn't think I'm saying that it's Afya that's making me sick and that it's the constant breastfeeding instead, and not to mention the buckets of tears poured (mine probably trumped Afya's).. now.. after reading that you may think you understand what I went through.. heck you probably went through it too, but what I wrote is still only the gist of it. To actually be able to understand, you not only need to be there to witness it all.. you need to be me.. the one who actually experienced it. Just from this one paragraph that I've written, it's just not enough to paint the picture. Even if you've had experienced similar problems, my baby is an individual. I am an individual. If something u did worked for you, no way, that the same thing would definitely work for me too. So.. are we still in the same boat now.. have I lost you along the way..?

Having mentioned the few things that I just couldn't mention before, (I dunno for what reason but most probably just wanting to avoid being judged by ppl who easily make their own conclusion simply by making their own deduction, Like.. captain obvious goes, ooo why didn't u do this and this and I'll be like concentrating hard trying to remember why I didn't try the obvious.. ooo maybe COZ IT DIDN'T WORK after the gazilionth time?!) I still stand by breastfeeding. I will do it again and again (planned to have 3). Breastfeeding is the best.. and that's a fact. What I can't stand though is that we are starting to become too extreme with it that instead of gentle persuasions, educating and presenting the benefits, we are starting to look down upon mothers that choose to do it differently. I'm drawing a line. We are not doing just if by promoting breastfeeding, we are also stepping on other ppls head.

Breastfeeding is not wajib. Probably the hukum is very very close to wajib but in the exact sentence in the Quran it is stated that mothers (and fathers) are given the choice to do otherwise if necessary (in the modern context, to give formula milk to their babies) as long as the father bears the expenses (or something like it -- the father bears the expenses part). Islam is just great and it's obvious. Allah knows that breastfeeding is not a simple thing to do less it would have been wajib. Mothers are still given a choice. It's not like covering the aurah. It is wajib.. nowhere in the quran says you have a choice to expose your aurah in front of a non-mahram (unless in darurat). Covering the aurat --- is just too easy (doing it in style probably tricky hehe). So my argument is very simple... mothers (and fathers) are given the choice. Parenting can never be easy. Maybe you can argue that breastfeeding is so much easier than giving bottle and that it is true to you but who are you to say that breastfeeding is an easier option for another mother too? I probably dun have to start on breastfeeding and having to deal with your older children's needs too.

So with all these very difficult parenting choices that we have to make (yes which probably also includes whether or not to send our children to kumon LOL) I think as long as the parents are doing what THEY think is best and that it is an informed decision -- that they know the pros and cons of the choices they made.. following the quran and sunnah, that they are well read, and they had to choose to give their babies the bottle (FM) with whatever excuse or excuses they came up with to tell you, it is THEIR choice to make and we actually dun even have the right to ask for their reasons and excuses to have chosen a different style or parenting path.. and they just shouldn't even be bothered to give one or ten. It's their life.. their children, they are doing the best that they see fit for their family. So who are you again...? The 2nd mother? We can however try to understand what other parents are going through and show some support and share knowledge and share our parenting experiences. Give a hand if they need help or simply guide them to someone who can help. There's no where in Quran saying we can mock or taunt them.

In the end, don't make the same mistake that our parents and our parents' parents did.. don't let the society dictates what is right or wrong, and pressure parents into making choices that's not right for them. Instead of reaping benefits, more problems arises and leaving everyone downright miserable, affecting their state of mind, health and faith in the end. This was one of the reasons that at one time formula milk was deemed better than breastmilk and that we forgot to breastfeed our own babies.

Hopefully this will serve as a reminder to myself not to get too sucked in with any parenting fad and forgetting that other mommies have feelings too, some are not as fortunate as others, and that although we are great at being superwomen, none of us is Superwomen. Come on.. support each other.. being a mommy is challenging enough.. being sneered by another mother will only make it difficult.

Oh please please please don't smoke with your child is sitting on your lap.. it's just not right.

Bawang Merah Bawang Putih..

2009-10-28T23:46:00.000-07:00

nih fwd yg Fatin terima from a friend.. takut hilang sbb rase cam menarik n worth trying.. Fatin serabut byk mende sbnrnyer berkenaan pindah nih.. ntah laa.. belum ape2 Fatin dah rase Singapore sgt tak best.. awal2 dtg Singapore pun nak kene cheat ngan taxi driver.. ntah laa.. ingatkan Singapore nih civilize sikit.. cam lebih kurang Beijing je.. maybe a bit lebih civilize.. cuma Beijing brg tak mahal.. shopping best.. hehe.. here.. hmmm.. mostly mahal.. ntah laa.. ok la.. I should go through tenancy agreement.. y do I have to do everything? (everything ker Fatin?)

Food for thought; there's no harm trying.....

In 1919 when the flu killed 40 million people there was this Doctor that visited the many farmers to see if he could help them combat the flu.

Many of the farmers and their family had contracted it and many died.

The doctor came upon this one farmer and to his surprise, everyone was very healthy. When the doctor asked what the farmer was doing that was different the wife replied that she had placed an unpeeled onion in a dish in the rooms of the home, (probably only two rooms back then). The doctor couldn't believe it and asked if he could have one of the onions and place it under the microscope. She gave him one and when he did this, he did find the flu virus in the onion. It obviously absorbed the bacteria, therefore, keeping the family healthy.

Now, I heard this story from my hairdresser in AZ. She said that several years ago many of her employees were coming down with the flu and so were many of her customers. The next year she placed several bowls with onions around in her shop. To her surprise, none of her staff got sick. It must work.

(And no, she is not in the onion business.)

The moral of the story is, buy some onions and place them in bowls around your home. If you work at a desk, place one or two in your office or under your desk or even on top somewhere. Try it and see what happens. We did it last year and we never got the flu.

If this helps you and your loved ones from getting sick, all the better. If you do get the flu, it just might be a mild case.

Whatever, what have you to lose? Just a few bucks on onions!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Now there is a P. S. to this for I sent it to a friend in Oregon who regularly contributes material to me on health issues. She replied with this most interesting experience about onions:

Weldon, thanks for the reminder.

I don't know about the farmers story...but, I do know that I contacted pneumonia and needless to say I was very ill...I came across an article that said
to cut both ends off an onion put one end on a fork and then place the forked end into an empty jar...placing the jar next to the sick patient at night. It said the onion would be black in the morning from the germs...sure enough it happened just like that...the onion was a mess and I began to feel better.

Another thing I read in the article was that onions and garlic placed around the room saved many from the black plague years ago. They have powerful antibacterial, antiseptic properties.

Great World City

2009-10-25T23:38:00.000-07:00

kami g Great World City masa kami dok di hotel before.. masa kat Furama Frontview Hotel and Riverview Hotel.. both hotel located kat Havelock Rd.. Furama Frontview Hotel ade restoran halal; Kintamanis Restaurant. so from both hotels, kami jalan kaki je g Great World City. tp lebih mudah dan dekat sikit from Riverview Hotel sbb kami dgn stroller.. kalu takde komitment anak.. Fatin akan lebih selesa dok Furama Hotel.. service bagus..

anyway, ape yg menarik di Great World City nih? ade outlet yg Fatin suka (walaupun belum pernah shopping sini sbb brg pun harga mahal kan..) kene tunggu sales n kalu ade sales diskaun byk brg yg maybe Fatin perlu or interested sgt2.. maybe la.. so brand ape tuh? Laura Ashley.. huhuhu.. Fatin suka brand nih sbb baju Laura Ashley yg Mama belikan kat Fatin.. Fatin suka n selesa pakai.. skirt yg Dilah belikan pula Fatin pakai berlasak n sgt suka! although lebih byk pakai kat rumah je sbb cam rase singkat sikit skirt nih.. thanks Mama n Lah.. masa dok hotel dulu, ade masa sales tuh, Fatin berkenan tau satu baju nih tau.. kat Laura Ashley.. tp tgk harga mai aii 200SGD++, although ade tag tanda diskaun.. Fatin tak check terus kuar kedai.. ehehehhe.. mahal nya mak ai! huhu.. takpe laa.. tunggu kalu eprlu sgt laa.. for the time being.. baju yg ade byk bole pakai lagi.. huhuhuhu.. anyway.. ade byk brand lain such as Zara dll.. ade juga Cold Storage utk beli grocerries..

floor atas sekali ade kedai2 grooming utk anak2; ie golf for kid, zfencing (belajar main pedang tuh), and girl grooming kot..

makanan halal di Great World City lak ade Sundanese Restaurant, Burger King, McD, Coffee Beans and opposite jalan dekat taxi area depan 7Eleven, ade restoran Padang.

Bank ade UOB Bank.. ok la juga pendek kata Great World City nih.. ade kediaman juga bangunan office..

m suppose to do lots of other stuffs.. tp malas.. hehe.. menaip la kejap.. huhuhu.. ok.. better gi ironing.. sementara dok sini.. iron baju2 Abg/baju2 nak pakai kot.. hehe.. save duit electric kami nanti kot.. uhuhuhuhu.. electrik mahal wooo!! hehe.. layan la si crazy fatin nih eh.. huhu.. ;) (pasal td tgh hari tensen berlari sorg2 which is buat Fatin sorg2 rase.. penat nya.. takpe2.. be tough, ingat anak.. huhu.. ok korang, have a nice day! byk2 bersabar dlm menghadapi ujian hidup.. kiter semua diuji dgn ujian yg kiter mampu tangani.. kalu kiter rase kiter susah, percayalah.. ade yg lebih susah drpd kiter.. so bersyukur lah.. chewah! ckp cam bagus.. huhu..

Swensens & Seoul Garden

2009-10-25T19:47:00.000-07:00

last weekend sgt la penat.. rasenyer most of the time now our mode will be penat.. penat.. penat.. hehe.. weekend g survey cari ape yg patut.. survey harga TV yg tak sudah2.. huhu.. sambil2 g jalan2 cari makan.. haha.. so Sabtu survey kat BEST @ City Square Mall (depan condo kami dok skang je, hehe.. beli2 grocerries.. lunch @Swensens which cost us 72++SGD.. tp boleh claim.. so ok lah.. in fact.. this whole weekend Fatin maybe tak masak sgt or tak masak langsung since we need some receipts.. huhu.. b4 belanjan beringat.. better boleh belanja lagi kan drpd over belanja.. hehe.. ptg g Court Mega Mall kat Tampines lak.. besar sungguh.. ade IKEA yg Mega Mall juga.. (tp tak sempat g.. will try to go there these few days) and Giant yg sgt giant bak kata Ayah.. hehe.. (pun tak dan nak g gak)

Ahad lak.. kami ade meeting and 2nd viewing dgn tuan punya flat kami bakal duduk nanti.. since we plan to meet up at 9am.. so we have to start early! Ayah did a very wonderful help/job that day! thank you Abg.. we've got to see flat tuh again to get measurement for curtain and see how to arrange where to put fridge and washer.. insya-Allah brg2 masuk Jumaat nih.. Sasbtu 31st lak.. jika Allah izinkan.. brg smpi dan mula la kehidupan kami di 'rumah' baru kami.. tp masa tuh.. sgt2 la sibuk sbb brg2 byk giler! sorry guna perkataan kasar sikit.. almost 70 boxes and bed and sofas and drawer cabinet that just bought! camne la nak kemas.. Fatin takleh imagine camne kami nanti.. mover nih patut leh help with unpack n kalu furnitures yg dorang cabut.. dorang leh pasang siap sumer.. tp since kami beli baru.. Abg kata tak mungkin dorang nak pasangkan mende baru sbb takut dorang yg buat rosak.. adulahai.. langsir pun tade sumer byk sgt benda!
pening n serabut rasenyer sbnrnyer tau.. harap Allah permudahkan lah kami since kami kene hadapi sendirian with 3 small children! honestly Fatin pun tak tahu bape lama kami perlu masa utk kemas n settle sumer.. hmmm.. Ya Allah, permudahkan la urusan kami.. after meeting n viewing flat.. kami g Orchard Rd.. up to Takashimaya honestly.. g cuci2 mata tgk betulkan ade sales.. n Takashimaya ade sales since 8th Oct till 25th semlm.. tp tak beli ape pun.. then up to Lunch kat Seoul Garden.. buffet masak sendiri yg best act.. tp susah nyer kami nak makan dgn anak2 kecil nih.. u've got to cook food/meat/seafood ur self.. kat Malaysia pun gak kalu ikut kan.. tp kami tak pernah g.. hehe.. and since Sunday is family day.. each child with an adult eat for free.. 3-9yrs old.. nanti ade masa Fatin upload gmbr.. pass tuh, survey BEST kat situ gak.. again n again.. then solat Zohor & Asar.. jalan2 sikit2 lagi.. pastuh blk.. kepenatan yg amat.. but malam g gak blk BEST depan condo nih n beli kipas.. flat tuh nanti tade kipas ape.. huwaaa.. ade 2 biji aircond jer.. takkan nak beraircond je kan.. jenuh nak bayar bill nanti.. hehe.. ntah la good offer ker.. kipas berdiri with remote n leh gerak kanan kiri atas bawah n with 6 speed harga 89SGD.. about RM220+- laa.. worth ker? kalu ikut tuh offer la.. harga asal 198SGD.. huhuhu.. kami both tak tahu harga.. tp pk kipas perlu n offer cam menarik n habis semlm jer.. hangkut je la satu.. sbb mmg nak guna.. kan.. kot.. huhu.. ok la all.. Fatin tak tahu Fatin ade masa nak update lagi ke blog lepas nih... but if I have the time to.. would to tell about Great World City (Mall) as well as Mustafa Centre.. signing out! bye.. nak kene siap g bawa anak2 lunch! Mama tak masak skang.. hehe..

City Square Mall

2009-10-22T01:06:00.003-07:00

City Square Mall
Kitchener Road
nearest MRT Ferrer Park? Ferrer something la.. hehe..

Fatin busan.. stressed a bit sbb rase macam stuck takleh bergerak dgn anak2.. huhu.. nak kuar it is not that easy.. alone with 3! semlm Fatin bawa anak g City Square Mall opposite jalan je City Square Residences nih.. memula okay laa.. even though sure tak mudah.. Hariz dlm carrier, Farzana n Farizah berpegangan tgn.. Fatin pegang salah sorg jer.. pegang tgn Farizah n Farizah pegang tgn dgn kakak Farzana.. huhuhu.. jalan kene keep eye kat dorang.. takut sgt kalu hilang drpd pandangan mata.. then masa kat Fair Price.. dlm City Square Mall tuh.. beli grocerries sikit.. Farizah nampak pisang dan nak makan pisang on the spot.. ckp kat dia kene bayar dulu.. dia tak faham.. dah tuh menjerit la sekuat hati.. huwaaa.. tensen n malu Fatin.. dah la selalu org ingat n pandang cam Fatin nih maid.. uhuhuhu.. nak buat camne.. kat service apartment biasa nya mmg org tak jaga sendiri anak.. biasa org ade maid.. (tp dulu kat Beijing pun Fatin mmg jaga sendiri, tp org dah kenal Fatin takpe la..) org bukan jeling2 je tau.. buat2 pandang n jalan depan kiter tgk ape yg berlaku nih.. uhuhuhu.. tanya n etc.. dorang akan stop sangka Fatin maid biasanya bila Farzana panggil Mama or bila Farizah peluk kaki Fatin bila nampak org n takut.. (Farizah panggil Fatin as Ayah juga, nak buat camne.. yg sorg nih asyik Ayah Ayah je..) so lepas bayar je terus amik satu bagi Farizah then Farzana.. bebudak lapar sgt rupanya.. masa tuh pun dlm kol 4pm++ dorang tido b4 tuh after lunch (Farzana tertido lepas penat main2 or bosan..dunno which one..) Fatin terpaksa kejut kan dorang bgn sbb Abg call ckp nak passports n nak cepat so Fatin kene turun pass je kat Abg.. so cuma siapkan dorang bawa pee then off we go!

anyway.. nak citer pasal City Square Mall.. near to Mustafa Center and opposite je City Square Residences.. since City Square Mall nih dekat Mustafa Center.. kwsn ramai Muslim juga.. byk la outlet makanan halal.. fast food kat Spore nih halal, insya-Allah.. ade tanda halal pun.. so agak sennag la juga nak mkn.. ade Burger King, McD (belum bukak @ d moment), KFC, Pizza Hut, BBQ Chicken, Swensens, Old Chang Kee, Royal ape ntah jual kek n etc kat tingkat 2 kot, so pendek kata utk makan agak senang laa.. huhu.. so far yg kami penah makan, Burger King, BBQ Chicken n semlm beli nuggets n cam sotong celup tepung kat Old Chang Kee n oh yer ade sekali tuh beli kek kat kedai Royal ape ntah tuh.. sbb Farzana nak American Brownies kat situ.. tanya dia kata halal so beli la.. utk grocerries boleh beli di Fair Price or Mustafa Center pun boleh.. dekat je.. jalan 5 mins je.. (tp kalu termasuk masa kene tunggu utk cross jalan.. maybe lebih sikit) so pendek kata senang la kalu nak cari makanan halal.. huhu.. bila la nak leh g makan kat Swensens nih.. hehe.. sementara makan2 leh claim nih la better g makan kan.. huhuhu.. but since kami dah ade 3 anak.. totally makan luar takut tak cukup plus takkan anak nak mkn outside food everyday kan.. plus susah nak bergerak.. so Fatin masak la juga.. cam since last 3 days.. makan ayam je.. ayam goreng + telur mata kerbau, ayam perap kicap cam ala2 grill dgn nuggets from Old Chang Kee n ayam celup tepung hehhehe.. dah beli ayam je arituh.. dgn kuali satu n sudip satu.. hehe.. kat Mustafa Center.. will do an entry pasal Mustafa Center lak lain kali..

saje taip semua nih utk rujukan sendiri dan sape2 berminat tmpt2 di Spore.. sementara belum start busy.. huhu..

since, City Square Mall baru bukak.. byk la outlets dlm tuh yg buat promotions.. yg best but Fatin lambat la tahu.. huhu.. every spend above 50SGD, kiter leh redeem $5.. huwaaa.. nape la tak tahu awal2.. makan kat situ.. resit amik combine2 resit leh amik redeem $5 tuh.. hmm.. so semlm la Fatin amik satu redeem.. redeem must be made within 3 days je.. and 1 time per day per person.. Selasa makan kat BBQ Chicken.. semlm beli kat Fair Price.. Old Chang Kee.. kene beli something lagi sikit nih nak redeem $5.. sbb belum cukup spend $50.. uhuhuhu.. ok laa.. bagitau pulak.. sorry laa.. saya tgh nak lepas perasaan nih.. uhuhuhu.. sape suruh baca! hehe..

cop till 3rd Nov je kot.. tp voucher valid till dec.. lupa dah bape dec

BBQ Chicken (Korean), City Square Mall

2009-10-21T00:42:00.000-07:00

BBQ Chicken (Korean), City Square Mall
Kitchener Road (near Syed Alwi Road), near Mustafa Centre
1st in The World To Use 100% Olive Oil

sekarang nih kami tinggal di City Square Residences hingga akhir bulan nih. Ini under temporary living dan harap sgt tak tunda dah utk masuk flat sendiri.. nak juga la betul2 settle down kan.. duduk rumah sendiri (rumah sewa sbnrnyer) hehe..

semlm Fatin g BBQ Chicken utk kali kedua.. its a Halal Korean restoran.. City Square Mall nih tgh promotion.. baru bukak.. maka BBQ Chicken pun dok sibuk wat balloon gas helium yg balloon naik atas tuh.. so masa first time g (Sabtu lepas kot dgn Abg..) food dia rase ok la juga.. ayam goreng dia, dia goreng dgn Olive Oil.. healthy la kan.. tp mahal kan.. tp makanan dia ok la juga.. nak kata mahal sgt.. tak juga.. murah pun tak juga.. mahal sikit la drpd fast food kat sini.. masa Sabtu, Abg order Steak Korean style kot.. lupa dah.. Fatin amik ayam goreng n utk anak2 pun amik ayam honey strips.. about 48sgd juga habis dgn mango juice and coffee lotte kot..

then semlm Fatin g alone dgn anak2, Fati order pasta with white sauce serve together with crispy chicken.. anak2 Fatin amik sama.. Chicken Honey Strips.. then ade sorg waiter dia tanya Fatin, nak ais krim tak.. Fatin tanya halal ke.. dia kata sini semua halal.. restoran nih chefs n almost semua pekerja org Korea, except sorg dua waiter/waitress.. selain aiskirm free Fatin juga dpt 20% off voucher for next visit and anak2 dpt 4 balloon ikat tuh dan 2 balloon panjang dorang buat rupa cam binatang2 tuh.. huhuhu.. cam pening je ayat Fatin.. sorry laa.. tiring and serabut dgn Hariz tgh nangis.. hehe.. anak tgh nangis pun leh taip lagi.. nak abis kan entry nih yg dah start taip since td lagi..

doakan Mak Tok & Tok Ayah Farzana, Farizah & Hariz dapatkan jalankan ibadat Haji dengan baik dan sempurna.. moga meraka dapat haji mabrur.. supaya tak sia2 Ayah kelam kabut blk alone mlm semlm then tido few hrs je kot sbb kol 2.30am mereka masih di Tabung Haji Kelana Jaya.. flight asal Ayah return to Spore pun terlepas.. tade rezeki.. sian Ayah..

Straight Kitchen, Grand Hyatt Hotel, Singapore

2009-10-18T19:14:00.001-07:00

Straight Kitchen, Grand Hyatt Hotel, Singapore
Scotts Road (near to Orchard Road)

Weekend lepas, kami menghabiskan masa dengan cari/beli survey barangan2 elektronik, fridge dan washer booked kat Courts.. TV masih dalam survey juga barang2 lain.. microwave ntah la KIV dulu or Abg survey.. bila pindah rumah/flat kosong nih.. byk duit mmg kene pakai.. hmmm.. mmg byk duit.. hehehhe.. poning kepala.. Fatin dengan ABg lak berbeza pendapat.. I'm only going for offer cheap2 one.. Abg lak.. org laki kot suka yg latest2 techno nih.. (of course kalu ade offer abg nak yg itu.. tp still lagi mahal kan..) Fatin asal boleh guna buat ape kerja main yg perlu (bukan la yg outdated sgt) then beli yg murah2 sudahla.. Abg lak.. nih yg lama bla2.. rosak la.. itu la ini la.. hmm.. susah2..

anyway.. semlm last Sunday kami g buffet lunch kat Straight Kitchen, Grand Hyatt Hotel.. bila Fatin search kat internet for list of halal food kat Spore nih.. so Straight Kitchen salah satu yg listed out and recomended by many.. cuma nya sgt la mahal.. 41sgd for adult.. hehe.. Fatin lak lupa.. search b4 raya dulu.. tp tak berkesempatan.. dan since nih utk temporary living kiterorg mmg perlu resit utk claim.. ape lagi.. amik la peluang g makan kan.. hehe.. (kot2 nanti tak merasa.. huhuhu..) mahal ape 41sgd++ per person.. dlm rm100 sorg! (total Abg bayar 96.50sgd!)mujur budak2 dorang tak charge.. cam kami anak2 kecil n ramai nih.. rugi kalu kene charge sbb budak2 bukan makan byk pun.. foods were good.. really.. Fatin g tuh teringat kat Mama Abah sbb Mama Abah selalu bawa kami makan2 kat hotel nih utk ape2 occasions.. birthday ke.. celebarations for our good results n saje2 ker.. anyway.. food selections yg ade sgt la byk.. kami tak termakan semua dan kekenyangan (Fatin n ABg tak makan dinner dah.. mmg kenyang).. g kol 12++ kuar kol 3++pm.. hehe.. dgn anak2 susah juga nak makan kan.. plus byk food nak rase/makan.. so mmg amik masa la.. itu pun sbb kol 3pm dapur dorang tutup.. hehe.. n nak kene blk solat Zohor lak.. isk.. rugi.. tak dan nak jalan2 kat Orchard..

so, ade stalls for Laksa Singapore (tried-share with Abg), Laksa Udang (nope), mee ape ntah lagi nampak dgn sup (nope), Roasted Duck(anak2 n Abg tried), (Nasi Ayam Hainan (tried, Farizah ate nasi ayam dgn roasted duck sbb Fatin la tersilap amik.. ingatkan roasted chicken since dorang letak sekali kat situ.. huhu), Chinese Rojak (tried-share), and few more kot.. Ini semua selections of chinese food.

Malaynyer kot.. ade Nasi, rendang2, ayam grilled kot.. satay.. masakan style kg kot ade nampak sambal belacan kot then macam2 ulam/sayur kot.. huhu.. tak perhatikan sgt.. (honestly Fatin tak cuba nasi2 cuma mkn satay je.. (Abg mkn cuma tak lupa nak tanya sedap ke) then bhgn goreng2, ade juga nasi goreng, kueh teow (my fav, tak pedas, Farzana pun suka n makan.. cuma dia asyik dok asingkan taugeh dll.. dia cuma nak mkn kueh teow jer..) crab meat goreng camne ntah.. sorry lupa.. ade ikan kecil goreng celup tepung dll.. mostly bhgn nih Fatin/kami cuba semua)

masakan bhgn India, kami tak cuba pun kecuali roti canai n capati sbb Farzana nak makan roti canai.. ade nasi dgn kari2 dll.. Fatin tgk dr jauh jer..

then ade popia basah (tried-sedap!), kuih2 india (tried sikit2), kek lapis, kek pandan, kuih muih, kuih yg pulut bawah hijau kat atas tuh.. kuih ape ye nama dia? cant remember nih.. fav Mama Fatin tuh.. egg tart n etc.. mostly cuba kuih2 here..

then ade desert.. ais-krim (durian flavour dia sedap sgt.. hyatt nyer durian aiskrim.. teringat mama sukan aiskrim durian.. huhu..), ais kacang pun ade nampak org makan.. tp fatin tak tahu kat ne.. pendek kata macam2 la ade.. minuman pula, few selection of apple, grapefruit, barli, asam boi, rose bandung, ape lagi eh..

pendek kata.. it is worth makan situ specially utk org yg kuat makan.. sbb makanan mmg sedap.. cuma harga pun harga hotel la kan.. hyatt pun after all.. hehe.. so kalu sape2 g spore n leh claim n perlu resit utk claim ur meals.. go to straight kitchen.. kalu nak g makan saje2 pun.. sila la.. hehe.. fancy lunch once a while kan.. huhuhuhu..

Updates..

2009-10-14T09:02:00.000-07:00

best ade play water kot.. huhuhu.. ptg td sempat lagi bawa anak2 turun main playground.. gmbr tak amik pula td sbb dok jaga Farizah manjat.. Hariz nak berdukung n nyusu.. huhuhu.. esok ade masa nak bawa dorang main kot.. tp camne nak jaga eh? kene pakai baju mandi.. hmmm.. yg sebelah tuh.. cam air terjun org duduk bawah air tuh cam urut pun.. biar air jatuh kat bahu or mane2 part kiter cam nak urut tuh.. (fatin dulu kalu g mandi air terjun suka dok bawah air kuat camtuh urut bahu..) camne nak explain eh.. faham2 la ye.. mini kiddy golf pun ade.. sebelah sgt sikit ade swimming pool utk adult..

gmbr kat service apartment.. tgh nak masuk kain dlm washing machine dok dgr krekk krekk.. Hariz dok tolak kerusi plastik dinner.. nih tgh mengelap dok berdiri depan tv lak.. jatuh sekali td.. adoi laa.. budak tgh membesar nih..

Tgk la kakak Farizah tertangkap tgh bagi adik Hariz makan biskut dia makan.. Farizah suka la nak share dgn adik dia ape dia makan.. pantang lepa mata kami! biskut chipsmore tuh! (lakonan semula tuh.. huhu..)

bilik junior suite smpi 2 biji tv besar camnih, then 2 bilik air.. highest floor lak tuh.. hmm.. tapi tak dan sgt pun nak tgk view2 kat luar..

saje nak letak update.. sbb rase cam asyik jawab soalan yg hampir sama from yg rapat/kenal dgn Fatin.. Fatin sekeluarga dah blk Spore blk.. hmmm.. penat.. blk last Sun, dok Riverview Hotel for 3 nights, then pindah City Square Residences, service apartment. Sekarang nih part of our expenses masih dalam tanggungan co Abg tuh.. dgn ade limit.. (partly sbb acoomodition, meals, and transportation je yg leh claim rasenya) phone, brg2 lain takleh utk temporary living nih.. akhir bulan nih.. harap nya, baru masuk flat kami.. (harap dpt awal sikit) harap leh la home sweet home or lebih tepat rumah ku syurga ku.. tp ntah la.. lately Fatin sgt la stressed out.. penat rase nyer bergerak camnih.. pindah randah.. dgn anak2 kecil 3 org lagi tuh.. sian kat dorang act.. ntah laa.. Fatin pun.. patut sabar lebih.. tp ntah laa.. nape pindah randah camnih? sbb nya accomodition till kami masuk flat sendiri ade limit.. dok hotel dgn 3 anak co amik suite.. junior suite jer.. per night abis la 280++sgd.. kalu 20 nights? or lebih.. ade yg kene kuar poket sendiri.. pastuh nape suites.. katanya bilik lain sumer tak boleh.. penuh la bla2.. bila check internet ade then camnih camtuh.. kene la label kami nih ngade2.. huhu.. patutnya terus masuk service apartment terus.. tp ade org tuh lupa nak wat arrangement awal2.. hmmm.. dah tuh sape mangsa? kami gak.. last min arrangement.. ini la hasil nya.. sbb limited kene la hadapi.. buat camnih.. kalu tak.. terlebih limit.. abg lak kene bayar.. kat service apartment nih sekarang semlm 230sgd.. bole masak.. plus dekat dgn mustafa centre n kwsn little india juga rasenya.. so makanan halal lebih senang n lebih byk.. (juga murah kot.. ok la..) td Abg beli dinner 3 bungkus nasi yg sgt byk.. tp lauk simple la about 11sgd je.. anak2 happy je bila masuk service apartment nih sbb lebih luas.. 2 bilik tidur.. then condo style.. ade macam2 kemudahan.. fatin mmg rekemen la dok sini.. mrt pun dekat.. ntah la.. masing2 laa.. smpi2 apartment nih td.. fatin tak leh nak letak hariz kat atas lantai sbb rase tak cukup bersih.. (though dorang dah bersihkan sebersih mungkin dah..) tp sbb fatin nyer kaki rase belengas.. lepas abg g keje.. (lepas break lunch) fatin lap lantai.. huhuhu.. terbongkok2 kelam kabut dgn berhenti nyusu hariz.. layan masalah kakak2.. basuh towel dan selimut blk yg diberi.. cadar sarung bantal tak sempat basuh blk sbb masa tak cukup dah.. (kang ade yg tido tade cadar susah lak) hmm.. masalah la fatin nih.. cam penyakit rase tak leh rase kotor.. tp fatin nya bukan rajin.. pastuh tensen la.. huhuhu.. teruk2.. nih dlm otak nih byk calculation lain dok buat.. hehe.. pening kepala nak tolong jimat duit suamiku.. huhuhu.. ntah laa.. saje je share gmbr2 kat atas tuh.. sbb Fatin pun tgk wahh.. cam best jer.. nanti lupa dah.. so buat kenangan kami..) kat spore nih merasa la dok tmpt2 camnih walau beberapa malam je pun.. uhuhuhu..

anyway.. saje nak wish Selamat Hari Raya Eidul Fitri.. Maaf Zahir & Batin.. gmbr raya Fatin byk upload kat fb.. nih sbb nak bercerita.. dok update la kat sini..

Oh Singapore..

2009-09-05T15:07:00.000-07:00

mahalnya properties kat Spore.. flat kecil 2 bilik tidur pun dah dekat SGD2k.. (ade yg mmg letak 2k pun rental per month, lebih pun ade ok.. but yg kami g tgk 2k kami rase nak pengsan dah..) flat kecil ok.. cuma tgk kawasan juga laa.. since sekarang kene bayar sendiri.. (yes, Abg transfered as local.. no more expat package.. so we r on our own) kene la cari/dok flat2 biasa je.. hmm.. x/boss, our parents sumer suggest dok JB, but Abg kata penat la dia Subuh2 dah kene g keje.. blk kang mlm pula.. so Fatin ikut je la.. sian lak.. kang anak pun tak kenal/rapat dgn Ayah dah.. and I dont want that.. huhu.. so bila Abg kata nak dok Spore.. kami terpaksa la hidup dgn ape yg mampu.. Fatin takes months study/searching/googling pasal Spore.. pasal sekolah rendah yg bagus kat sini n etc.. pening juga kepala pk nak cari lokasi flat yg sesuai utk kami.. plus nak cari flat yg murah dan selesa.. huhuhu.. kalu korang.. yg mana keutamaan?

A. flat dekat office Abg (tp mahal giler!-Abg pun tanak dok sini.. hehe)
B. flat dekat MRT/bus station (senang Abg nak g keje!)
C. flat dekat sekolah specially sekolah yg bagus (my aim kalu duduk dekat2 area yg hot)
D. flat dekat grocerries shops (got almost everywhere.. cuma kene cari sikit laa)

yg mana akan jadi kriteria yg utama? B,C,D,A or C,B,D and A? or ABCD or camne?

Bye bye Beijing, Hello Singapore?

2009-09-02T02:58:00.000-07:00

Abg dah officially transferred to Singapore.. hmmm.. act kami minta ditukarkan ke Singapore lama dah (about 2yrs ago I think) tp tak sangka so sudden.. we were not ready.. dgn visit yg tak abis lagi, pose, 3 children and lil Hariz still breastfeeding, maid fired (june-ingat nak cari lain.. sempat b4 pindah) so I was like.. tak menang tgn.. dgn packing, daily life routine n etc.. no shopping for last time, no souvenirs for families and friends and even for myself! huwaaaa!! part nih tak dpt g shopping mmg Fatin sedih.. huhuhu.. Abg buat susah..(to be fair to him.. he was busy.. one of the reason why he was like that) Hariz bf and so attached to me.. nasib my family faham.. sorry sape2 yg rase disappointed.. Fatin pun sgt frust.. hehe.. but, though Fatin tak rase sedih tinggalkan Beijing.. till now at least.. (Fatin rase lega act and I think Abg yg cam sedih.. huhuhu.. my hubby gonna get to me for this) but I'm gonna miss Beijing so much.. first 6 yrs of my marriage life kat Beijing.. went to Beijing a week after married to Abg.. life in Beijing with lots of tests.. getting to know and understand each other.. stuck at home with lil children.. rushing cooking, cleaning, teaching, crying babies all the time n etc.. all alone facing with no family help.. have maid when needed from time to time.. my life was totally for my family.. even maid yg pernah keje ngan Fatin tegur n advice n bla2.. I so dont look like a 'tai tai'.. but I have wonderful family.. husband who is always patient with me.. healthy and smart children, insya-Allah.. just hope in Singapore or any where else will be better.. my life is good.. was good.. shouldn't complaint much.. no one has perfect life.. so I must be grateful with what Allah decides for me! so Singapore, here we come!

Ya-Allah Ya Tuhanku, permudahkanlah urusan kami, moga hambaMu ini sentiasa hidup dalam perlindunganMu dan keberkatanMu Ya Allah.. murahkan rezeki kami, berilah kesihatan yg baik pada kami.. permudahkanlah urusan kami.. moga dpt rumah yg mampu dan selesa, juga dipermudahkan dlm nak settle down ini.. aminnnn..

Berita daripada Malaysia

2009-07-02T17:00:00.000-07:00

Turun teksi jer.. Farzana & Farizah kene duduk atas stroller.. ikat dorang takut lari kat jalan..
barang sikit je nih bawa balik.. kami bukan sempat nak g cari/beli souvenir pun.. although Fatin so wish leh g shopping sikit souvenirs for family.. harap mereka faham..

Ayah dah nak gerak, Mama kata.. jap amik gmbr dulu.. huhuhu..

nak tunjuk korang camne rupa kami blk dgn anak 3!

tugas Fatin, jaga tiga2 anak! sorry la Hariz terpaksa naik pink carrier.. ini yg Mama Tok punya dulu..

nih dah smpi KLIA.. yeay!

brother and sister!

Farzana teruja tgk replika bunga paling besar di dunia dll (masa nih kami nak kene lalu uji suhu utk H1N1.. Fatin buat cool jer.. uhuhuhu..

Its been ages.. huhuhu.. miss blogging but what can I do? blogspot, youtube n few other sites been blocked again from my apartment in Beijing.. busan betul!

anyway.. saje nak update blog and share pics kami blk Malaysia.. oh ye.. aah.. kami blk Malaysia.. but for two weeks je.. :( Ahad nih (5th) dah nak blk Beijing blk.. masa Fatin beritahu Farzana, we're going back to Beijing in few days.. dia kata.. I dont want.. I want Malaysia.. huhu.. apa nak buat anakku.. dah Ayah mu kerja di Beijing.. huhuhu.. nanti blk Beijing nih mesti Fatin akan pening kepala sikit ngan si Farzana nih.. huhu..

anyway, gmbr2 yg Fatin nak share adalah gmbr2 on the day blk ke Malaysia je la dulu.. huhuhu.. nanti nak share gmbr Farzana's last day @ school.. gmbr Pak Lang Farzana, Farizah & Hariz.. ini lah first anak2 ku berjumpa Pak Lang mereka yg sebelum ini belajar di Jepun.. actually Fatin tak byk ambil gmbr bila kat Malaysia.. gmbr Zahraa my lil sweet niece pun Fatin belum ambil.. huhuhu.. ade capture ngan hp lama jer.. gmbr Zahraa kissed Hariz mlm tadi je pun..

anyway.. penat bila travel jauh2 dgn anak kecil nih.. huhu.. Farzana muntah atas plane bila plane touched down je kat KLIA.. Farizah pula muntah dalam keter BMW Mama Tok & Abah Tok.. abis Cik Imah sbb Cik Imah tgh riba Farizah mase tuh.. Mama pula dalam kepenatan tak abis2 kene tolong la juga kan bersihkan keter tuh.. haru2.. camne ye nak buat.. perubahan tekanan.. keadaan terumbang ambing kot buat anak2 tak tahan n muntah.. nak tanya kat dr tapi asyik tak tertanya2.. asyik lupa jer.. ade sape2 tahu camne nak buat ye? moga jadi la kami pindah dari Beijing nih.. hmm.. I thought by now kami dah nak pindah.. tunda la pula.. ok all.. have a good day!

Cuti2 Beijing Part 3 - National Aquatic Center (Water Cube)

2009-05-11T20:00:00.000-07:00

uploading pics while feeding farizah. will edit n story mory later

went to National Aquatic Center (known as Water Cube) hari Ahad petang. Purposely pergi petang untuk tgk Water Cube & Bird's Next bercahaya pada waktu malam.. so planned masuk Water Cube sat je.. then tunggu gelap sikit.. dalam kol 7.30pm kot kami blk.. entrance fee RMB30 per adult. Tempat jual tiket sangat la jauh (sian Ayah, berlari kot pergi beli tiket sbb kami smpi kol 5.30pm++ and tutup kol 6.30pm) ade org jual tiket kat pintu masuk cuma dorang jual mahal.. (dorang jual RMB40 per ticket) so masuk, tengok2 pool.. tgk lapisan/dinding membran dia.. Membrane dia boleh pantul haba/cahaya i guess so tak panas sgt dlm water cube nih.. tp kami tak masuk tgh ahri.. keluar from water cube kami tunggu kat luar sambil anak2 mkn kuih cek mek (since dlm lagi dorang mkn), seaweeds and chocolate waffer (yg nih kami pun mkn sama..).. Hariz pun sama minum susu.. bila gelap kami ambil gambar then bergegas pulang.. nak kejar Maghrib lagi plus nak dinner.. tp anak2 tak mkn sgt.. kenyang ngan snack kot.. btw, ramai org hairan tgk kami ramai anak.. ade yg minta nak ambil gmbr.. anak2 n anak2+kami.. then yg lawak.. (mood baik Fatin rase la lawak) ade pula yg offer duit minta nak beli anak kami.. banyak cantik.. dok tilik tgk yg mana comel la ape laa.. hmmm.. ntah hape2 dorang nih.. China cuma allow sorg anak n the most is 2 (for certain condition). So 3 is too many!

Cuti2 Beijing Part 2 : Beijing World Park (in one day, Ayah bawa kami keliling dunia)

2009-05-09T23:49:00.000-07:00

Pics dari bawah ker atas ye.. seperti biasa, saya main upload jer..

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Berani Farzana nih.. Mama yg takut.. dia yg nak naik gajah tuh..

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Sabtu, kami pergi Beijing World Park (Fatin singkatkan as BWP ye). Jauh BWP nih.. di selatan Beijing. journey sahaja dekat sejam (by highway!) dan masa nih Fatin sangat wonder camne kami nak travel selalu (journey yg lama) dgn 3 anak.. huhu.. haru Mama nak jaga 3 anak.. yg susah nak handle sekarang nih Farizah sbb dia cam tak berapa faham.. cranky here n there.. cubaan.. huhuhu.. (Ayah duduk depan so Mama kene belajar handle anak sorg la) taxi fare about RMB100 one way (RM89 pegi and RMB109 blk). entrace fee rasenya RMB65 per adult and as usual children under 1.2m free.. so untung jalan sekarang since Farzana belum 1.2m and 3 anak free masuk.. huhu.. penatnya berjalan dengan anak2 kecil nih.. huhu.. tak dapat cover semua sebab penat, lapar (lunch blk rumah, snack je kat sana), solat dan nak hujan.. actually weather forecast kata Beijing hujan weekend nih.. but pagi tuh tgk mendung sikit2 jer.. kami gamble.. alhamdulillah.. tak hujan dan cuaca pun tidak la panas sgt.. rezeki kami.. menarik tempat nih utk visit tapi sgt jauh.. hmm.. it was a fun but very tiring day.. thanks Ayah for bringing us there.. Ayah yg suggest gi tempat nih.. he checked attractions by internet and tak semua map ade BWP nih sbb hampir terkeluar from Beijing's map.. (so Fatin tak perasan before)

oh yer.. Farzana berani betul nak naik gajah tuh.. dia yg excited nak.. Mama yg takut okay.. huhu.. takpe laa.. Mama nak anak2 berani.. huhuhu.. and seronok jer kami having snack mengadap Arc de Triomphe dan Eiffle Tower.. huhu.. terasa cam kat Paris lak.. huhuhu.. suruh Cik Titi tgk entry bawah, dia tanya, "Kak Fatin edit ker gmbr?" cantik la nampak real.. huhuhu.. tade masa la kak Fatin nak dok edit gmbr.. (nih upload pun korban masa tido, now 5.16am and I've been awake since 2.30am, nursing Hariz, kemas2 and update blog, lepas nih nak siap bekal Farzana pula ke sekolah.. huhuhu..) and nape, ingat kami tade duit ke nak bawa anak2 g Paris? hehe.. mmg tade duit pun.. ade anak2 kecil ramai nih.. hmmmm.. org ade anak kecil tahu laa.. duit laju jer.. bila berjalan nih.. lagi laa.. huhuhu.. tempat nih menarik kan untuk divisit.. Cik Titie kata, Abu Dhabi ke Dubai pun nak buat dah eh.. huhu.. Beijing dah lama ade dah.. huhuhu..

Fz, actually at every mark ade letak emm.. cam note what the places are and some infos about them.. tapi tak semua Fatin even tgk pun.. here goes

1. Kami bergambar depan pintu gerbang Beijing World Park

2-3. Farzana naik gajah.. Mama kagum anak dia sungguh berani.. ade budak lain siap nangis.. Fatin berkali2 tanya betul nih nak? dia dgn muka excited.. nak.. nak..

4. Maaf la.. Fatin tak sure statue byk kat ner.. my guess will be Paris/France sbb atas tuh France nyer..

5-7. The Moscow Red Square in Russia. The world famous square, very near to Kremlin Palace is located in the central area of Moscow. (ade Lenin tomb tak amik gmbr pun)

5. Farzana's behind Tverskaya Street Cathedral.

7. Russian style museum of history

8. Fatin tak sure, tp bila naik tangga kejar Farzana.. teringat dulu tak larat juga panjat camnih.. tp bukan tangga laa.. http://shw.fatinhelmi.fotopages.com/2023744.html. So could it be Domain de Seaux. http://fatinhelmi.fotopages.com/?entry=185761&back=http://fatinhelmi.fotopages.com/?page=25

9. bawah tuh mini Versailles , Paris

10. Farzana; "I wish I could go there.. Its so beautiful.." referring to Eiffle Tower. (Fatin pregnant Farzana masa g Paris0

11-12. St. Stephan Cathedral di Vienna, Austria. (most famous gothic architecture in Vienna)

13. Atomic Globes also called "Eiffle Belgium" in Belgium

14-15. Arc de Triomphe in Paris

16-17. Eiffle Tower in Paris

18. at back Opera, Sydney

19. African Tribe

20. Sphinx, Egypt (pyramids pun ade area nih.. siap ada camel pun utk bergambar.. tp time nih anak2 pun dah tertido.. so just have a quick one.. plus gmbr Fatin ngan pyramid tak cun kot.. hahhaha)

21. b/g London Bridge n fountain

22. lupa ape tapi in Mexico (saya baca laju2 jer n tak amik gmbr note dia letak/tulis)

23. White House, US

24. bangunan2 biru tuh tak pasti.. sape2 tahu? sbb kami tak g dekat pun.. n at the back pun.. not sure.. sorry.. huhu..

25. mini Versailles , Paris rasenya. patut gmbr awal.. (tp Fatin resize since tak cukup memory space nak amik gmbr..) suka tgk kakak n adik jalan sambil pegang tgn..

26. Big Ben, London

27. London Bridge (saya suka sgt London Bridge nih sbb suka nyanyi lagu/ryhme London Bridge is falling down tuh..)

28-29. Notre Dame, Paris (kalu tak silap)

30.leaning Tower of Pisa, Italy

31. Rome Arena, the Colosseum

32. Acropolis, Greece

kami tak larat/sempat g/cover sumer.. more to visit rupanya.. Fatin ade perasan ade Angkor Temple? kat mane ntah.. yg famous juga tuh.. tgk amazing race.. kalu Abg ade nih.. Abg sure tahu.. (Abg dah tido) sbb bila tgk/visit website BWP, Taj Mahal pun ade.. huwaaaa.. :(

http://www.beijingworldpark.com.cn/

Tungguuuuuuuu..

2009-05-09T08:29:00.000-07:00

To all mothers and mother to be.. Happy Mother's Day!

Cuti2 Beijing

2009-05-03T23:54:00.000-07:00

Fatin dah tulis list panjang tempat2 menarik nak pergi bawa anak2 jalan di Beijing nih.. Maid dah ambil buang kot.. hmmm.. so baik Fatin list here utk rujukan sendiri juga in case utk org lain.. and siapa2 ade cadangan tempat lain yg menarik leh g/visit.. sila beri cadangan eh..

1. Great Wall - kami dah, anak2 belum (gonna check mane best Badaling or Mutianyu or mane kami belum pergi.. yg mana ye Abg?)
2. National Stadium Beijing (Bird's Nest) - berlima dah
3. National Aquatics Centre (Water Cube) - next entry, belum masuk, gonna go again
4. Summer Palace - belum
5. Tiantan; Temple of Heaven (dekat dgn Hongqiao - Rusia ker Pearl Market-> lama dah tak g lupa/confuse dah) - kami dah, anak2 belum
6. Tiananmen - dah pergi, anak2 pun, but thinking of bringing them again bila ade masa..
7. Forbidden City - kami dah, anak2 belum
8. Beijing Hutong - belum
9. Beijing Botanical Garden
10. Fragrant Hill
11. Masjid Nuijie - trust me or not.. kami belum pergi.. masuk la I mean.. tgk from jauh ade laa.. g supermarket muslim berdekatan.. (eh cop.. Abg not sure la pulak.. Fatin belum)
12. Happy Valley (amusement park) - saje teringin nak bawa anak.. tgk iklan cam menariks je..
13. Tianjin - since selatan Beijing jer.. pergi blk hari or stay over semlman jer.. huhu
14. Blue Zoo (cam underwater world) - dah pergi ber4, gonna go again jika sempat, honestly.. Fatin dah pernah sampai Underwater World Perth and Singapore nyer.. jika tanya pendapat Fatin.. Beijing nye much more better than Singapore nyer.. bigger and cleaner.. maybe juga kebetulan masa Fatin pergi je yg Singapore tak best.. tapi ntah laa.. yg Perth ok la juga.. so kalu korang dtg Beijing.. visit la Blue Zoo.. cantik n ok la juga..
15. Zoo Beijing - dah ber4, gonna again bila swine flu ok sikit dah or jika ade rezeki..
16. Aquarium - belum
17. Beijing Amusement Park
18. Sony ExploraScience & Chaoyang Park
19. Beijing World Park

huwaaa.. Fatin list dlm 18-19 semlm.. hmmm.. list bukan main panjang.. Abg tgk kata mane sempat nih.. hahhaha.. saje list.. ade sape2 ade cadangan lagi?

since list nih maybe kan jadi rujukan org lain.. Fatin nak letak list tempat lain orang lain maybe interested pergi..

1. Ming Tomb - dah pergi, Abg, Fatin & adik Fatin; Fatihah and not interested in bringing my children there.. kawasan kubur diraja after all..
2. Temple2 ie Big Bell Temple, Lama Temple dll (you may check map)
3. shooping places - Lidu : Sunny Golden Market, Sanlitun : Ya Show, Guomao : Silk Street, Yabaolu area : Alien Street (Rusian Market), and beside ade ChongwaiMEN, near Tiantan (Temple of Heaven) : Hongqiao Market (pearl market) kalu nak list tempat shopping mmg byk sgt!
4. Museum2 (rasenye tak pernah masuk satu pun! huhu.. camne nak masuk.. tak faham mandarin! )
5. Parks di Beijing.. cantik2 dan ade yg kene bayar.. juga ade juga park yg ade cam mini amusement area.. huhu

Cuti2 Beijing Part 1 - National Stadium Beijing

2009-05-03T21:30:00.000-07:00

gambar2 baru sampai..

kat tepi ade fun fair.. tapi tak masuk.. patut la ramai org semlm (Ahad).

Fatin tak turun, sgt panas ok..

agak biasa orang local nak bergambar.. malahan, sepanjang kami kat sana, time kami nak ambil gambar kami.. ade la org lain click sama.. ambil gmbr kami.. tak kisah laa..

Lampu tepi nih unik, bentuk sarang burung juga! Abg, kiter cari camnih nak letak tepi rumah kiter nanti.. hehe..

suka tgk keunikan lampu tuh..

Semalam, kami pergi Stadium Beijing; juga dikenali dgn Bird's Nest. Fatin sangkakan cuaca masih sejuk.. girls kami pakaikan dua lapis.. nasib yg luar tgn pendek jer.. jaket tak pakai sbb Abg marah kata panas dah nih.. huhu.. Fatin sendiri, dah la dua lapis baju, dua lapis tudung juga.. panas nyer laa.. berpeluh2 saya.. huhuhu.. Hariz pula, dua lapis baju dan seluar then dengan jaket tebal pula tuh.. huhu.. kat sana.. bila tengah hari.. panas sgt.. last2 girls bukak baju tgn panjang.. pakai baju tgn pendek jer.. Hariz, Fatin cuma buka jaket tebal.. Hariz, most of the time Fatin tutup dgn kain or tudung Fatin.. huhu.. dah summer kah?

btw, entrance fee RMB50 (50 yuan) for adult and free for kids 120cm and below. juga agak strict juga masa masuk ade scan semua.. but kami dilayan dgn baik smpi org berebut nak 'jaga'/'layan' kami juga tolakkan stroller kami masa nak masuk.. huhu.. (Fatin stay kat khemah entrance masa Abg belikan tiket.. huwaaa.. cuaca sgt2 panas.. Abg la paling best.. tak pakai baju berlapis2.. hehe.. the day was tiring but fun!

Water Cube or National Aquatics Centre sebelah jer.. tp q panjang dan panas sgt dah.. juga kami belum lunch dan solat.. so kami decide blk dan dtg semula lain kali.. (act memula nak mkn luar jer.. but since anak2 tido.. better blk laa..) next time g, maybe belah petang pula ker.. leh tgk Water Cube 'bercahaya' bila malam..

huhu.. gambar toilet pun nak amik.. toilet bergerak di Beijing..

Jeles sama ini budak.. uhuhuhu.. (selamba jer tajuk pun)

2009-04-29T11:11:00.000-07:00

Tengok laa.. Fatihah g Dubai lak.. hmmm.. beruntung sungguh dia.. rezeki dia.. camne nak pujuk Abg minta bawa Fatin gi Dubai eh.. uhuhuhu.. should put Dubai in Wish List.. hehe.. kang list je manjang.. pegi nyer tidak... To Titie, enjoy your youth.. huhu.. and cari boyfriend cepat2 ekekeke.. but enjoy your life while being single.. jeles jeles jeles.. huhuhu

Fatin a bit serabut n tense lately.. huhu.. semlm Fatin cirit.. dah la bgn from kol 2.30am tak tido2 langsung siang hari tu, cirit lagi.. Abg blk lambat lagi.. cubaan2.. tp Fatin diam jer bila Abg blk lambat tuh.. maybe gak sbb tak larat sgt kot.. huhu.. hmm..

How do you want to grow old?

2009-04-27T21:39:00.000-07:00

huhu.. boring sebenarnya nih.. tunggu suamiku pulang utk mkn tgh hari belum sampai.. Hariz masih tidur belum bgn menyusu utk lunch.. Farizah dah tertidur bgn blk nak berdukung.. buat Mama sukar nak bergerak.. huhu.. jd since duduk depan laptop, Mama menaip la.

Pagi td hantar Farzana ke sekolah.. tolak stroller dia sbb Fatin nak jumpa cikgu dia. Dorang start on cooking menu as a chef today n Farzana pass certains food/flavourings yg boleh Farzana mkn.. so she can join eating them after cooking.. plus Fatin nak jumpa cikgu Farzana sbb nak confirmkan pula camne dorang masak.. huhuhu.. kalu guna tempat masak sama masak mende tak halal tak boleh juga kan.. semlm dah hantar email tp Fatin tak sempat baca pagi tadi.. rupa2nya cikgu dia bawa aluminium foil utk alas.. ok laa.. today's menu dorang masak grilled cheese sandwich?

Pagi tadi masa jalan kat luar tuh.. ramai sungguh org tua2.. sebenarnya.. kawasan rumah kami nih area kawasan orang local yg warga tua tinggal.. dan since berdekatan dgn park, org2 tua nih suka pergi park (though they're living at other area). So, bila tgk org2 tua.. Fatin terfikir.. camne la bila kami tua.. kalu la diberi pilihan.. sbb kiter hanya merancang.. Allah menentukan kan.. ramai yg jalan dgn pasangan.. sama2 tua la.. jalan slowly.. berpegangan tgn.. ade yg terhenjut2.. kaki dah kurang kuat.. ade yg kene tolak dgn kerusi tolak tuh.. (wheelchair).. ade yg dijaga oleh penjaga.. cam maid dibayar khas utk mereka oleh mereka or anak mereka i guess.. hmmm..

kami sekarang masih dlm struggling zone.. nak besarkan anak2.. time yg paling penat kot.. huhu.. juga guna byk juga duit.. hmmm.. tgk la camne kami tua nanti.. I wish bila tua.. ade anak cucu main depan Fatin.. tentu seronok sikit.. (ker sbb terbiasa dok jaga anak kecil sekarang?) hahahhaha.. ape la Fatin merepek nih.. huhu.. ok stop dulu.. Abg pun dah smpi.. hehe..

Just wanna share.. hope its not illegal.. huhu..

2009-04-26T23:38:00.000-07:00

These are Farzana's teachers journals. They will write journal every week telling that they're doing this week n going to do next week. Hope we can make use of these and not illegal for me to share it here.. huhu..
(Abg tak blk lunch -> of course bekalkan dah, so Fatin ade masa to spare.. huhu)

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Journal by Farzana's English teacher

Scientist week
by Laura Stetler, 2009-04-26, 11:55pm

Dear Families,

Please excuse the tardiness of this update, but as I was ill on Friday, I did not have my routine end to the week, and honestly did not think about writing my weekly update. I do apologize and hope you find this informative.

This past week, we all became scientists. Students kept very informational scientific notebooks, which included a process, hypothesis, and conclusion. Reminding you that this is just an introduction to those terms, everyone did an exceptional job and understanding that something must be prepared, you need to think about what will happen, and then finally, a reaction occurs.

We invited some silk worms into our classroom this week, and they became the title to our first experiment, which will not have a conclusion for a few weeks yet, however, students are enjoying watching them eat, grow, and even spin little silk cocoons. Students made a prediction, or a hypothesis, as to what will happen to the silk worms. There were some very interesting ideas.

Among our many experiments this week, we made a volcano, produced invisible ink, made impressions on dark paper through sunlight, and even turned a raw egg to rubber. Not every experiment worked as we thought; however, that’s what happens in a scientist’s world. Not everything seems as it should.

Maybe our most exciting experiment of the week was turning a completely raw egg, with the shell, into rubber. It was a very simple experiment, requiring only vinegar and an egg, but students were really engaged. Last week we learned about doctors and dentists and discussed how we keep our bodies and teeth healthy. We discussed acid, such as found in cola and fruit, and how too much of it could eat away at the enamel on our teeth. The vinegar, in which we submerged the egg, was representative of the acid we eat and drink everyday. The shell of the egg was representative of the enamel on our teeth. Students learned that through drinking too much cola, and eating/drinking things with a high volume of acid, our enamel can break down over time. After leaving the egg submerged in vinegar for 3 days, we opened the container up and found that the egg shell had been completely eaten away and what was left was just the inside of the egg, and it actually bounced when dropped from only a few inches high. Students had a great time exploring the egg, and when we popped it, we found that it was just a normal egg inside, but, even the yolk felt a little rubbery.

This coming week we will be turning our attention to the profession of a chef. We will be exploring what a chef does and making some interesting concoctions! I can’t wait to see what students come up with! They will partially in charge of the planning for the week, as we will be making a menu together in class.

We hope everyone had a great weekend!

~Laura & Janet

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Journal by Farzana's Chinese/Mandarin teacher

“谢谢你”主题第3周总结
by Linda, 2009-04-24, 12:50pm

(translated by google)
Cognitive Science activities this week, the children with pictures of several common understanding of traffic signs, such as: zebra crossing, traffic lights, cut-lines, car parks, etc., combined with the daily experience, the simple understanding of the use of these traffic signs. Social activities, the children first of all, watch the computer through the video player, understanding the role of traffic police directing traffic and awareness of the various movements of the traffic police have expressed how the traffic signal, and then the traffic police in the classroom to imitate the action directing traffic, the traffic police experience hard. Language activities, children learn a new children's "traffic lights." Combination of children's songs also had a "traffic light" game, on the one hand, to enhance children's awareness of traffic rules, on the other hand, the children through play exercise control over the body, according to the signal, the coordination of body movements. Music activities, we can learn a new song "mini-driver", the children singing the driver to drive to imitate the moves freely through the activities room, experience the joy of small car drivers. Art activities, children's graffiti, imitating the design of a number of traffic signs and signs on the use of these building blocks to build the road to the city to simulate the manufacture of a "road", and extended to a city. The children also produced a do-it-yourself walking down the street people in vehicles on the road, the lake, such as a moving boat. Next week we will briefly introduce the "cooks" the profession, and to sum up this topic, Zhou has been uploaded to the site, but also posted in the classroom next

Update..

2009-04-26T00:20:00.001-07:00

Kuih Cek Mek Molek & Cucur Badak instant..

ini gmbr kakak tgh hari tadi tolong Mama siang bayam merah.. (saje kasik kerja.. plus its fun for her) tp tak habis sbb tetiba dia panggil Mama perlahan n tgk tgh pegang jari/tgn dia.. Mama dah ingatkan jaga jari.. nasib tak luka.. so Mama suruh dia baring sementara Mama goreng ikan.. tp sat je dtg blk minta paper pula nak melukis.. Farzana2.. budak tak leh duduk diam.. before tuh ikut Mama beli sayur/buah..

angin kat luar agak kuat.. so Sabtu tak keluar pergi mana.. hari nih pula tak sure lagi.. maybe pergi park jer kot.. asal Fatin nak ajak Abg pergi Stadium & Kolam Renang Beijing. Belum pernah pergi lagipun. Tapi takut angin kuat sian pula kat baby Hariz.. so maybe next week la kot.. kalu cuaca mengizinkan.. semlm, Sabtu ptg, Fatin buat kuih cucur badak for the first time.. huhuhu.. biasa buat kuih Cek Mek jer.. kuih Cek Mek Fatin belajar buat masa kami geng merpatis gi stay over kat rumah NC atas jemputan Zaf.. (the day b4 tuh, pergi pasar malam kat Skudai utk beli keledek) seronok sgt berxtvt masa tuh.. sape eh chef yg ngajar wat kuih cek mek nih arituh ye? Sunoor, Fuji n Mareena kot.. dorang org Kelantan n Besut.. mesti la tahu wat kuih Kelantan nih.. huhu.. bukan cam Fatin.. hehe.. nama jer org Kelantan.. huhuhu.. but I guess, bak kata Nina.. thanks to internet.. I survived.. belajar masak lepas kawin not so bad.. all we need are some practice.. tp jgn la masak de[an org tua.. nampak sgt la tak kemas nyer cara kerja.. hahahha.. so kuih cek mek n cucur badak adalah menu breakfast pagi nih.. Fatin buat semalam as 'instant' so pagi nih goreng jer.. tade la pagi nih terkial2 nak buat.. (Fatin tidak la cekap sgt buat kerja kadang2) resepi Fatin copy paste from blog Juwita. boleh ye Ita.. TQ.. Jumaat ptg, Fatin buat minyak kelapa utk Hariz.. so kelapa parut tuh (blend act) simpan buat kuih cucur badak semlm.. (tp Ayah complaint busuk la pula kepala anak dia bau minyak kelapa.. jenuh Mama buat tau.. Ahad, Ayah amik syampoo kepala anak dia.. huhuhu)

Cucur Badak & Kuih Cek Mek Molek.
Bahan-bahan
utk kulit
2 biji keledek saiz besar
1 cawan tepung gandum
Garam (Fatin tak bubuh garam)

utk inti
1/2 biji kelapa parut
1 cawan udang kering
2 biji bawang besar
5 batang serai
1 sudu kecil kunyit serbuk
5 tangkai cili kering (ikut kepedasan masing2)
1 sudu besar minyak masak
Garam dan gula

Cara-cara untuk inti:
blender cili kering+serai+udang kering dan bawang dgn sedikit air. Setelah halus masukkan kelapa parut, blender sekali. Blend sekejap jek. Setelah itu masukkan semua kedalam kuali. Masukkan juga kunyit + minyak + garam + gula. Kacau sehingga inti tu masak, ia akan kelihatan kering sedikit.

utk kulit:
rebus keledek dengan air dan sedikit garam sehingga lembut. Setelah masak , buang air tinggalkan sedikit dan campurkan dgn tepung. Buat masa panas panas, senang nak lenyek. Jika adunan lembik lagi tambahkan sedikit demi sedikit tepung. Jgn terlalu byk nanti tak sedap. Selepas itu buat doh kecil2 . Ambil satu buat melengung. tip: semasa hendak membuat doh ni guna sedikit minyak masak di tangan agar tepung tak melekat , keje pun cepat dan senang. letakkan inti dan tutup kembali. Goreng dengan api yang sederhana

note: utk kuih cek mek, inti gantikan sahaja dgn gula.. dan tutup bentuk seperti gambar.. note utk Fatin, Cik Abg complaint tawar inti, so next time kene masinkan sedikit inti, tak boleh cukup rasa seperti inti karipap.

Ayah dan anak2 nya..

2009-04-25T23:55:00.000-07:00

My Hero

Ayah, tengok muscle Hariz nih..

Kasih Ayah

Ayah dan anak2nya.. 3 cukup kan Ayah.. kalu nak tambah tunggu dulu eh.. hehehhehe..

Farizah tak suka sgt bergambar.. lari dah.. sila abaikan yang bersepah..

Ayah betulkan lipatan seluar.. tak cantik la tuh bg dia Mama lipat.. hahhahah..

nak update macam2 cerita tak terupdate.. huhu.. kebetulan tadi Hariz poopoo byk sgt sampai kene tukar baju.. so Fatin tukar la baju nih.. baju nih tak pernah pakai before sbb sejuk.. ini pun utk bergambar sat je.. pastu kene pakai sweater blk.. hehe.. dalam byk2 baju Hariz.. cuma inilah satu2 nyer baju baru Hariz (except yg Cik Dilah hadiahkan utk Hariz). Rasenyer Hariz cam cepat sgt membesar.. baju nih ingat nak pakai blk Malaysia.. tp nih pun dah muat2 (tp dlm pakai bodysuit) sampai butang atas sekali pun tak dapat nak butang (takut tercekik Hariz). Lepas pakaikan Hariz baju nih, Fatin cepat2 jerit kat Farzana suruh ambilkan kamera. Then Ayah dtg tgk anak teruna dia, Ayah kata.. "Hariz nak pergi mana nih? Nak pergi work ker dgn baju kemeja nih?" hahahhah.. "jom g work dgn Ayah.." hmmm.. pegi la kerja kuat2 cam Ayah tuh.. huhuhu.. jadi like father like son.. peace Ayah..

Maid 2 (samb video maid arituh)

2009-04-23T19:29:00.000-07:00

received from my husband fwd nih.. saje share.. just a quick one.. nanti ade masa Fatin update cerita kami..
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Ramai yg dh tgk rakaman video ni. Ni aku tempek berita pasal si amah tu. Kisah yg berlaku 2 tahun lepas. Bagi yg ada maid, jika anak anda yg periang tetiba jadi murung, siasatlah dgn teliti puncanya.
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Amah pijak anak majikan kena 2 tahun
Berita Harian 3 Nov 2007
Oleh Fatin Hafizah Mohd Shahar
KUALA LUMPUR: Seorang pembantu rumah warga Indonesia dihukum penjara selama 24 bulan oleh Mahkamah Majistret di sini, semalam, selepas mengaku bersalah menolak, menendang dan memijak anak perempuan majikannya yang berusia tiga tahun, Ogos lalu. Majistret Tasnim Abu Bakar menjatuhkan hukuman itu terhadap Reni Neken, 27, dari Kupang, Indonesia, berkuat kuasa dari tarikh dia ditangkap, 30 Ogos lalu. Reni didakwa mencederakan Goh Ceng Yee, 3 tahun, di ruang tamu rumah mangsa di No A2-27-08, Putramas 2 Condo, Jalan Kuching di sini, jam 3.25 hingga 3.40 petang, 28 Ogos lalu. Dia didakwa mengikut Seksyen 31 (1)(a) Akta Kanak-Kanak 2001 yang membawa hukuman penjara maksimum 10 tahun atau denda atau kedua-duanya, jika sabit kesalahan. Mengikut fakta kes, mangsa yang dipijak di bahagian perutnya oleh tertuduh sering mengadu kesakitan, namun apabila ditanya punca dia enggan menjawab. Reni bagaimanapun, hanya memberi alasan mungkin kerana mangsa terlalu banyak mengambil minum ‘yogurt’. Bapa mangsa yang mengesyaki sesuatu kemudian mengambil keputusan untuk memasang video kamera tertutup di ruang tamu rumahnya. Hasil daripada rakaman itu, ibu bapa mangsa mendapati anak mereka didera dengan teruk dan membuat laporan polis.
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honestly, Fatin tak puas hati la penjara dua tahun jer.. knowing that she's about to be out there end of this year.. sbnrnyer yg penting, maid nih kene sedar ape dia buat adalah sangat2 salah.. maybe dia biasa dengan fenomena pijak2 org nih.. or biasa dipijak sebegitu.. ntah laa.. doa Fatin biar maid tuh sedar je ape dia buat.. ape kesan pada budak itu.. rosakkah organ badan n sebagainya.. I'm too emotional about maid.. sbb sendiri tgh pening dgn my maid.. huhuhu.. tp so far, maid kami, Fatin tak risau sgt pasal anak2 being around her.. unless dia terdesak sgt bab duit.. mmg Fatin akan risau sgt la..

Do we eat healthily?

2009-04-21T21:00:00.001-07:00

Its time to start eating healthily..

pesanan khidmat masyarakat (dan ingatan utk diri/family sendiri) from fatinhelmi.. hehe

Perempuan Melayu Terakhir?

2009-04-21T20:22:00.000-07:00

Do they look alike? My sis post this.. niru la pulak.. huhu.. teringin nak letak gmbr 3 beradik masa umur about time baby.. best cute n bole tgk rupa hampir ke tak n etc.. tp tgk la.. ntah bila.. huhu..

btw.. td bawa turun Farizah main kat bawah lagi.. tp turun awal b4 maid smpi.. Ayah on training.. hari nih kene g awal.. tp td tak awal sgt.. harap Abg tak smpi lewat sgt jer.. sbb ntah camne training ngan big2 bosses lak.. doa Fatin sebagai isteri.. moga Abg berjaya dlm kerjaya jer.. aminnn..

naik, lepas bersihkan Farizah n put her to nap, bersih/mandikan Hariz, tgh nyusu dia, borak sat dgn maid. adik maid umur 36 tahun baru dapat anak kedua. anak first 16 yrs old boy. Fatin tanya maid, dia nak lagi tak anak (she already has 2, a son n daughter) dia kata tak boleh dah. dah kene potong (my guess is tiub fallopio) i asked when, she said after second delivery sbb ade rule di sini, anak seorg or dua. ntah la.. somehow Fatin rase tak fair.. tp kerajaan dorang kene wat camnih sbb nak control population.. sikit nyer ramai org c*na kan.. (saya takut ade yg translate n kene ambil tindakan, after all.. tak bole buat main2 dgn ker*jaan dorang nih..) huhu.. penah dulu ade org dorang laporkan ade mooncake kot diisi cebisan kertas kotak bukan daging as inti.. that person/reporter kot.. kene hukum gantung.. sbb dedah mende tuh.. hehe.. it is a k*munis c*untry after all..

Maid

2009-04-16T06:18:00.000-07:00

Forward received from DPP yahoo grp.. a must see video.. a mother should trust her instict.. I am so grateful as I'm able to take care my children.. tak sanggup anak diperbuat sebegini.. Fatin tergamam seketika tengok video ini.. though kami ade day in maid.. anak Fatin tak kasik maid jaga.. even banyak kali minta nak bawa turun anak main dan sebagainya.. (dia minta nak bawa turun main jer.. yg kat rumah.. tengok Fatin berlari pun jarang nak offer -> Fatin kata jarang sbb takut ade tapi tak ingat) ntah laa.. Fatin just tak percayakan orang luar.. nak terasa, terasa laa.. (maid selalu buat cam terasa.. biar sukar camne pun.. Fatin akan buat sendiri; ie cam tadi bawa turun Farizah turun main.. n of course Hariz, Fatin angkut sama.. sian baby Hariz complaint sejuk kot.. nak didukung jer..) cuma Farzana yang dah besar boleh beritahu/cerita lebih kurang yg Fatin terpaksa biar maid jemput from sekolah.. kami tiada kereta dan dgn 3 orang anak.. sukar Fatin nak pergi jemput sendiri.. Ya-Allah, jauhkan lah anak2 ku drpd orang2 sebegini.. ape la jadi pada anak2 itu.. siannya..

teringat adikku Fadilah yg sanggup berulang alik, bawa Zahraa n maid dia ke rumah Mama or MIL dia before g kerja sbb tak percaya untuk tinggalkan lil Zahraa sendirian dengan maid.. Lah, if you ask me.. you did a very right thing.. I would do the same if I am you.. I'm proud of you sissy.. not easy for you, yet you only do the best for your lil one.. Zahraa sgt beruntung ade Mama like u..

Gambar adikku Fatihah melawat Taj Mahal

2009-04-15T22:50:00.001-07:00

Fatihah with friends.. She's wearing purple tudung

Fatin nak update.. tp nanti laa.. nak mengarang mengambil masa bagi Fatin.. juga nak upload/cari gmbr pun ambil masa.. amboi.. ape la yg bz sgt tuh.. huhu.. anyway.. tgh nak delete file2 ade kat desktop.. (Fatin jenis suka letak je kat desktop kalu gmbr atau file ape2 download nak tgk sat je.. nanti senang nak delete..) bukak dua file gmbr nih.. aik ade la pulak gambar adik Fatin, Fatihah gi melawat/melancong ke Taj Mahal.. on the way nak gi Abu Dhabi.. Fatin tak sure siapa lagi org2 dlm gmbr itu.. my guess will be family/kwn2 family boss Titie (panggilan utk adik saya itu)

btw.. Tie.. kak Fatin tak perasan ade dah gmbr Tie.. Tie suh cari kat facebook tak sempat2.. maybe Titie send n masa tuh Abg Helmi yg ade kot.. tolong downloadkan.. wallahualam..

anyway.. Kak Fatin sangat jeles maa.. ckp kat Abg.. Abg bawa la Fatin g tgk Taj Mahal.. Abg kata ape tau.. buat ape.. hehehhe.. sabo je laa..

Picnic in your living area.. (What to do during recession.. huhuhu)

2009-04-09T19:00:00.000-07:00

Bila kakak dan adik main sama2.. sejuk hati Mama Ayah tengok..
btw ini gambar2 lama..

Cuubaaaaan (sila baca gaya2 P Ramlee nyer citer tuh ;P )

2009-04-08T22:31:00.001-07:00

gmbr2 lama n Ayah such a helping hand now!

huhu.. macam mana nak mula cerita yer? straight to the point je la.. petang Selasa, baru perasan tiada gas.. alamak.. bank pun dah tutup.. di sini.. at least di apartment kami tinggal nih.. hampir semua 'utilities' adalah prepaid. means bayar dulu baru guna.. air paip, air panas, elektrik dan gas (gas built-in, bukan beli tong gas). dan nak top up (pada kad masing2), kene pergi bank (dan tidak semestinya bank yang sama). Fatin pula perasan dah petang.. nasib kira masak untuk tengahari sekali untuk makan malam. cuma ingat nak tambah goreng telur mata kerbau dan letak lada sulah je.. tak dapat la goreng.. bila cakap kat Abg, Abg pula beritahu esok juga tiada air dari pukul 8pagi hingga 12tengah hari.. (ade notis di lobi) alamak! sabar je laa.. hmm.. Abg dah risau camne nak masak bekal untuk Farzana.. ye la.. dah tade gas.. dah tuh ape lagi.. huhu, Fatin masak guna rice cooker.. (bangun awal masak, 5.30am dah start, before tuh dah susukan Hariz dan Hariz dengan Ayah) masa masak pagi2 tuh.. teringat pula kenangan masa kat UTM, huhuhu.. untuk save duit makan.. kami share beli beras dan masak nasi sendiri.. then lauk pula bergilir beli dan share ramai2.. masa tuh zaman duduk kat sedundun.. then weekends, ade la yang pandai masak, masak.. masak tomyam laa, masak lemak laa.. Fatin? mase tuh baru nak belajar masak.. so tolong2 jer la.. huhuhu.. kagums tengok kawan2 pandai masak.. Fuji, Mareena, Sunoor, sape lagi yang masak ye masa tuh? share ramai juga rasanya.. 6 org kot.. ker lebih? those good old days.. jujurnya, Fatin pun ingat tak ingat dah siapa lagi join makan ramai2 tuh.. Mar, Faz ker ade lagi? so pagi2 Fatin dah prepare ape yang patut.. baju pun basuh kol 5.30am tuh.. (washing machine je laa..) huhuhu.. then pagi tuh Abg top up kad gas, tapi bila slot in.. tak leh juga.. call management.. minta pekerja dia datang (dorang panggil engineer) rupa2nya, mesin slot tuh tiada bateri.. lorrrr.. sabar je la.. Fatin dah kalut masa tuh sebab dalam kol 11 dah.. tapi ikan sumer dah siang laa.. cuma tinggal nak goreng.. haaa.. yang hangin nyer.. (tade la hangin sangat..) bila Fatin call balik pihak management suruh engineer dia datang cepat sikit sebab saya nak masak.. dia jawab ape tau.. buat ape nak masak.. kan takde air.. huhuhu.. sabar je laa.. takkan sebab tiada air maka tak boleh masak.. (though its a good reason not to cook.. kot..) kalu kat Malaysia.. boleh la beli makan luar.. kat sini.. dengan anak2 lagi.. better masak je laa.. though simple pun.. Hariz pula crancy je.. stuck nose dia makin teruk.. makin banyak mukus yang keluar.. berdukung jer semalam..(sebab dia susah bernafas) malam pula demam.. suhu naik 38.4C.. agak high fever.. dah la dengan masalah hidung.. sian betul dia.. dan sian juga Mama & Ayah.. thanks Ayah offer gilir jaga Hariz.. bila Ayah bangun untuk solat.. Ayah offer pegangkan Hariz.. since Hariz tak boleh letak sangat.. so Mama bole tidur untuk sejam.. (lepas sejam terjaga Hariz nangis, so ambil dia balik susukan dll) dah la serabut hal maid lagi.. huhuhu.. ada maid tak penat badan je (time dia ade laa.. since maid saya datang kerja pukul 9.30am tapi sampai 9++am dan balik pukul 4pm) tapi penat otak juga ade masanya.. kadang2 susah juga nak control maid.. buat masa sekarang.. sabar dan biar je la kot.. asal tidak melampau maid nih.. sebab saya sangat tak sabar nak tinggalkan Beijing.. huhuhu.. tak kuasa nak cari train yang baru..

Perkara yang bermain dalam fikiran Fatin..

2009-04-06T06:59:00.000-07:00

Esok Abg akan pergi kerja.. huwaaa.. honestly, risau pun ade camne nanti.. sebelum ini Abg ade.. although Abg buat kerja or buat hal sendiri.. bila Fatin perlu, Abg akan datang tolong.. dah la esok maid minta datang petang jer.. sebab katanya adik dia nak kene operate.. untuk beranak.. and dia kata dia nak pergi teman.. tapi Fatin pula cakap susah la Fatin.. dah la Abg gi kerja esok and dengan baby nyusu badan lagi.. masak untuk lunch lagi.. last2 maid cakap dia ganti dengan kawan dia.. then dia datang petang untuk jemput Farzana from sekolah.. tapi last2 lepas bincang dengan Abg.. sian pula kat dia kene datang juga petang itu, so Fatin kata cukup la kawan dia datang ganti.. (actually anak sedara dia yang datang kot.. sebab masa interview dia dulu, dia datang dengan anak sedara dia.. Fatin rase, dia takut Fatin tak faham kalu dia sebut anak sedara dalam Mandarin.. sebab tuh dia kata kawan) dah pernah anak sedara dia datang ganti.. anak sedara dia call kata dia tak sihat.. and nak ke saya datang.. Fatin kata bolehla.. and dia datang sungguh.. Fatin rase better ade orang.. berbanding takde orang langsung.. harap2 semua okay la.. sebab, Fatin masih tak betah dengan 3 orang anak.. kalu hujung minggu jer.. kelam kabut Fatin.. still tak sure camne nanti.. tapi Fatin percaya.. soon or later, Fatin boleh hadapi.. huhuhu.. nih baru 3.. kalu ade lebih camne nanti? I'm a tough girl.. errkk lady.. btw, sekarang dah ade jiran baru.. baru pindah Jumaat lepas.. jiran before single German guy dah pindah ke Hong Kong.. harap2 jiran nih tak suka pasang music/volume kuat2 or to max or at least tidak middle of the night.. sebab living dorang attached to our master bedroom.. jiran dulu suka sangat berparti.. hmmm.. Fatin cuma tahu jiran nama Tim, tak sure dah kawin ke belum and dari mana.. bertegur sekejap jer since mereka pun tengah sibuk unpack n kemas.. dan yang lucu, Fatin tak perasan pun mereka sebab sibuk dengan macam2.. Tim siap cakap sorry kalu bising.. Fatin tak sedar ape.. hmm.. esok masak simple je la.. ape yang senang.. kari daging yang lama ade lagi.. goreng ayam juga je la.. then sayur.. cukup la kot.. ade sambal daging (serunding) Mama bawa ari tuh.. cukup la kot.. risau.. sebab hari Ahad lepas Fatin kepenatan sangat sampai nangis.. hehe.. Hariz yang cranky pun heran tengok nape Mama dia nangis juga.. huhuhu.. hmmm.. Ya Allah, berilah kekuatan dan kesabaran padaku..

Hariz dan design rambut baru.. huhu

2009-04-05T23:41:00.000-07:00

lepas mandi..

lepas mandi sekali lagi.. sebab Mama Ayah touch up sikit lagi rambut Hariz.. lepas nih Hariz popo byk pulak sampai semua baju kotor.. kalut Mama bersihkan Hariz.. dah la dah Maghrib..

Hariz : Saya dah bercukur..

At last! cukur dah pula rambut Hariz.. nak cukur before lagi tak sampai hati sebab sejuk.. bila hujung minggu tengok suhu makin panas dah.. so kami pun cukur la Hariz.. begini la rupa anak teruna kami lepas dah cukur.. kakak Farzana kata.. Hariz bukan handsome baby boy dah.. skang jadi baby boy jer dah.. huhuhu.. ape2 pun.. Mama Ayah tetap sayang Hariz!

update cerita kami.. (no idea so better tittle)

2009-04-03T10:57:00.001-07:00

Kakak Farzana tolong jaga adik Hariz, sebelah tangan dok sibuk pegang buku 'baca' (or mereka cerita.. hehe) untuk baby Hariz, sebelah lagi dok enjut baby Hariz.. kakak Farizah merajuk sebab kakak tak bagi dia enjut.. Farizah enjut kuat sikit... dua kakak nih berebut nak tolong enjut baby Hariz.. so cute!

aman rase bila tengok anak2 tidur, tengok la mula2 Farzana tidur siap tangan letak belakang kepala.. banyak fikir macam mana nak jaga adik2 ini kot.. huhuhu..

punya la panjang Fatin merapu tadi, tiba2 hilang.. (jangan tanya camne boleh hilang.. huhu.. dalam draft pun tiada sebab Fatin sambung taip yang sudah mula taip semalam kot.. atau 2 hari lepas, hehe..) so auto save fail.. sebab dah lama kot.. page tidak refresh? ape2 pun.. saje hendak ajak kawan2 tengok cerita ini, "Confessions of a Shopaholic". terutamanya pada mereka yang suka berbelanja yang tidak perlu (ingatan buat Fatin specially) hehe.. tapi Fatin rasa Fatin tidak la seteruk itu.. huhu..

lately Fatin masih belum cekap menjadi ibu kepada anak 3.. sedap je palu gendang saya ibu kepada 3 anak.. tapi sendiri belum cukup mahir tangani 3 orang anak bersama kerja rumah.. (boleh tahan juga ye bila fikir dalam English tapi nak taip dalam bahasa.. huhu.. kadang2 otak nih berfungsi ikut dia jer.. sepatutnya, nak taip/cakap bahasa fikir la dalam bahasa.. begitu juga untuk English.. tetapi kadang2 jadinya lain.. ntah la) hari ini kelam kabut sebab Fatin cuba cabar diri bagaimana bila dah habis pantang.. dan hari ini, tak bertunku.. huhu.. tak sempat.. esok kene bertunku balik laa.. rasa lenguh kaki nih.. (masuk angin kot..)

hari ini, Beijing dah mula 'panas' sikit kembali.. untuk 2 minggu lepas, Beijing agak sejuk.. bayangkan la.. heater rumah pula sudah ditutup, (built-in heater juga ikut pihak pengurusan Richmond Park yang mana ikut polisi kerajaan). rumah sangat2 sejuk.. Abg kata macam suhu masa Winter.. padahal sudah masuk musim Bunga.. (huwaa.. tolong.. sgt lembap la taip begini.. nak taip ayat selamba je rasa.. huhu) tambahan pula, external heater ada satu sahaja yang boleh berfungsi, satu lagi rosak dah.. maka, baby Hariz memang duduk dalam bilik jer laa.. malam di area living nih.. huhu.. sejuk hampir seperti kat luar.. (perasan Fatin.. dalam rumah Fatin pakai 3 lapis sampai, siap jaket sekali.. sejuk!) udah la tengah pantang..

oh, saje nak letak resepi ini, (untuk rujukan akan datang..) Fatin guna resepi yang sama untuk buat biskut semperit.. (bagi Fatin, resepi yang sama sesuai untuk buat biskut semperit, tart nenas n juga corn flakes, cuma untuk biskut cornflakes, Fatin tambah lagi gula then cornflakes..) anak2 sangat suka.. Farzana la asyik minta buatkan biskut ini lagi.. buat last 2 days kot.. sekarang biskut nyer dah habis.. dpt less than 100.. (dalam 80++ kot.. wallahualam.. lupa dah.. latest buat tak kira)

PINEAPPLE TART

(resepi copy paste from fp Mamafami rasenye, lama dah simpan.. lupa mase sumber..)

Ingredients :

226g butter, at room temperature

1 egg yolk

1 teaspoon vanilla essence

1 tablespoon sugar

2 tablespoons (heap) cornflour

2 1/2 tablespoons (heap) custard powder

1 tablespoon milk powder

2 1/2 cups flour

Topping :

1 egg yolk

a few drops of yellow coloring

Filling :

I used the ready made pineapple jam

Method :

1. Cream butter, egg yolk, vanilla essence and sugar.

2. Add cornflour.

3. Add custard powder.

4. Add milk powder.

5. Finally add enough flour until a soft dough is formed.

6. Place a bit of dough into the cookie press mould. Pipe out the dough about 2 inches length.

7. Place the filling on top and roll. Arrange on the baking tray.

8. Bake in a preheated oven at 175 C for 20 - 25 minutes

How well do you know your husband

2009-03-31T08:50:00.000-07:00

tagged by Nina

1. He's sitting in front of the TV, what is on the screen?
news (ie BBC, CNN) or documentaries.. ((my husband not that skema.. hehe.. tp tv sini tak byk pilihan.. movies tak menariks.. ade hbo jer.. so kalu suamiku tgk tv kat sini.. itu la pilihannya.. hehe.. bini takut org kata suami dia skemanya! huhu..)
bila time blk Msia lak.. mesti movies.. mesti selongkar cd citer menariks kat rumah mama..

2. You're out to eat; what kind of dressing does he get on his salad?
It'll be rare for my husband to take salad.. huhu.. but if he does, it might be thousand island.

3. What's one food he doesn't like?
tuna

4. You go out to eat and have a drink. What does he order?
nescafe susu

5. Where did he go to high school?
Setapak High School if not mistaken.. then MRSM Kuantan

6. What size shoe does he wear?
7

7. If he was to collect anything, what would it be?
money from different countries (i think sbb suka simpan duit yg nampak baru.. so ade dah sikit)

8. What is his favorite type of sandwich?
peanut butter?

9. What would this person eat every day if he could?
curry and curry and curry.. hehe.. as well as masakan sambal/pedas (ie ayam masak merah)

10. What is his favorite cereal?
honey stars i guess.. he will take honey star among honey star, coco crunch and corn flakes..

11. What would he never wear?
anything weird or funny.. he's quite concern with his apprearance.. cannot just simply wear anything.. not like his wife.. hahahha..

12. What is his favorite sports team?
no sport.. he just like to work!

13. Who did he vote for?
most ppl who know him can guess.. but biarla rahsia di sini! hehe..

14. Who is his best friend?
I could name few close friends of his.. but not sure who is his best friend.. during campus time.. he is close to Heemi, Sufian (Bajik), Fakhrul, Fakhzan and list can go on..

15. What is something you do that he wishes you wouldn't do?
nagging n shopping.. hehe..

16. What is his heritage?
Malay.

17. What is his favourite colour?
Green

18. What is his habit?
recently like to eat pictachio nuts

19. What is he proud of?
his archivement in his life..

20. Lastly, do you think he will read this?
yes, when he's not working and boring.. and jika abg baca.. tak yah keje kuat2.. bini abg jeles ngan keje abg.. uhuhuhu..

I'd like to tag
dilah
fara
fatma
juwita
fizi

PPSMI

2009-03-27T09:25:00.000-07:00

I thought I want to answer tag from Nina on how well you know your husband.. but then visited Tun Dr Mahathir's website, che det. I read about Pengajaran & Pembelajaran Sains dan Matematik dalam Bahasa Inggeris (PPSMI). Honestly, I was quite against this PPSMI.. sebab? hmm.. well.. let me put it this way..

1. I stay in Beijing, China. In China, locals proud of their language and outsider need to learn Mandarin to communicate and interact.

2. I did have opportunity to have a short stay (a month and a half) in Paris. French people also proud of their language and barely want to speak English (some times even if they can!) so point 1 & 2 make me want to be proud of bahasa.. untuk membudayakan bahasa.. (tp saya nih ckp tak serupa bikin.. saya selalu guna bahasa rojak! abah tok, now i see your point!)

3. There is someone I know whom, when he was small, he used to be among the last in his class, don't really like to learn and study as no one push him to do so. until he had a teacher who gave him free tuition, helped him, encourage him to study. and thanks to that teacher, he's able to have interest in study and succeed. as for this young kid, whom I see as representative of average children/student, how are they going to succeed if Math and Science is taught in English? even in bahasa its already hard enough for them as they have no one to help them out with study? now even in English? who're going to help them with homework and study as their own parents dont even speak or know a word in English.. thus, as for me, this will bring a big gap between average students and smart students. average students could be far left behind.

4. and worse, many teachers have not conquer english very well. so how are they going to be able to deliver in english?

these are just some of my worries.. but TDM has his points why PPSMI should continue.. what u guys think?

Berpantang

2009-03-26T23:49:00.000-07:00

Bagaimana cara Fatin berpantang kat Beijing? huhu.. pantang cara orang muda je la.. hari nih since anak2 okay, Hariz pun tido makin okay dah.. malam tadi pun Fatin dapat tido.. tido bangun2 juga.. tp tidak la berturut 5 jam tak tido.. huhu.. gap bangun sejam, then 2jam beza.. ade la Hariz bangun dalam 4 kali je kot malam tadi.. so Fatin ade la masa nak karang cara Fatin pantang.. specially di sini.. huhu..

1. Cara pakaian
since kat sini sejuk, baju wajib pakai at least 2 lapis.. then mesti berstokin.. tp masa pantang lepas Farzana pun pakai stokin juga.. and baju tangan panjang.. baju tangan panjang dan stokin nih memang perlu sebab nak elak sejuk kan.. elak badan masuk angin.. perlu pakai baju tangan panjang even di Malaysia, jika tidak nanti sakit bila tua nanti.. ie, pakai tangan pendek or sleveless, bila tua rase sakit urat2 kat tangan.. wallahualam.. kat Beijing, selain pakai stokin, Fatin pakai selipar rumah.. sejuk ooo.. and lupa nak cakap.. selalunya orang berbengkung kan.. somehow nape Fatin sgt tak reti berbengkung.. Fatin pakai corset jer.. bengkung juga.. tp bengkung moden laa.. hehe.. yg sangkut guna cangkut besi tuh.. ini untuk kembalikan perut.. kan cam menggelebeh perut kiter lepas bersalin.. (till Farzana tanya.. hehe.. Mama ade baby lagi ker dalam perut masa kat hospital lepas bersalinkan Hariz.. hahahha.. nak gelak pun ade.. tensen pun ade..)

2. Bertunku
Fatin bertunku boleh dikata setiap hari since pantang time Farzana.. time Farzana bibik Mama mase tuh yg tunku.. awal pagi lak tuh.. before pukul 6pagi.. (5.30am kot) time Farizah, Fatin ade maid masa tuh for 2 or 3 weeks.. maid tuh yg datang tunku dulu pagi2.. dalam pukul 7.30am kot.. (of course Mama Fatin la yang ajar camne-Mama Fatin datang masa Fatin bersalin Farizah di Beijing) tapi lepas tuh, Abg tolong tunku kan, then Fatin sambung buat sendiri bahagian lain.. time Hariz, Fatin tunku sendiri.. Abg bakarkan batu tunku or jika Abg tak bakarkan, Fatin amik bakar sendiri.. tapi bila buat sendiri nih.. hehe.. kekadang ikut masa sendiri juga laa.. kekadang pagi.. kekadang petang.. batu tunku, pinjam Mama Fatin punya laa.. bawa from Malaysia..

Bertunku, Fatin tunku kaki hingga perut.. masa Farzana, since csor, Fatin cuma ditunku di kaki jer.. Mama tak berani kat perut takut ape2 hal.. masa Farizah, juga tunku kaki jer.. but at times buat perut sendiri, Mama Fatin ajar buat tekan batu dari luar (tepi keliling perut) ke tengah.. time Hariz, Fatin pepandai tunku sendiri kaki ke perut, then buat tangan sikit (kekadang) and belakang leher..

3. Mengurut
Mama Fatin tolong urutkan masa di Beijing for both after deliver Farizah & Hariz.. lepas urut sedap rase badan.. masa Farizah, Mama sempat la urut 2 kali.. masa Hariz, Mama nak urut 2 kali juga.. tapi sempat sekali jer.. sbb Mama sakit urat.. bila dah tua nih.. kekadang datang sakit urat juga kan.. masa Farizah dulu, ade juga Abg urutkan.. kali nih Abg belum lain tolong urutkan.. wink2 kat Abg.. huhuhu.. (Abg ade offer.. tp belum ade masa.. anak dah 3.. huhuhu.. kekadang.. kelam kabut juga..)

4. Makan
Fatin makan nasi bubur (Fatin biasa panggil nasi lembik). sebab, supaya senang digest.. tapi, Fatin tidaklah amik small amout.. biasa Fatin makan setgh cawan, so untuk nasi lembik Fatin, juga masak setengah cawan.. cuma buat nasi lembik laa.. awal pantang, makan nasi lembik dengan ikan selar bakar.. kemudian, Fatin makan juga bersama lauk lain cam ayam goreng halia, ayam goreng jintan, ikan salmon marinated dengan mayonis + rempah kari, then bakar.. (sedap nih.. resepi baru cuba time Hariz) sayur, sayur kailan bukan sayur sejuk so elok makan masa pantang. juga Mama Fatin kata leh makan french beans.. Fatin suh maid masak dengan telur, carrot, tomato.. sayur goreng gitu.. menu Fatin hari nih... nasi lembik + salmon bakar (marinated dgn mayonis + rempah kari) + sawi goreng dgn udang.. tak sure la sawi sayur sejuk ke panas.. huhu.. (Fatin tahu sesetengah orang tak makan masakan berminyak masa pantang.. Fatin makan jer) breakfast, either corn flakes dengan fresh milk or roti cicah susu suam.. tp time Hariz nih.. huhu.. belasah juga simple breakfast lain.. hehe.. ie karipap inti daging kari n roti canai instant.. (Fatin buat instant before deliver Hariz) snack time, Fatin mkn juga biskut, roti n coklat! hehe.. coklat tak patut makan masa pantang ye!

Fatin makan juga buah.. buah sejuk, yg ini Fatin tahu.. tapi bagi Fatin perlu balance, supaya senang makanan nak hadam and dinyahtinjakan.. uhuhuhu..

5. Minuman
Jus Fatin minum juga specially masa kat hospital.. susu suam, Fatin banyak minum.. nak suruh banyakkan susu.. air of course.. juga Fatin minum air rebusan kurma merah.. kurma merah (dlm segenggam)+ hirisan halia, rebus api perlahan (dalam periuk paling kecil-periuk utk panaskan susu tuh) for about 2 hours, minum panas2.. jika buat sup, sup tulang ker sup ayam ker, ambil sikit sup nyer dan rebus bersama kurma merah + halia.. sedap rase urat, n air rasa manis.. or boleh juga rebus dengan kaki ayam ker.. sama buh segenggam kurma merah n halia.. Fatin minum juga air rebusan ubat periuk.. masa bersalin Farizah.. time Hariz nih tak lagi.. huhu.. Fatin tak minum air sejuk.. sebab kat sini sejuk.. huhu.. plus Mama Fatin kata tak boleh minum air sejuk, nanti sakit bila tua.. salah satu effect.. tp bergantung pada org juga kot.. bawah berair.. wallahualam.. utk ubati sila minum air rebusan ubat periuk.. wallahualam.. oh yer.. lupa.. air kunyit..(biasanya buat masa dekat2 akhir pantang) ini Fatin minum juga since pantang time Farzana.. huhuhu.. rasenyer sgt la tak sedap.. hehe.. tapi kebaikan dia.. utk rapatkan mende org perempuan tuh.. camne nak buat? kunyit hidup tambah air sikit, tumbuk/blend and ambil air dia.. minum.. sambil minum.. ibu jari kaki kanan pijak ibu jari kaki kiri sambil mengadap kiblat dan berselawat.. doa la moga ketat selalu bak kata Kak Zahrah.. hehe.. juga amalkan senaman cam nak tahan kencing tuh utk rapatkan kembali perempuan punya tuh.. ini senaman jaga kewanitaan.. juga menyusu badan nih mengembalikan rahim ke kedudukan asal dan kecutkan rahim.. wallahualam..

6. Mandi Lulur
Fatin buat mandi lulur di sini since time Farizah lagi.. kali nih baru buat sekali.. buat sendiri pakai powder yg dibeli di PKNS dan dibelikan oleh sedara from Kelantan.. mase Farizah pakai yang from Kelantan jer.. Fatin suka yg ini.. bau pun dah biasa dengan Fatin.. masa before nak kawin dulu pun Fatin buat sendiri mandi lulur 3 bulan before kawin, once a week (weekend la sebab kerja masa tuh).. thanks to Kak Intan-kawan ofis Fatin masa tuh yang ajar.. (till now still keep in touch.. kebetulan kak Intan tinggal dekat dgn rumah Mama Abah.. sempat la jumpa raya lepas..) abis dia angkut/ajak Fatin ikut masa dia nak buat preparation dia kawin.. (mase tuh dia pun tahu Fatin tgh wat preparation Fatin) nak eratkan lagi hubungan suami isteri.. kalu yg duduk tempat 4 musim, musim summer ker.. boleh la sama2 mandi lulur nih.. hehe..

Fatin tak makan jamu sebab Fatin menyusu badan.. masa Farzana, Mama Fatin belikan set bekas mufti Kelantan.. (yg Mama pakai dulu juga rasenyer) huhu.. tapi tak pakai/makan pun.. then masa Farizah, Mama main beli jer set bersalin which Fatin guna minyak sapu and ubat periuk & barut herba dia.. masa Hariz, Fatin beli set Nona Roguy which Fatin tak bukak pun.. berplastik lagi.. huhu.. sayang la pulak.. sape nak beli? Fatin beli RM355 kot (tak ingat actually, belikat PKNS Shah Alam jer).. tapi Fatin nak jual RM300.. ade orang interested? specially yg deliver selepas June/July tahun nih.. (plan balik dlm June July) huhuhu.. dah tahu tak makan sape suruh beli kan? teruja tengok kakak ipar cun jer lepas bersalin 2nd.. hehe.. (kakak ipar, Kak Eda makan set Nona Roguy nih laa..) oh yer.. set Nona Roguy nih kami beli masa balik raya October 2008.. so set baru juga lagi.. expired date July 2011.. jika ade yg berminat sila email kat Fatin @ nur_fateen@yahoo.com

utk bykkan susu, Fatin just bykkan minum air, susu suam juga minum air kurma merah nih.. sila juga rujuk cara Apis bykkan susu.. and cara Nina pula, dia bykkan makan nasi dan kentang.

ape lagi ye? tuh je la kot.. harap2 okay la cara jagaan camnih.. tanak sakit bila tua.. huhu.. sila tambah ye cara berpantang kawan2.. boleh kiter sama2 jadikan rujukan.. huhu.. sekian..
eh cop.. alang2.. biar tak abis lagi pantang pun.. nak buat dedication sikit.. nak ucap terima kasih kepada Abg Helmi kerana jaga Fatin pantang.. honestly.. Abg Helmi sekarang makin matured dah.. at least Fatin tak risaukan sangat tentang anak2.. kami sama2 boleh gotong royong.. huhu.. anak pun dah 3!

kepada Mama, terima kasih sebab tolong urut Fatin, nasihat2 utk Fatin juga pertolongan lain (ie make cotton balls).. pantang Mama Tok nampak Fatin buat mende yg tak boleh.. kene laa.. huhu.. kepada Abah, terima kasih sebab jagakan Farizah sbb Abg Helmi pergi kerja.. terima kasih ye Abah & Mama sebab datang Beijing juga tengokkan anak2 Fatin.. seronok Farzana n Farizah.. Abah Tok siap sempat buat doll house (pieces cam puzzle pasang yg Fatin beli) untuk Farzana.. juga hadiah untuk baby Hariz.. tq Abah Tok.. nanti nak masuk acc Hariz.. (from Mama Tok kene claim bila account bank baby Hariz dah bukak eh Mama Tok.. huhu..)

masa Mama & Abah ade di Beijing, Abg Helmi pergi kerja.. sekarang nih patutnya Abg Helmi nak ambil cuti.. tapi system reject.. n boss dia lak kata kerja from rumah la.. simpan cuti.. boss dia pun tahu agaknya Abg Helmi kalu cuti pun kerja.. hehe.. (sbb mmg siap2 bawa balik laptop ofis/kerja dia..) tapi Abg kata.. Abg akan ambil/tolak cuti juga.. (tapi mmg suamiku bekerja from rumah.. siap meeting lagi.. but meeting via phone laa..) then advices staffs n buat kerja (programming) - connect to network ofis dia.. hari2! huhu.. suamiku mmg rajin bekerja.. bz manjang..

saje upload video anak2 ku ptg tadi.. seronok tgk 2 sisters main sama2 happy.. n Hariz boleh lak tido jer.. hehe.. kalu camnih selalu kan bagus.. huhu..

Robbery @ Tmn Maluri, Cheras..

2009-03-26T08:49:00.000-07:00

saje share fwd Fatin terima.. berani nya dorang rompak siang2.. marilah kiter sama2 berhati2..

written in the fwd email..

"Dear all,

This is what happened last Monday.

Spare sometime to watch this video clip which was captured during the robbery from the cctv installed at the victim's car porch.

It happened so fast that the maid and the owner cannot do anything as the group of 6 arrived in 3 motorbikes.

ambushing the owner as he and his wife arrived home at about 2.45pm.

The couple came home in 2 separate cars. The whole robbery took about 2 minutes only.

They had parang with them. Look at how one of them treated the owner when he came out of the house during the robbery. "

utk pagar rumah.. bacalah ayat Kursi sambil pusing rumah dan hembus keliling rumah.. ini amalan Abah Fatin. Abah biasa pagar luar (keliling pagar) dan dlm rumah. jika takut nak pagar luar, at least pagar la dlm rumah. n surah al-Baqarah surah yg elok utk pagar rumah.

wallahualam.. moga Allah lindungi kiter n keluarga kiter..

A mother got to do what a mother got to do..

2009-03-26T00:03:00.000-07:00

Honestly.. I never want to be too protective mother.. but..

We just came back from BJU Hospital.. brought lil Hariz for check up.. I called my husband's boss' wife asking for her opinion.. told Clara about Hariz's condition.. She used to be a nurse.. and of course she told me to bring Hariz to hospital.. and since I only slept for about 4 hrs (the most) last night.. (2hrs for 10pm to 12.30am, and then 5am till 6++ am), we decided we should just check.. just in case.. hope for nothing serious.. Dr checked everythings fine.. thanks you Allah.. its just normal discharge.. said the doctor.. some how got stuck.. maybe sebab dry air around.. then she just gave 'sucker' to suck any discharge liquid or dirt in Hariz's nose as well as saline water..

as its about time for Hariz next immunization.. second dose for Hepatitis B.. so we just do the vaccination.. and.. the nurse that came to give the vaccination (here the nurse will do the vaccination not doctor like in Malaysia..) is the same one that gave to Farizah & Farzana last time.. (2 girls had vaccination on the same day, for different immunization of course) I honestly.. dont like that nurse.. I was so stupid to be quiet last time as she gave the vaccination last time like stabbing.. pressing using her thumb.. about 90 degree and hold the injection needle using all the other fingers.. can u imagine? cam stab tuh? at that time (during Farizah's & Farzana's time) me and my husband couldnt believe our eyes, yet we said nothing.. so today.. as the same nurse came.. I asked Abg should we change the nurse as he also nodded she's the same nurse.. Abg said cam jangan buat hal la.. but I couldnt let that incident happened again.. I asked her how she's going to insert the needle.. she said its going to be 90 degree.. I said that's hurt.. can u lower the degree.. she said.. that's the way n some injection need to go to muscle and bla2.. I said.. I have 3 children already.. I've seen them all.. we know when its too painful and when its not, right? so I asked to give lower degree.. unless I'll change nurse.. she said okay.. but then argue that's how it's done.. so I told her.. its okay.. do u mind if other nurse do that? then I go out n observed nurses.. and I asked one nurse whom I believe not rough person to do it.. even Hariz cried.. but I know he just shocked because he was sleeping and it was just for a while.. then he just fall asleep back.. but last time.. Farzana & Farizah cried.. both of them and that rough nurse gave stickers later to Farzana to quiet her.. (and I gave chocolate to Farzana too..) I've been silly once to said nothing.. but not again.. specially Hariz is too little and the way she injected needle like stabbing u know! that rough nurse argued n complaint to other nurse whom later tried to talk to me even brought procedures how injection been done.. I'm not a doctor.. nor learning medicine.. but I'm a mother of 3! I might be naive.. but not stupid.. for once.. I had let my girls been hurt like that.. I felt like I was stabbed.. but I'll make sure it never happen again.. if I can of course.. the nurse who gave vaccination to lil Hariz asked the other nurse to leave.. this hospital is supposed to be a private-foreign hospital.. pricy hospital okay.. not that we want to go to this kind of hospital.. but we dont have much choice.. we need English speaking hosp.. and u know how much we were charged for the visit just now? its 1054 yuan (more than RM500!)

so please understand me if I just have to put my stand.. at times.. a mother got to do what a mother got to do.. what u girls think?

note: Abg showed me this later at night.. he searched in the internet.. luckily Hariz wasn't that cranky.. cuma nangis bangun tido bila tak boleh bernafas.. harap he'll get better soon.. as its already been for about 2 weeks already.. (Hariz's stuffed nose thingy)

Stuffy Nose Makes for a Stressed Baby (and Parent)

When a newborn gets a stuffy nose, it can be particularly irritating for both parent and child. "Babies under three months are what we call obligatory nose breathers, which simply means they won't breathe through their mouths. So when a baby gets a stuffy nose, it's inordinately stressful," says Douglas Holsclaw, M.D., professor of pediatrics and director of the Pediatric Pulmonary and Cystic Fibrosis Center at Hahnemann University Hospital in Philadelphia.
"Many parents come rushing into the emergency room or their pediatrician's office because their baby won't eat or sleep and is cranky all the time. It's because the baby's nose is stuffed. A baby cannot suck on a bottle or feed if he can't breathe through his nose."
To relieve an infant's stuffy nose, first use a bulb syringe or nasal aspirator to clear the nose of as much mucus as you can. Then fill a medicine dropper with saline solution. Holding the baby in your arms, positioned so that his head is slightly below the rest of his body, drop the saline into each nostril. You're doing it right if the saline hits the top of the baby's mouth, says Dr. Holsclaw. Immediately after spraying, hold the baby upright. Be sure to give one quick squirt in each nostril--so you don't "flood" the baby's nose with the saline.

By the way, Hariz's 4.68kg and 57cm (or 58cm, nurse memula checked 58cm, bila tengok banyak sgt growth, dia measured balik, which Fatin tak sempat tengok and recorded for 57cm) for his height.. when Hariz was borned, he was 3.5kg (or 3.48kg in doctor's record.. I don't understand why they just didnt put 3.48kg for official weight.. ker memang camnih?) and 50.5cm height rasenyer.. then last 9th of March, he was 3.79kg and 52cm, 12 days after he was borned..) I just put here for my future reference.. but even with stuffy nose n etc.. he's been growing.. that's the most important things.. TQ

I should go back to sleep.. hehe..

2009-03-25T12:21:00.000-07:00

tak larat nak dukung.. letak adik Hariz atas badan dia pun takper la eh, Kakak Farizah..

muka bangga tuh..
check adik selesa tak? adik pun sedap jer tido.. huhuhu.. marah tuh bila Ayah nak angkat adik..

Ita, camnih ker letak atad batang hidung? kunyit hidup+minyak masak?

oh.. saje letak.. ayi (maid) Fatin kasik pagi hari Isnin.. hadiah utk adik Hariz.. (Ayah complaint.. cam girly sikit.. as for me.. the thought that I count..)

huhu.. cubaan nak besarkan anak nih.. hehe.. mlm semlm.. before masuk tidur, Fatin minta Abg sedut lagi hidung Hariz.. sbb Hariz cam susah nak bernafas lagi.. biasa bila Abg nak buat.. Fatin yg tahan or pegi tempat lain.. tak sampai hati dengar si kecil tuh nangis.. meraung.. sian.. kagum Fatin, Abg kuat juga leh buat.. Fatin rase confirm Fatin takleh jadi doktor.. sbb tak sampai hati.. n I told my husband.. Abg nih kalu amik belajar medicine pun leh jadi doktor la.. uhuhu.. Abg kata dia pun tak sampai hati.. tp nak wat camne.. kalu tak Hariz susah nak bernafas.. (n end up Fatin kene bangun every hour) tuh yang Fatin surrender Hariz malam tadi bila Hariz susah bernafas lagi.. sbb hidung dia masih tersumbat.. tapi, ntah camne.. Hariz jerit teruk sangat.. Fatin minta Abg stop.. n Abg nampak, hidung Hariz berdarah sikit.. siannya dia.. Abg kata sbb dia menggelepar.. pusing kepala kiri kanan nak 'lari'.. Hariz mata berair.. Mama pun mata berair.. lemah tol Fatin kalu anak nangis.. hmmm.. tapi Ayah bukan sengaja.. Ayah sedut pun untuk kebaikan Hariz.. bila boleh bernafas and tido selesa sikit.. and so Mama dapat tido selesa..

Ita, Fatin cuba petua Ita.. ok la juga.. tapi tengah malam dekat pagi.. jadi balik tersumbat & susah bernafas tuh.. Fatin sapu juga tengah2 malam bila Fatin bangun.. means keep on sapu.. sikit2.. tapi tengah malam, Fatin letak minyak je la.. Hariz sapu muka dia.. huhu.. abis baju kuning.. ker cara Fatin buat salah ye? sila komen..

malam tadi, Fatin tido kol dekat 10pm, Hariz bangun kol 12.30am, nyusu, tukar nappy, nyusu lagi.. mata dia terkebil2.. huhu.. cuba dodoi tanak tidur juga.. letak kejap since dia okay.. Fatin keluar panaskan fresh milk n minum.. Hariz jerit panggil dah.. habiskan susu, angkat dia.. terkebil2 juga.. hai.. nape nih.. so check nappy balik.. baru jer bukak.. Hariz pancut.. uhuhu.. adulahai anak teruna Mama nih.. dalam pampers pun banyak dah pee.. tukar nappy, tukar baju.. susukan sikit.. tak tido juga.. letak balik, Mama kuar cari biskut lak.. hehe.. n air suam.. Hariz jerit lagi kuat.. hehe.. aiyyo.. sambil makan biskut, minum air, susukan dia.. hehe.. sampai kol 2.40am, baru tido.. huhuhu.. nih kol 3.40am.. Mama tak tido lagi.. nape belum tido.. tadi konon nak habiskan biskut n minum air lagi.. huhuhu.. tapi sempat lagi surfing sambil.. so.. better la saya gi sambung tido.. harap Hariz tido lama la sikit.. huhuhu.. sekian.. terima kasih kerana baca luahan hati saya pepagi buta nih.. uhuhuhu..

Farzana's growing up!

2009-03-23T20:23:00.000-07:00

Ayah & Adik.. oppss.. kakak Farizah..
I've already loss more than 10kg!

bodyguard setia baby Hariz..

Untung Hariz ade 2 org kakak.. huhuhu.. kanan kiri ade dayang.. (abaikan rumah yg bersepah..)

jantung hati Mama Ayah.. pelengkap hidup Mama Ayah..

petang semlm ker mlm? , Farzana datang kat tanya Mama nak minum air panas? huhu.. Fatin kata nak.. tapi takpe la.. nanti Mama ambil sendiri.. to mu surprise.. Farzana datang dengan setengah gelas air panas (gelas ikea).. gelas dia ambil kat rak.. katanya dia ambil stool (ikea stool) then ambil gelas.. air panas, tekan jer ambil kat mesin air mineral.. but Fatin tak pernah suruh dia buat semua ini.. kagum sungguh.. (maybe budak lain ramai je boleh buat camnih..) tapi Farzana belum pernah buat camnih.. Abang pun tanya Farzana yg ambil ker tuh.. huhu.. but masa she handed me the water, she said.. hot nih mama.. becareful.. sure tangan dia pun sakit pegang gelas tuh.. alahai.. cepat nyer anak Mama membesar.. terharu Fatin! and Farzana sekarang makin rajin tolong kemas2 sekeliling.. cara dia nak attract our attention.. dia tahu kami akan happy n suka dia.. tapi ade ketika jadi budak juga, contohnya bila minta hug tika Mama tengah nyusu baby Hariz.. hmm.. Farizah pun dah start nak pegang/dukung baby Hariz.. tp tak pandai n tak larat pun! nanti la.. Fatin nak share cara Fatin pantang & ape yg Fatin tahu about delivery.. utk rujukan sendiri, family juga rakan2.. tp nanti la bila ade masa.. harap sempat buat before lupa! huhuhu..

last Sunday, kami gi jalan2.. hehe.. org pantang nak keluar rumah ye?! actually memula memang Fatin yg nak pegi.. tapi bila petang dah sikit.. rase penat sangat pula.. (camne tak penat.. pagi2 terus masak untuk lunch.. tak berhenti2 itu ini.. kemas, basuh baju baby.. basuh tangan.. bila time nak pegi.. rase penat nak tido lak.. uhuhuhu.. so ingat tak nak pergi.. tapi sian Farzana yang excited nak pergi.. Farzana n Farizah pun Ayah dah siapkan.. so last2, semua pegi juga.. termasuk la baby Hariz n Mama yang tengah pantang.. Mama nak g Solana.. arituh, masa Mama Tok & Abah Tok ade.. Ayah bawa gi Solana.. shopping area style western.. cantik n sumer branded original items.. and Mothercare, first Mothercare bukak kat China (or Beijing) tengah sale! so Fatin gatal la nak pegi tengok.. tp Ahad lepas Mothercare tade sale dah.. alamak.. new collections for Spring dah kuar.. and to our surprise.. ramai sangat orang kat Solana.. biasa tak ramai orang.. sebab cam tempat exclusive.. kami tak beli ape pun.. saje berjalan.. susah bergerak dengan 3 orang anak & baby Hariz yang asyik lapar nak susu.. huhuhu.. (sekali jer kene nyusu)

hari nih adik Fatin, Fatihah dihantar ke Abu Dhabi atas urusan kerja.. but maybe akan sempat jalan2 tengok Taj Mahal di India (katanya boss janji nak bawa g Taj Mahal since dia tolong buat projek ade kaitan Taj Mahal.. ker sbb kerja juga.. Fatin pun tak sure actually.. or sbb transit.. wo bu che tau-saya tak tahu..) anyway.. Fatin cuma harap.. Titi pandai jaga diri.. Mama Abah surely risau.. even though she studied kat UK.. tp hati ibu.. usahkan Mama, Fatin pun risau.. anak dara g jalan sorg.. kerja actually.. doa Fatin.. moga Titi selamat kembali few months later! (if I have her photo kat Taj Mahal.. I'll share here.. bestnya Titi dapat gi tengok Taj Mahal!)

What I did before go to sleep tonight..

2009-03-20T07:07:00.000-07:00

Farzana dok sibuk nak Mama.. nak Mama.. (mase tgh susukan Hariz lagi) sian kat dia.. lepas letak Hariz n Hariz tido, Fatin ajak dia baca Iqra'.. after all.. lama sangat dah Farzana tinggal Iqra' dia.. masa Mama Tok n Abah Tok datang Beijing, ade juga Mama Tok cuba ajak and ajar Farzana.. tapi Farzana cam buat main2 jer.. sampai Mama Tok kata Farzana tak reti sebutan.. padahal Fatin sangat slow ajar Farzana awal2 sebab nak ajar sebutan yang betul la.. tadi, Fatin cuba check tengok mana yang Farzana still ingat.. sebutan Farzana ttakde masalah.. cuma rasenye Farzana nih saje jer.. budak dah gi school nih makin banyak akal.. kalu mende yang dia tak nak buat.. ade jer akal dia nak elak.. dulu, masa Fatin tinggalkan bacaan Iqra' (baru Iqra' 1 tak habis2 lagi.. huhu.. Mama so slow.. malas nak ajar) Farzana dah baca till 'Ain'.. tapi tadi Fatin check.. she forgot quite few huruf.. dhal, dhzal, syim (syim nih sampai confuse nak sebut dah pula.. sebutan sya tuh kurang betul..) dho, dhzo.. tapi tadi Fatin stop kat ro jer.. sbb Farzana dah kata I dont want to read anymore.. but Fatin insist u have to finish this page.. n liat la juga sikit nak habiskan page ro tuh.. huhu.. alamak.. Hariz jaga nih.. Ayah tgh help tukar nappy..

then Farzana ajak baca/tengok buku yg dia belajar masa kelas chinese dia.. dia lupa perkataan kaki in chinese.. Fatin teringat iklan kat TV.. ajar orang tempatan mereka hormatkan mak dan basuhkkan kaki mak dia.. so ade la sebut xi jiao.. cam means basuh kaki.. hehe.. then we end up singing lagu head, shoulder, knee n toes in mandarin! hehehe.. of course Fatin tak tahu at first.. Farzana la ajar..
head - tou
shoulder - jiang bao
knee - shika
toes - jiao
eye - yan jing
ear - ar zhuo
nose - bi zek
mouth - juei
saje tulis.. utk Fatin catch up balik.. esok Fatin maybe lupa.. hehe.. seronok juga.. then Farzana siap cakap.. okay now no shoulder (all communications in mandarin laa.. hehe.. at times ade juga yang Fatin tak faham sbb mane la Fatin tahu kan! then tanya Abg n agak2.. Abg pun belum tido tengah mengadap keje dia! keje lagi! rajin betul suamiku bekerja eh! hehe.. workholic man) so bila no shoulder for instant.. kitaorg nyanyi n diam time shoulder laa.. Farzana main cam yang dia belajar kat school kot.. and it was fun! hehe.. ajak dia masuk tido.. tak nak at first.. tapi bila Fatin terpaksa gi sebab baby Hariz nangis, susukan baby Hariz.. Farzana baring atas katil, tempat tido dia n sekarang dah tido kot.. sebab kalu belum tido.. dia tak kan masih baring.. mesti bangun cari Mama.. huhuhu.. tapi tadi masa masih sambil dengan Hariz.. Fatin ajak Farzana baca doa tido dah.. amalan yang tidak terbuat tiap2 malam.. bila ingat for sure Fatin buat.. bila nak tido or tidokan anak.. Fatin akan ajak mereka baca doa tido, then syahadah and selawat.. jika rajin and masih belum tido.. kekadang Fatin ajak recite surah2 3 Qul 3 kali (a friend of mine ajar amal nih before tido) and also Fatin ajak baca ayat Kursi.. saje share here.. so in case ade yang nak amal.. after all sharing is caring kan.. huhu.. but.. it was fun main; tou, jiang bao, shika, jiao.. shika jiao.. huhuhu.. ok laa.. better get some sleep.. kang malam for sure kene bangun.. huhuhu.. bestnya masa tak perlu bangun malam.. hehe.. dont complaint! after all bersyukur la ade nya Hariz dalam hidup kamu Nur Fatin! huhu..

Updates..

2009-03-19T13:41:00.001-07:00

I have lots of stories to tell.. just don't have enough time to do so.. huhu.. backdated stories n pics first.. Masa Mama Tok n Abah Tok masih di Beijing, huhu.. Abah Tok banyak tolong Fatin jaga Farizah.. Ayah tak cuti masa tuh.. work.. work.. work.. awal2, Farizah hanya boleh gi ngan Abah Tok.. jadi mmg nak tak nak.. Abah Tok la yg kene jaga Farizah.. Fatin sangat berterima kasih kat Abah Tok.. huhu.. (actually, Abah Fatin tak sempat pun nak jaga anak2 mase kami kecil.. huhu.. walaupun Abah claim ade juga tolong tukar diapers anak.. but Mama ckp mane der.. hehe.. sbb Abah pun masa muda asyik sibuk dgn kerja.. macam Ayah Farzana, Farizah n Hariz la juga) so, masa Mama Tok n Abah Tok ade di Beijing lagi.. Abah Tok complaint la kat Fatin rambut depan Farizah panjang sgt.. mmg Fatin ade plan nak potong rambut Farizah.. tp tak berkesempatan.. (Farzana dah pandai cakat tak nak potong rambut sekarang sebab nak simpan rambut panjang katanya.. haii.. cepat sungguh rase anak2 membesar! skang dah pandai nak tentukan nak rambut panjang..) so Abah Tok potong sendiri rambut depan Farizah.. hehe.. n wallah.. ini la rupa baru Farizah sekarang.. (Fatin ingat Abg Helmi yg potong.. rupa2 Abah Tok yg potong.. uhuhuhu..) harap sempat la balik Malaysia nanti.. dah boleh baiki sikit rambut depan Farizah.. Farizah nih betul2 cucu Abah Tok la! hehe..

The joy of having a son
rupanya bukan senang jaga baby boy nih.. masa Mama Tok tgk Fatin tukar nappy Hariz.. Mama Tok dah tegur.. laju sikit bersihkan sumer.. nanti kene pancut.. baru pagi td.. (skang 4.56am) about 4am pagi tadi, tukar nappy Hariz.. Fatin slow sbb ngantuks.. 2 kali Hariz pee pancut.. adoi laa.. abis basah baju.. (Fatin slow sbb Hariz poo poo banyak.. nak bersihkan.. dlm ngantuk.. tak cukup laju laa..) tapi lepas Hariz pee sekali.. mata Fatin pun berbukak luas laa.. hehehhe.. ngantuk sebab before tuh tertido duduk dgn Hariz tak sure bape lama.. hehe.. then baby boy nih kuat nangis laa.. it was easier masa jaga Farzana.. n Farizah juga kot.. masa Farzana, Fatin agak sure sebab Farzana tak nangis sangat.. huhuhu.. so ini laa.. the 'joy' of having baby boy..

Farizah & Hariz..
Farizah, unlike Farzana slow sikit about bercakap nih.. tapi kami tak risau sangat, bagi kami.. let her develop at her own pace.. cuma yg lucu nya.. Farizah panggil Hariz, baby Farizah sebut bebeh or babeh.. then Hariz jadi Harold or Hareld.. huhu.. lucu kekadang bila Farizah dok Harold.. Harold.. nasib la Hariz nih boy n tough.. hehe.. sebab kadang2 kakak Farizah sgt suka 'tekan' Hariz.. Harold.. Harold.. bukan Harold.. Hariz...

Bye-bye Mama Tok & Abah Tok.

note:- actually Fatin belum habis updates.. nampaknya.. terpaksa la samb in next entry.. hehe.. Hariz bgn masa Fatin tgh cari gmbr Mama Tok n Abah Tok blk.. at times.. Hariz bgn every hour.. ade sesaper tahu nak wat camne?

Ajar anak solat..

2009-03-17T03:20:00.000-07:00

Fatin rase sgt kagum dgm ibu bapa Nik Nur Madihah bt Nik Mohd Kamal.. pelajar terbaik SPM this yr.. of course kagum dgn adik Madihah as well.. kagum how ibu bapa Madihah didik n besarkan anak2nya.. dlm serba kekurangan.. (mereka cuma duduk dlm rumah/pondok yg disewa for RM90 per month) tapi mereka lahirkan anak2 yg berjaya.. insya-Allah.. dan insya-Allah berjaya di dunia dan di akhirat.. pada Fatin.. aper yg Fatin mahu pada anak2.. bukan sahaja berjaya dlm pelajaran or berjaya di dunia.. but also berjaya di akhirat.. n jadi muslim/muslimah sejati.. Fatin tabik spring (bak kata org muda.. oh dah tua ker saya nih? hehe) pada ibu bapa Madihah.. jika Fatin ade peluang bersemuka this parent.. I really would like to know, how they teach their children.. from my readings.. adik2 Madihah also excel n even ade sorg sponsored by PNB.. doa Fatin moga mereka terus berjaya.. di dunia dah di akhirat.. jika ade sape2 tahu camne ibu bapa didik anak2 mereka.. sila kongsi dgn Fatin eh.. as well as camne Madihah study.. Mama Fatin dr dulu tekankan.. bab solat, bab agama.. selalu marah/tegur.. kalu tgk Farzana cam 'liat' bab2 nih.. even though Farzana's only few yrs old.. skang nih lagi la.. (masa dtg arituh.. siap suruh start more strict dgn Farzana bab solat.. huhu.. sort of) tp ayat Mama was.. "Fatin, kene tarik dah Farzana tiap kali sembahyang.. nampak Farzana makin liat dah.." huhu..

anyway.. Fatin nak share bab ajar anak solat.. masa Fatin cuma ada Farzana.. maklum la.. sorg anak jer kan.. Fatin hangkut dia mana Fatin g.. nak solat pun Fatin letak dia atas sejadah.. even though dia tak leh gerak lagi.. (baby i mean) atas sejadah Fatin letak tepi la.. unless time dia tido.. n slowly bila dia dah makin besar.. Fatin selalu apar sejadah sebelah n ajak dia solat.. Farzana mmg jenis dgr n ikut.. then slowly tunjukkan camne angkat takbir.. then slowly tambah other rukun of solah.. ruku' n etc.. masa solat.. Fatin suka baca kuat2.. bila berimam dgn Abg.. Abg pun baca kuat.. unless siang.. (tp Fatin siang pun baca kuat) maybe juga sbb tuh Farzana bole recite al-Fatihah, n surah 3 Qul (surah Al-Ahad jer yg betul sikit) since she's very young.. younger or around 2 yrs old.. cuma sekarang nih surah hafalan kurang.. last time check, Farzana tahu surah 'Wal Asr', sikit2 ayat Kursi, surah at-Tin.. n satu dua surah lagi rasenyer.. sbb Fatin makin bz.. tak dan nak wat main sambil recite surah dgn dia.. n time Farizah.. Fatin lagi tak dan nak hangkut dia letak atas sejadah cam Farzana b4.. tp ajaran Mama Fatin.. bila nak solat, ajak anak solat sama.. since kecil nih.. apar sejadah sebelah n puji bila dorang solat sama.. moga lekat solat dgn dorang.. aminnnn.. Fatin harap anak2 semua lekat solat sampai besar n kuat.. biar di mana mereka berada bila besar nanti.. tp mereka tahu tanggungjawab mereka sebagai seorg Muslim/Muslimah.. n tak tinggal solat.. ok la.. Fatin stop dulu.. Hariz tak keruan dah nih

samb: kenapa Fatin harap anak2 Fatin kuat bab solat? sbb Fatin reflect dari diri Fatin.. masa Fatin kecil.. Mama Abah Fatin espose Fatin pada 'kehidupan' luar.. or differences.. Fatin mase 3-5yrs attended Tadika Islam pakai tutup sumer siap tudung, then 6 yrs old join Tadika Ampang (a bit pricy kinder i guess utk zaman tuh), an English medium kindergarten siap pakai short okay.. huhu.. then sek rendah.. sekolah yg Mama pilih terbaik dah area Gombak tuh.. Sek Ren Keb Taman Sri Gombak-SRKTSG (now known as SKTSG) then masuk SM Convent Bukit Nanas.. masa Fatin di Convent.. first day kat sekolah.. Fatin sorg jer yg pakai tudung dlm kelas Fatin.. Fatin tanya mana surau.. friends barely know where it is.. ye la.. sumer pun form 1 baru kan.. then masa rehat.. Fatin cari surau sampai sesat, tanya sana sini.. (masa tuh, first day.. rase scary juga sekolah nih.. after all.. convent is part of church) then slowly.. kawan2 lain pun sama2 g solat dgn Fatin.. dari kecil Fatin dah diajar.. solat tak boleh tinggal.. n masa tuh dah baligh dah pun.. and masa dulu.. pantang solat lewat.. or hampir tertinggal solat fardhu.. sbb lambat sgt.. sampai nangis2 takut n nyesal.. betapa hati bersih masa tuh.. huhuhu.. and adik Fatin yg bongsu, Uthman.. first day g sekolah rendah, darjah 1, Abah yg teman Uthman first day kat sekolah.. masa rehat (sekolah belah ptg), masa rehat.. Abah kelam kabut cari Uthman sbb Abah terleka baca newspaper.. cari2 jumpa Uthman.. Man minta Abah pegangkan bekal yg Mama bekalkan.. then pergi arah surau dan tunaikan solat Zohor.. ngalir air mata Abah tgk anak bongsu dia jaga bab solat.. and he was only 6 yrs old! so Fatin pun harap, Fatin boleh didik anak2 Fatin kuat/jaga bab solat.. so biar di mana pun mereka berada nanti.. mereka tahu.. time solat.. kene solat n akan usaha/cari nak solat kat mana n etc.. solat adalah tiang agama.. kalu rumah, tiang tak kuat.. camne? runtuh kan rumah tuh.. begitulah juga dgn individu itu.. wallahualam.. sorry, I couldnt put things in very proper way.. since Fatin pun taip main taip n bila boleh.. td sambil dgn Hariz.. then serabut anak2 lain.. then stop sat basuh dlm sinki n etc.. huhu.. so.. harap just take point yg Fatin cuba smpikan eh.. huhu.. moga anak2 kiter kuat.. jadi Muslim/Muslimah yg kuat.. kuatnya mereka.. kuat la generasi muda kiter..

to Cik Dilah.. sila ajar Zahraa solat from now.. jgn malas2.. hehe.. at least Lah ade Zahrin yg rajin nak ajar/join ajar/jaga anak.. Abg Helmi nih terlalu concerntrate on keje jer.. keje.. keje.. keje.. dok rumah konon jaga org pantang pun wat keje.. huhu.. at times.. how I jealous with his work.. huhuhu.. (tp now, lately ade participate juga la.. banding b4!)

al-Fatihah buat Tok Embun.. nenek Abg Helmi yg meninggal pagi semlm.. al-Fatihah..

Old Stories..

2009-03-15T04:09:00.000-07:00

Kakak Farzana yg suka dtg tgk baby Hariz sebelum gi sekolah..

Kakak n adik solat dengan Abah Tok

Mama Tok & Abah Tok belikan Farizah car.. Farizah tanak main ngan doll.. nak car..

Kakak Farizah gi check bila dengar suara adik Hariz

adik Hariz nyenyak tido masa Kakak Farizah kuar..

the day Kakak Farizah g 'shopping' ngan Mama Tok & Abah Tok

Farizah 'baca' Quran.. camnih la kalu Quran tak simpan tempat dia blk.. ade la yg rajin nak baca gak..

Kakak Farzana kiss adik Hariz sebelum gi sekolah..

pics as usual dr bawah ker atas.. sorry main upload jer..

Mama Tok & Abah Tok dah selamat sampai Malaysia pagi buta tadi.. maybe dalam pukul 1pagi kot sampai rumah.. huhu.. flight ptg from Beijing.. smpi la lewat mlm.. so pagi td mesti kepenatan lagi.. sian Mama Tok & Abah Tok.. i guess.. sekarang nih sumer airlines agak strict on weight thingy.. anyway.. thanks Mama Tok & Abah Tok for coming.. Farzana n Farizah nampak suka n happy sgt masa Mama Tok & Abah Tok ade..

I've been quiet for sometimes sebab Farzana sakit, earlier this week.. ade batuk n kahak sikit2.. then hari Khamis mlm Jumaat demam.. so esoknya tak g sekolah laa.. then baby Hariz pun jangkit.. cam ade kahak kot or cam selsema sikit.. so baby Hariz tak dpt bernafas selesa.. (nih tekaan Mama n Ayah) so Mama sgt exausted.. mahunye tak.. baby Hariz yg good jadi tanak tido letak.. nak kene pangku.. terpaksa la Mama tido duduk.. then kalu tak tahan sgt.. dlm kol 4.30am++ tuh.. terpaksa kejut Ayah minta Ayah pegangkan sat b4 solat Subuh.. n Mama ade la rest sikit.. till now not fully recover yet.. both Kakak Farzana n Hariz.. hmm.. cubaan..

nanti slowly ade masa, Fatin upload gmbr2 Ayah bawa Mama Tok & Abah Tok g Solana.. (shopping complex baru di sini yg cun.. tp bukan tmpt murah..) baby Hariz first check up kat hosp.. dan gmbr Mama Tok/Abah Tok blk..

to Man, adik iparku yg nikah semlm.. tahniah.. moga berkekalan hingga akhir hayat.. nampaknyer.. menantu perempuan keluarga En Saad both from Kelantan.. (m considering myself from Kelantan.. after all.. Fatin lahir pun kat Kelantan.. membesar jer kat KL/Selangor)

and to Abah Tok.. sorry.. i just have to be myself.. tahu campur BM/English nih.. aci la eh..

Mohd Hariz Firdaus bin Mohd Helmi

2009-03-04T22:20:00.000-08:00

Kakak Farizah pun tolong tgkkan adik Hariz.. masa Fatin masuk bilik, Farizah tgh tepuk2 adik cam nak suh tido tuh..

Kakak Farzana sgt seronok boleh pegang adik.. masa adik Hariz umur 5 hari..

gmbr lama sebenarnya nih.. abaikan katil yg bersepah itu.. huhu

"Alert & Awake"

'Kasih Kakak' :-> Kakak Farzana block dgn byk bantal takut adik Hariz jatuh katil.. huhu..

Thanks Cik Dilah atas kiriman byk baju Mothercare.. Mama likes them!

My handsome boy.. hehe.. kasik can la Mama nak perasan ye! (org baru dpt anak laki..)

Bila kami namakan anak perempuan, kami letak 'initial' NFH tp bila anak lelaki.. ia akan jadi MHF. Ini Fatin la yg nak.. bab nih Abg tak kisah jer.. huhu.. Abg more kisah nama anak itu.. nak nama yg best2 padanya.. n sgt teliti nanti org panggil nama anak dia camne dll. (rase pelik pula taip BM penuh.. tapi sbb Fatin pilih nak berbahasa Melayu n Abah Tok tegur Fatin taip campur2 tak sedap katanya.. so Fatin rasa sgt 'slow' actually Fatin nak taip nih.. huhu.. so anak lelaki kami namakan Muhammad Hariz Firdaus. Hariz nih Cik Titi yg cadang. Fatin ok jer, sukakan maksud dia. Firdaus, Ayah yg pilih.
Muhammad - yg terpuji
Hariz - pemelihara, penyimpan, yang warak
Firdaus - nama syurga

ok la.. itu sahaja la cerita kali ini. Fatin rasa kepenatan sedikit dan rasa nak rehat. Kene jaga susu juga lepas hadapi macam2 cubaan. Doa Mama, moga Hariz membesar dgn sihat, cergas & cerdas juga jadi hamba Allah yg beriman, beramal & bertaqwa. diberi ingatan yg kuat (moga boleh hafal Quran, pemikiran yg tajam, pandangan yg baik, paras rupa yg baik, pendengaran, penglihatan dan rasa yg baik. Juga moga jadi anak yg soleh, dan berjaya dlm pelajaran, berjaya dlm hidup di dunia & di akhirat. aminnnn.. oh ye.. moga dpt jodoh yg beriman.. hehe.. (jauh lagi tuh Mama! hahhahhaha.. inilah doa Fatin buat semua anak2..)

p/s:- jika Fatin tak reply ur msg, I wasn't in front of the computer.. maklum la ramai org kan kat rumah.. so ramai la yg menggunakan komputer..

Happy 2nd Birthday Farizah

2009-03-03T09:15:00.000-08:00

cucu Abah Tok!

us.. baby Hariz dah tido.. (I look fat.. :( )

Farizah tak pandai tiup lilin lagi.. huhu..

Marble Chocolate Cheesecake..

kek yg Mama n Abah Tok buat..

Buat anakku Farizah.. moga Farizah membesar dgn sihat, cergas n cerdas.. Mama sayang sgt Farizah.. gigih Mama buat kek utk Farizah pantang2 nih gak.. mujur ade Abah Tok tolong.. huhu..

MARBLE CHOCOLATE CHEESE CAKE (Roylazim)

Ingredients A :

180 g butter

20 g cocoa powder

170 g castor sugar (I reduced to 150 g only)

3 eggs

120 g self-raising flour

1 teaspoon baking powder

Ingredients B :

250 g cream cheese

60 g castor sugar

1 teaspoon vanilla essence

1 egg

Method :

1. Sift self-raising flour, baking powder and cocoa. Set aside.

2. Cream butter and sugar.

3. Add in eggs (ingredient A), one at a time.

4. Add in the sifted ingredients and mix well.

5. In another bowl, beat all ingredients in B till light.

6. Prepare a 7" tray, line with grease-proof paper. I used an 8" x 8" tray. Pour in one part of ingredient A's mixture into the tin. Spread evenly. Then pour the whole ingredient B's mixture on top and spread evenly. Finally pour the balance of ingredient A's mixture on top and spread nicely to cover the whole area.

7. Bake in a pre-heated oven at 160 C for 1 hour.

Gambar2 28hb Februari

2009-03-02T02:28:00.000-08:00

Tengah tunggu teksi

Fatin kene stay dulu sbb baby MHF kene buat satu lagi ujian pukul 10 malam. Baby dah siap nak blk!

Baby MHF dah siap untuk sesi fotografi..

Mama Tok & Abah Tok dah sampai hospital.. jumpa baby MHF..

Farizah dah 'click' dgn Abah Tok.. sbb Ayah tinggal girls dgn Abah Tok/Mama Tok.. baru nak g tanam uri..

Farzana bagi bunga kat Mama Tok & Abah Tok

Farzana & Farizah di lapangan terbang Beijing yang baru..

Kronologi nya dari bawah ke atas ye.. sorry Fatin main upload.. tak susun balik.. sambil tunggu nasi masak nih..

citer delivery

2009-02-27T18:07:00.000-08:00

Hari nih, Mama Tok & Abah Tok dah smpi Beijing.. alhamdulillah.. semlm Ayah, Farzana n Farizah tido kat hospital.. huhu.. ade dua sofa leh wat double bed.. tp Fatin cuma suh dorang wat satu jer.. Farzana tak suka tido kat hospital.. maybe not comfortable enough kot.. dok ajak Ayah blk.. uhuhu.. sian tgk Ayah n anak2 nyer tido kurang selesa.. Fatin pun tido tak selesa langsung.. dah la dlm kesakitan lagi kan.. huhu.. semlm last2 minta juga painkiller.. b4 nih bape kali nurses n drs offer mkn painkiller.. konon sbb pk baby.. breastfeeding kan.. takut effect.. although dorang dok kata almost tade effect la n etc.. tp semlm sbb tak selesa sgt dah.. huhu.. so surrender jer laa.. act pagi nih pun ingat nak mkn lagi sbb sakit.. tp tahan dulu.. kalu tak tahan sgt baru mkn kot.. huhu.. kene pk ape yg terbaik buat little one..

although b4 Fatin berharap sgt tak deliver awal b4 Mama Abah Fatin smpi, tp ketentuan Allah adalah yg terbaik.. Fatin since tahu baby's head dah engaged n Dr Zhou Li kata any time/day je nih.. Fatin act stop dah wat excercises.. (excercise Fatin wat pun cuma tolak stroller g hantar Farzana sekolah n g supermarket nearby apartment kami beli grocerries on weekends) tuh jer.. other than daily routines je la..

Fatin bersalin baby MHF (kasik initial je dulu laa.. hari ke-7 baru annouce nama.. aci eh) 25hb Februari 2009 kol 9.40pm kat hosp Beijing United Family. Hari Rabu tuh.. mase tgh hari.. Fatin ade perasan contraction rase lebih drpd sekali.. (biasa Fatin cuma rase contraction sekali or dua kali je sehari.. and contraction yg mild je.. tak sakit sgt.. kira masih boleh keje or mende lain lagi) so Abg blk lunch tuh Fatin bgtau kat Abg.. cam dah makin dekat.. camne kalu camnih.. camne kalu camtuh.. but since ade jer berlaku org sakit contraction berhari2 (since Fatin pun sakit sikit je baru.. cuma Fatin agak perasan lebih drpd sekali dua.. kami pk sempat la kot Mama Abah smpi Sabtu..) tgh hari mase tidokan anak2 utk napping.. Farzana tak g sekolah sbb muntah2 susu tuh.. tp act Rabu tuh dia ok dah.. Fatin biasa akan bgn bila anak2 tido.. tp since Farizah kat kanan.. Farzana kat kiri n Fatin nak bgn pun bukan leh bgn senyap2.. takut anak jaga.. plus Farizah pun siap peluk Mama takut Mama bgn tinggal.. Fatin pun baring sama sambil tertido2 juga.. huhu.. mase tuh since tade buat ape.. mmg rase makin ade contraction nih.. tp tak tetap.. kekadang ade jarak 10 mins.. kekadang setgh jam.. kekadang tak sedar sbb tido pun.. huhu.. so Fatin relaks juga lagi.. cuma ptg tuh.. anak2 pun dah bgn.. rase tak sedap hati n lain macam.. call Abg kol 5pm, minta Abg blk awal.. sbb takut.. kalu pape hal.. maid pun kol 4pm dah blk.. tade org.. Abg janji blk awal.. call Mama Abah.. tanya tak bole ker dtg awal.. tukar date tiket sbb Fatin rase lain macam.. Mama kat rumah Mak Sedara.. Mama kata takleh tunggu ker.. sbb lagi 2 hari jer.. plus Mama tak abis kemas baju sumer n etc.. but then Mama called blk.. masa tuh dah on the way blk rumah kot.. Mama tanya macam2.. suara Mama pun bunyi a bit risau.. Fatin cried.. alone.. sbb risaukan.. anak2 camne.. 5.30pm called Abg blk.. Abg tak blk2 lagi.. Abg kata kol 6pm baru Abg blk.. Abg blk, Fatin minta Abg buat air nescafe sendiri n tolong jaga makan dinner sendiri n anak2 (lauk dah ade cuma panaskan jer) sbb rase contraction sakit lak sikit n makin kerap la juga.. tp cam takde la kerap sgt.. ntah laa.. Fatin pun confuse act.. g pasang cadar bilik utk Mama Abah tido.. tp Abg tolong juga sbb ade bhgn Fatin susah nak buat sendiri.. then amik wuduk solat Maghrib.. sambil tunggu Isya', Fatin baca Yasin.. masuk Isya' dlm 7.30++pm.. Fatin cuba solat.. masa nih tetiba tak bole solat sgt.. sbb sakit sgt dah.. contraction dtg terlalu kerap.. tak sempat nak ruku' or nak samb pun lepas tu.. Fatin kuar solat.. slowly terus g kat phone.. Fatin tade org lain dah nak call.. cuma isteri boss Abg Helmi jer.. Clara.. tp b4 call tanya dulu Abg ok ker minta tolong dia.. Abg ade kata b4 kiter g esok.. tp since Fatin rase sakit sgt lak... Fatin yg amik keputusan nak g ngan Clara then Abg jagakan anak2 kat rumah.. Abg kata ok.. so end up Clara drived Fatin to hosp yg 5 mins je away.. sampi hosp bilik maternity penuh.. (tp ade satu bilik should be clear mlm tuh.. so dorang kata ade masa laa.. org tuh kuar Fatin masuk..) dorang letak Fatin tmpt lain dulu.. Fatin rase Fatin smpi hosp kol 8 lebih sbb mase dlm keter anak Clara argue nape mlm nih dia tido lambat.. huhu.. then Clara kata baru kol 8pm.. (Clara disipline by 8-9pm mase utk g tido dah biasanya) so kat hosp, Dr Ellan checked, Fatin dah dilated 8cm dah! Ya Allah.. patut la mase tuh dah sakit sgt.. n Fatin akan delivery any time jer.. Fatin tanya suami saya camne.. Dr kata kalu dia nak dtg.. kene dtg sekarang.. so Fatin call Abg.. ckp Dr kata dah dilated 8cm n suh Abg dtg sekarang.. then dornag berlari tolak Fatin masuk bilik maternity.. kat hosp nih.. bilik kiter bersalin/labour room adalah juga bilik/suite kiter stay.. masa Fatin dah dok minta nak epidural.. huhu.. saya sgt penakut sakit n since co/insurans cover full.. which Fatin leh amik epidural or anything without worry Abg kene bayar tambahan.. Fatin nak la kan.. tp memula Dr tak kasik sbb kata dah fully dilated lak.. huwaaa.. Fatin mase tuh tensen jer.. rayu gak nak.. last2 dorang bg sikit jer.. tak kasik byk pun ubat.. since Fatin tak mkn dinner.. (mujur suap Farizah snack corn flakes n susu, Fatin mkn sama n juga 2 keping biskut ptg tuh)Fatin cam tade tenaga sgt nak push.. baru 20mins push dah nak surrender.. rayu Dr tolong pakai forsep.. hehe.. hampes tol saya nih.. Dr kata awak baru push 20mins n kepala baby pun dah kuar.. sikit jer lagi.. alhamdulillah.. 9.40pm.. baby MHF pun kuar dgn selamat.. lega sgt.. syukur.. Allah permudahkan urusan Fatin kali nih.. sumer pun kata sgt smooth n quick delivery.. Fatin b4 tak berhenti2 doa.. Fatin tahu ape saja Allah tetapkan utk Fatin adalah yg terbaik.. cuma doa Fatin, anak2 Fatin dlm keadaan terbaik.. itu jer.. syukur sgt pada Allah.. Farzana n Farizah ada kat luar bilik tuh masa Fatin bersalin n Abg pun tak perlu tunggu lama.. dlm kol 10 lebih Fatin suh Abg blk.. anak2 lagi.. sian kat Clara lagi.. sesetgh org mmg tak biasa tido lambat.. ok.. tbc

Our Son

2009-02-26T08:28:00.000-08:00

Rough Morning..

2009-02-23T21:40:00.000-08:00

I had a rough morning.. things just didnt come up good.. I was in hurry in preparing breakfast, Farzana meals box, Abg lunch pack as well as making some instant roti canai for my love ones.. these are for their breakfast as well as to make it easier for Abg later in preparing Farzana meals box. We had roti canai n beef curry for breakfast and Abg said he's quite busy n wanted to bring lunch box. But he wanted nasi goreng his style. He wanted to fry it himself but things just happened. Farizah vomited early in the morning. Vomiting milk thingy and later as we were rushing walking outside to catch a taxi, Farzana vomited as well.. again.. just milk.. I dont know what's wrong with San Yuan fresh milk that morning.. we all take San Yuan fresh milk.. daily about 1.8L for the whole family. 1 big bottle. Farzana kept on asking us to send her to school but Abg insisted she stays at home. Since we're already outside, after clean Farzana at a nearby toilet, we rushed to hospital as I have 9am appointment. I need to make this one coz I already skipped last week. (ngelat tanak g sbb Dr cam nak Fatin deliver awal n I was so afraid if they do anything to speed up things/progress.. I do need to wait for my parents to arrive safely..) in the taxi, Farizah vomited again.. abis ngan Ayah pun kene sbb Ayah dukung Farizah.. and again while I was examined by the Dr. Farzana lak vomited again soon after that. What a rough day haa.. couldn't believe things could just go so wrong.. tp Fatin sempat lagi tukar cadar pagi tuh after both of them looks okay.. back at home.. both girls seem calmed n relaks.. even later dancing together following to the music which really give me good feeling..

it really break my heart watching them sick.. Now both of them are sleeping.. relief.. no more vomiting but Farizah didnt take much lunch.. Farzana mkn juga.. but then ckp rase sick again.. brought her to toilet but no vomit.. moga Farzana n Farizah getting better asap.. gtg.. Farizah's awaking..

I just want to share the recipe as I hate to have to visit my fp again and again for recipes.. gonna shutdown fp later when I have time.. update about my daughters, I think Farizah is getting okay.. even crying asking for milk which give us not much choice.. mlm sebelum tido.. her routine.. but I gave them newly opened fresh milk and boiled as well.. Mama's sure freaking out watching her daughter get sick aaaa.. but Farzana did vomit again after she woke up from afternoon nap.. n still at times say I'm sick n want to go to toilet.. (nak vomit) harap budak2 ok jer.. get well soon dears..

ROTI CANAI (Mr. Niceghost99 from forum cari.com.my)

3 cups flour
1 - 1.5 cups water
1 tablespoon margarine
salt to taste
2 tablespoons condensed milk
1 tablespoon cooking oil
Extra margarine

Method :

1. Mix well water, salt and condensed milk
2. Add the liquid into the flour bit by bit if kneading manually
OR
pour the whole amount into the flour if using machine
3. Add in cooking oil
4. Add in margarine
5. Knead to form a soft dough. Leave it covered with a damp cloth for about 30 minutes.
6. Divide the dough into 10 portion and mould into balls.
7. Coat the balls with margarine so that they won't stick to each other. Leave to rest for not less than 2 hours.
8. Spread (tebar as we say it in Malay) each ball on a smooth surface to form a very thin layer. Fold the four sides into the middle and fry.
9. Enjoy.

White Beijing..

2009-02-18T18:05:00.000-08:00

Farzana calls this 'buddy'.. lucu dia dok borak2 ngan 'kuda' nih.. "r u cold buddy? let me help u.."

mama pun nak interframe..

act agak malas nak letak gmbr nih.. takut Auntie Fz jeles kata Mama yg excited lebih.. huhu..

tebal salji.. Farizah jalan kaki smpi tenggelam..

5 of us (kira sekali yg dpt perut ittew)

huhu.. curik ayat Fz-Gyc lak.. (dunno sape nyer.. so kene letak dua2 nama.. korang dua nih jadi satu identity lak) anyway.. I citer Fatin summary skali kat entry nih jer la eh.. huhu.. semlm kalut sgt tak sempat.. kekadang Fatin pun wonder mane g masa Fatin.. org lain keje sumer pun ada masa.. hmm.. maybe gak sbb mlm Fatin zzzzzzzzzzzzz.. ntah la tak terbgn mlm sgt.. b4 act Beijing dah makin warm.. Fatin pun dah start pakaikan Farzana skirt blk utk g school.. sbb dia asyik minta bila kawan2 pakai skirt.. of course ngan baju tgn panjang lagi n tights la.. tp tetiba hari Selasa.. pagi.. snow turun.. Fatin pun act blurr.. tanya Abg.. snow ke habuk? sbb Beijing nih agak well known for udara yg kurang bersih.. Abg kata snow laa.. blurr sungguh Mama nih.. *(alamak.. Zaf baca nih.. ade yg tak bole join 'CPC'.. to Merpatis.. nih bukan blurr.. cuma pelik.. kot2 la pollen.. kan nak autumn.. hai.. bersungguh2 cik Nur Fatin nih mengexplain.. hahahhahha..) anyway.. so end up since Tuesday tuh.. mmg suhu drop n snowing till today.. n today snow luar rumah even more! and Farzana lak.. since semlm tanak g school.. lewat sgt g school.. even kami turun awal bawa anak2 main.. both of them tanak blk/g school.. Farizah smpi dah tak tahan sgt baru surrender.. itu la nak dukung jer n protest bila blk.. tp bila blk.. minum susu agak suam n then tido.. Farzana lak terpaksa paksa g school.. Mama Ayah terpaksa guna kuasa veto.. hehe.. parents got to do what parents got to do right? even today pun taknak g school.. nak main snow.. so as parents yg baik.. uhuhuhu.. kami pun kasik la can.. bawak anak turun main lagi dgn syarat kene g gak school even lambat.. so td pun Ayah dah geram sbb Farzana tanak g school.. haii.. bukan senang jadi parents nih.. nak wat anak happy.. nak itu nak ini.. parents dulu2 mane bg muka sgt kat anak kan? hehe.. ok laa.. panjang dah citer nih.. nanti Fatin upload gmbr hari nih lak.. semlm tak dan nak menaip letak gmbr jer... main click2 tgn kiri, tgn kanan kotor suap Farizah mkn.. nih ade masa wat citer lak.. nanti kemudian upload gmbr.. skang Fatin gtg.. have a nice day everyone!

Memories for Keepsake

2009-02-17T19:38:00.000-08:00

just upload pics dulu sbb Fatin tgh sambil masak n suap Farizah lunch.. Zaf.. pinjam these wordings aaa..

Today is Friday..

2009-02-12T18:59:00.000-08:00

ini gmbr Farzana blk jer from school today.. happy sungguh dia hari nih.. biasa smpi rumah dia dah tertido.. hari nih alert n sgt happy.. maybe juga sbb best friend dia Vanessa dtg school hari nih..

ini permainan kakak n adik.. ntah ape game nyer.. kakak kata crocodile's like this..

dan ini gmbr Farzana tertido kat meja mkn.. penat sgt kot.. tp insisted nak mkn juga.. Fatin risau takut jatuh jer.. last2 bgn blk mkn.. n till now tgh depan tv.. huhu..

I'm a bit free today.. yippie.. ade masa nak berstory mory kat blog.. td baru blk hosp.. g for check up lagi.. hai.. risau la pulak.. mak buyung nih naik berat byk betul! sedap mkn tol! Dr dah bising dah.. nih baru 36weeks n 5days.. berat dah 70kg okay.. masa pregnantkan Farizah.. till end I was only about 69kg (if not mistaken).. so camne nih? risau sgt.. Fatin tak la perasan Fatin gemuks.. ehehehhe.. perasan mak buyung nih.. tp berat badan sgt berat.. bukan macam.. mmg berat kay..
anyway.. y am I so free? sbb hari nih Abg tak blk lunch.. masak mee goreng jer.. but style Abg suka laa.. tak pedas.. mane suamiku mkn.. mkn.. tp tak gaya selera.. penat dah kene brainwash ngan Mama.. so kene la bg Abg mkn style Abg suka.. anyway.. yg paling best.. then dinner pun Abg tak blk dinner.. so I'm so free.. anak2 mkn senang jer.. nasi ayam goreng n telur dadar.. will be okay dah kot utk dorang.. insya-Allah.. masak fancy2 anakku tak pandai mkn lagi.. for myself, ape2 ade lebih then nasi n sardin lebih semlm.. Fatin senang je bab mkn.. silap hb mee goreng for lunch nih pun tak abis.. ayi/maid mkn sama la ngan Fatin mee goreng.. Abg tak blk dinner sbb ade dinner.. I understood its CNY dinner for all tecknical grps.. biasa Abg tak join.. ye laa.. nanti dorang wat kat memane je kan.. so awal2 act Abg dah ckp tak g.. but then manager dia kata buat kat Muslim's Restaurant.. mkn hot pot (steambot) so Abg kata serba salah lak tak g.. n boss pun purposely wat kat Muslim restaurant sbb Abg.. (Abg sorg je Muslim kat ofis) and dulu byk kali dah Abg tolak tanak g smpi dorang dok berkata.. sedap sgt ker bini dia masak smpi suami tanak g makan kat luar.. hahhahaha.. (kasik can la mak buyung nih nak syok sendiri-tp Fatin tahu pun sbb isteri manager nih kot ckp kat Fatin.. lupa dah sape ckp kat Fatin..) act Fatin pun tak tahu nape Abg tak minat sgt join dorang.. byk jer xtvt staffs.. futsal,ping pong, other sports dll.. tp Abg tak join.. kalu g pun yg family nyer.. so Fatin n anak2 leh ikut.. maybe sbb tade kwn n languange
barrier kot.. ntah laa.. anyway.. m a happy pregnant lady today..

td hantar Farzana g school.. jumpa mak kwn baik Farzana skang.. her best friend skang named Vanessa.. rapat betul ngan Vanessa.. Vanessa pun jerit bila nampak Farzana td.. Vanessa is local Chinese but they used to stay in New York.. so mak dia nyer english sgt fluent laa.. local chinese yg kaya la nih.. CNY arituh pun g LA-g Disneyland.. naik keter BMW.. mmg sini kalu local chinese yg kaya.. kaya betul.. jurang ketara sgt laa.. anyway.. jumpa jer td.. dornag berpeluk.. huhu.. so sweet.. if only I bring my camera.. I'll surely capture the moment.. but I had to be quick sbb Fatin ade appointment Dr lak kan.. so tak dpt nak chit chat sgt ngan mak Vanessa nih.. btw I think she's a working mom.. I guess..

anak2 kurang sihat act.. but Farzana dah better.. cuma skang nih coughing sikit n berkahak.. Farizah tgh selsema lagi.. ok la.. stop dulu.. nak bg Farizah lunch dulu..